PART 31:
Ridhimaa and Anjali were sitting in the living room at night watching TV. Armaan was having his checkup done by Shashank. Nani and Padma were gossipping away. Just then Shashank entered the room supporting Armaan.
Nani: Aao Armaan beta baitho. Aaram se.
Ridhimaa: Sab theek to hai na papa?
Shashank: (helping Armaan to sit on the sofa comfortably) Sab theek hai. Progress bahut achhi hai. Dr.Armaan bata rahe the ki ab dard bhi kam ho gaya hai. Ab bahut hi jaldi aap theek ho jayenge.
Armaan: Main aapse ek baat poochun sir?
Shashank: Poochiye.
Armaan: Ye aap mujhe aap-aap kyun kehte hain. Main to aapse umr me bhi chota hoon aur designation me bhi. Kya aap mujhe abhi bhi paraya samajhte hain?
Shashank: (smiling) Nahi... nahi. Aap... mera matlab hai tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho. Main to aise hi...
Armaan: Par ab nahi. Mujhe achha nahi lagta. Aisa lagta hai jaise main koi ajnabee hoon. Mere liye tum hi theek hai.
Shashank: Achha baba aaj se main tumko tum bulaunga. Ab to theek hai?
Armaan: Yes sir.
Shashank: Fir tum mujhe sir keh kar kyun bula rahe ho. Yahan ghar me to main sir nahi hoon.
Armaan: Fir main kya keh kar bulaun sir?
Shashank: Kuch bhi jo tum chaho.
Armaan: Hmm... fir main aapko sasurji keh kar bulaunga... kaisa rahega? Kyun Ridhimaa?
Ridhimaa threw a cushion at him.
Armaan: Ouch! Chalo kuch aur socha jayega. Tab tak to sir se hi kaam chalana padega. Nahi to basket ke haathon...
He stopped as Ridhimaa glared at him.
Anjali: Armaan tum dad ko meri tarah dad keh kar kyun nahi bulate?
Armaan: Nahi. Main unhe kaise... I mean wo tumhare dad hain...
Anjali: Kyun nahi bula sakte? Ridzi bhi to unhe papa kehti hai jabki wo to uske apne...
Shashank: (shouting) Anjali.
Anjali: (looking at Ridhimaa who had gone still) I... I am really sorry. Mera wo matlab nahi tha. Ridzi... please... I am sorry.
Ridhimaa: It's OK di. Waise bhi aapne kya galat kaha? Main to hoon hi adopted.
Her eyes leaked with tears. Padma's eyes had gone wet too.
Shashank: Ridhimaa tum meri hi beti ho. Tum Anjali ki baat ka bura mat maano.
Anjali: Haan Ridzi. Tum meri behen ho. Please...
Ridhimaa: Bura kya maana. Sachchai to yahi hai na ki main...
Armaan: Ridhimaa kya tumhare papa se zyada tumhe koi aur pyar kar pata?
Ridhimaa: (crying) Nahi.
Armaan: Kya tumhe Anjali se achhi behen mil paati?
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Di se achhi...
Armaan: Aur kya tumhe tumhari nani ke pyar me kabhi koi kami lagi?
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Wo to mujhe Di se bhi zyada pyar karti hain.
Armaan: Ridhimaa rishte janm se nahi pyar se bandhe hote hain. Kai baar apno se zyada hume wo pyar karte hain jinka humse koi rishta nahi hota. Tumhe chaah kar bhi isse zyada pyar karne waala parivaar nahi milta. Mujhe hi dekho main to tum sabka koi nahi hoon, fir bhi in sabne mujhe itna pyar diya hai ki mujhe lagne laga hai ki mera tum sab se koi na koi rishta zaroor hai.
Nani: Ridhimaa tum humari utni hi apni ho jitni Anjali.
She got up and hugged her and Ridhimaa cried hard.
Nani: (patting Ridhimaa's back) Meri bachchi.
Ridhimaa parted with nani and ran and hugged Shashank.
Ridhimaa: Main bahut buri hoon na papa. Maine aapka bahut dil dukhaya hai na.
Shashank: Nahi. Tum to meri sabse pyari beti ho.
Ridhimaa hugged Anjali too.
Ridhimaa: I am sorry Di.
