So the definition of "Lament" is this - to feel, show, or express grief, sorrow, or regret. This is exactly what Sid was going through on the terrace, all those jumbled emotions, which just kept bringing him back to the same question Why Ridzy?
Sid:
Pain, Grief, Sorrow, Sadness, Loss, Heart-Break, all of these emotions are running through me like an out of control race car, I am trying my hardest to understand ridzy, what compelled you to make the decision you did today? Even though I had sent you those papers, my intention was never to actually have you sign them, yes in my heart I believed that you still loved Ammy, but somewhere I had thought you had cared for me too, was I wrong? Was I deluded? Was there no part of you that felt a single morsel of regret, pain, distress when signing these papers? You signed them so ruthlessly then sent them to Ammy, almost as if my feelings meant nothing to you, of course I had wanted to know your choice, but I cannot decipher as to why my heart is bleeding so terribly at the aspect of losing you, at the aspect of digesting the choice you have made, maybe this is our destiny, maybe it was me who was not meant for you, but despite all of this I refuse to give up, I WANT Answers ridzy, answers to why you signed the papers, why you sent Ammy, why you chose him, I refuse to rest till I have received these answers, by sending me these papers you have no idea how much you have destroyed my heart, but regardless, I shall gain the answers to the questions that are burning in my mind, quench the confusion that is hammering away at me, Only you, Ridzy, can answer these questions, Only YOU. Leaving the aside the anger and heart-ache I feel right now, one thing will remain against all. I Love You.
By Tazzy
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