Anjali: Ridzi. Hum sab tumse bahut pyar karte hain.
Armaan: (piping up) Main bhi.
Ridhimaa: (leaving her) Mujhe pata hai ki mera parivaar mujhse bahut pyar karta hai. Main bhi aap sab se bahut pyar karti hoon.
Armaan: Aur mujhse?
Shashank: Tumse hum sab bahut pyar karte hain.
Armaan: Aur tum Ridhimaa?
Ridhimaa: (smiling) Pata nahi.
Armaan: Achha?
Ridhimaa blushed and hid her face in her sister's arms.
Armaan: Oye hoye!!!
Next morning. Ridhimaa came to Armaan's room to call him for breakfast. He was in the bathroom. She sat on the bed, waiting for him. He appeared, bare chested and didn't notice Ridhimaa. He pulled up an iron and delved for his shirt in his bag and then proceeded to iron the shirt.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Main kar deti hoon.
Armaan turned around to find her, sitting there, very red in the face.
Armaan: Nahi main kar loonga.
Ridhimaa walked over to him and snatched the iron from his hand. Armaan backed away, to give her space. Ridhimaa started to iron. There was a few moment's silence, when both of them remembered a similar scene happening in the farmhouse. Ridhimaa's hand stopped as she remembered how close they had got there. A smell filled her nostrils. She looked down to find that she had burnt Armaan's shirt. She prised the iron away to examine it, and during this she touched the hot pane of the iron.
Ridhimaa: I am sorry Armaan. Aah... ouch... I am really very sorry.
Armaan made his way towards her furiously. He pulled her injured hand.
Armaan: (caressing her injury) Tum koi kaam theek se nahi kar sakti? Dekho kitni tez jala diya apna haath.
Ridhimaa: (surprised) Armaan tumhari shirt...
Armaan: (blowing air on her hand, to make it feel better) Shirt zyada important hai ki tum? Shirt to doosri pehen lunga lekin agar tumhe kuch ho jaata to main kya karta?
Ridhimaa: Armaan.
Armaan kissed her hand.
Ridhimaa: (pulling her hand back) Armaan ab main theek hoon. Sach me.
Armaan left her hand.
Armaan: Chalo. Is par medicine laga lo.
He grabbed another shirt from his bag, pulled it over himself and dragged Ridhimaa out of the room. Others were surprised on seeing Armaan doing so.
Shashank: Kya hua Armaan? Tum aise kyun...
Armaan: (showing them Ridhimaa's hand) Ye dekhiye. Kitni tez jal gaya hai.
Padma: (laughing at the small bruise) Arrey. Kahan? Ye to dikh hi nahi raha hai.
Ridhimaa: Main yahi to keh rahi thi. Lekin Armaan zabardasti...
Anjali: Armaan itni chhoti si chot ke liye itna hungama!
Armaan: Chhoti si chot? Agar Ridhimaa ko kuch ho jaata to?
Shashank: Ridhimaa Armaan bilkul theek keh raha hai. Waise ye hua kaise?
Ridhimaa: Wo main Armaan ki shirt press kar rahi thi aur wo jal gayi. Tabhi ye...
Nani: Armaan ki shirt jal gayi?
Armaan: Usse kya fark padta hai? Haath to Ridhimaa ka jala na.
Ridhimaa: Armaan dekho. Kahan jala?
Armaan: Jala to tha.
Shashank: (smiling) Chalo koi to hai jise mere se zyada Ridhimaa ki chinta hai.
PART 32:
In the afternoon, Ridhimaa was very anxious. She goes to Anjali who was sitting in her room.
Anjali: Kya hua Ridzi? Tum itni pareshaan kyun ho?
Ridhimaa: Di aapne Armaan ko dekha hai?
Anjali: Haan bahut baar.
Ridhimaa: Di aapne abhi Armaan ko dekha hai? Wo kahin mil nahi raha.
Anjali: Oh to Armaan ki yaad aa rahi hai?
Ridhimaa: Di please bataiye na... wo apne kamre me nahi hai.
Anjali: What! Kamre me nahi hai to kahan hai?
Ridhimaa: Wahi to main bhi pooch rahi hoon. Aapne use kahin jaate hue to nahi dekha?
Anjali: Nahi to. Tumne baaki sab se poocha?
Ridhimaa: Abhi jaati hoon poochne.
Anjali: Main bhi chalti hoon.
They both move out of the room to the living room where the others were sitting.
Ridhimaa: Nani... Mom... Papa.
Nani: Kya hua Ridhimaa?
Ridhimaa: Aap logon ne Armaan ko kahin jaate hue dekha?
Shashank: Armaan to apne kamre me hi hoga.
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Wo to kahin nahi mil raha.
Padma: Kya? Lekin wo is haalat me jayega kahan?
Ridhimaa: Pata nahi. Kahin use kuch ho na gaya ho.
She started crying.
Shashank: Ridhimaa. Apne aap ko sambhalo. Main abhi jaata hoon use dhoondhne. Waise tumne uska mobile try kiya?
Ridhimaa: Nahi.
She dials Armaan's number. Armaan picks up.
Armaan: Hello.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum kahan ho? Tum theek to ho na? Armaan...
Armaan: Main bilkul theek hoon Ridhimaa. Abhi aa raha hoon. Fir bataunga.
Ridhimaa: Armaan...
Till then Armaan had entered the house. Ridhimaa ran up to him.
Ridhimaa: Armaan!
Armaan: (holding her at a distance lest she collided with him) Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum kahan chale gaye the? Yahan par sab log kitne pareshaan ho rahe the.
Armaan: (wiping off her tears) Wo to mujhe dikh raha hai.
Shashank: Tum kahan gaye the?
Armaan: Sir... wo main... Sanjeevani gaya tha.
Shashank: Sanjeevani! Par kyun? Aapko wahan kya kaam tha?
Armaan: Bi se milne gaya tha. Phone aaya tha ki wo bahut pareshaan hain. Jab se goli lagi hai tabse unse mila bhi nahi isiliye...
Ridhimaa: Armaan Bi se milne gaye the to hum me se kisi ke saath chale jaate. Akele jaane ki kya zaroorat thi is haalat me?
Armaan: Ridhimaa ab main bilkul theek hoon.
Ridhimaa: Armaan...
Armaan: Maine Dr.Kirti ko bhi keh diya hai ki main kal se Sanjeevani join kar raha hoon. Wo maan gayi.
Shashank: What? Main abhi Dr.Kirti se baat karta hoon. Aapki tabiyat...
Armaan: Bilkul theek hai. Wahan par apna poora checkup karwane ke baad hi mujhe permission mili hai.
Nani: Maine kaha tha na. Bilkul bandaron ki tarah hai. Bimari me bhi boriyat satati hai isko.
Ridhimaa: Bi ab kaisi hain?
Armaan: Theek hain. Aur ek aur khush khabri aap sab ke liye.
Padma: Wo kya?
Armaan: Maine aap logon ko yahan par bahut pareshaan kiya hai na. Ab nahi karunga. Kal main yahan se wapas apne ghar ja raha hoon. Ab jo main theek ho gaya hoon to yahan par rehne ki kya zaroorat? Hai na?
He looked around to find all of them glaring at him.
Armaan: (cowering) Aap sab mujhe aise kyun dekh rahe hain? Maine kuch galat keh diya kya?
Nani: Tumhe yahan par koi pareshaani hai?
Armaan: Nahi to.
Padma: Hum sabse koi galti hui hai kya?
Armaan: Nahi aap kaisi baat kar rahi hain?
Shashank: Hum sab ke pyar me tumko koi kami lagi kya?
Armaan: Nahi sir.
Anjali: Fir tum jaane ki baat kyun kar rahe ho?
Armaan: Wo main tum logon ko aur pareshaan nahi karna chahta.
Shashank: Aur tumhare chale jaane ke baad jo hum log pareshaan honge uska kya?
Armaan: Kya matlab?
Shashank: Matlab ye ki tumne apni marzi bahut chala li. Tum kal se Sanjeevani join kar rahe ho wo theek hai lekin tum yahan se tab tak nahi jaoge jab tak poori tarah se theek nahi ho jaate.
Armaan: Lekin...
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum akele rehte ho. Agar tumhe tumhare ghar me koi pareshaani hui to kya karoge?
Armaan: Mujhe kya pareshaani hogi. I am fit now.
Shashank: Armaan sir ki chot me baad me bhi pain hota rehta hai. Aur kabhi kabhi bahut zyada hota hai. Tumko to ye pata hi hoga. Isiliye jab tak tumhari recovery nahi ho jaati tab tak tum kahin nahi jaoge.
Nani: Bas ab koi behas nahi. Armaan apne kamre me jaakar aaram karo.
Armaan: Haan. Chala lo apna hukm sab log. Meri itni hi parwah hai to meri shaadi kyun nahi karwa dete aap sab.
Ridhimaa: (blushing) Armaan apna muh band rakho.
Armaan: Arrey tumse thode hi shaadi karunga.
Padma: To fir kisse karoge?
Armaan: Aapse.
He sits on his knees.
Armaan: Kya aap mujhse shaadi karengi?
Padma: Dhatt!
Armaan: (standing up) Lo. Ye proposal bhi reject ho gaya.
Shashank: Better luck next time. Achha ab jao.
Armaan: Wo... main... main...
Anjali: Kya?
Armaan: Main Ridhimaa ko kuch dena chahta tha.
Ridhimaa: Kya?
Armaan takes out the selfsame kada and payal which he had gifted Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: Oh!
Armaan: Tum ye guest room me bhool aayi thi.
Shashank: Ye kya hai?
Armaan: (pulling the kada up Ridhimaa's wrist) Ye humara pushtaini kada hai. Aur main Armaan Maliik aap sab ko witness maan kar ye us ladki ko pehna raha hoon jiske saath main apni poori zindagi bitaana chahta hoon. Main waada karta hoon ki kabhi apna koi waada nahi todunga.
Ridhimaa's eyes filled with tears.
Anjali: (in a watery voice and indicating the payal) Aur ye?
Armaan: (going down on his knees once more and wrapping the payals around Ridhimaa's feet) Ye payal isliye ki tum jahan bhi raho, jahan bhi jao, main humehsa tumhare saath rahun... har pal. Agar kal ko mujhe kuch ho bhi jaaye to ye payal tumhe yaad dilayegi ki tumhe aagey badhte rehna hai. Kyunki agar tum khush rahogi, tabhi mujhe jannat naseeb hogi.
He stood up. Ridhimaa flung herself into his arms.
Ridhimaa: (crying) Tumhe kuch nahi hoga. Tumhe kabhi kuch nahi ho sakta.
Armaan: (patting her) Marna to ek din hum sabhi ko hai. Meri to bas itni si khwahish hai ki main tumse pehle is duniya se jaun.
Ridhimaa: Armaan bas. Please!
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Tum mujhse waada karo ki agar kal main na raha to bhi tum khush rahogi. Mere liye. Please.
Ridhimaa: (crying very hard) Armaan please aisi baat mat karo.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Chup ho jao. Main to aise hi keh raha tha. Abhi to meri zindagi bahut lambi hai.
Shashank: Haan. Ab is topic ko yahin khatm kijiye aur jakar aaram kijiye.
Armaan and Ridhimaa separated. Ridhimaa's eyes were still wet. She was still crying.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa wiped her eyes.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. I am sorry. Mujhe maaf kar do.
Ridhimaa: Ek shart par.
Armaan: Mujhe pata hai. Main fir kabhi aisi baatein nahi karunga.
Ridhimaa: (smiling) Haan. Main tumhe kuch nahi hone doongi. Kabhi bhi.
Armaan: Dekho... tum to mujhe bhi rula kar chodogi.
He wiped the tears coming from his eyes and turned around to hide them. Shashank engulfed him into a hug and he desperate for comfort, hugged him tighter.
Armaan: I am sorry. Mujhe...
Shashank: It's OK. We also have a right to show our emotions.
PART 33:
Next day at Sanjeevani's Nurse Station. Dr.Kirti was assigning duties to the interns. She was not looking in a good mood.
Kirti: Dr.Muskaan, Dr.Rahul Path Lab. Dr.Anjali, Dr.Atul ICU. Dr.Ridhimaa General ward. Dr.Armaan aap bhi General ward lekin aap zyada stress nahi lenge. Am I clear?
Armaan: Yes Mam.
All the interns heed to their duties.
Kirti: Dr.Armaan.
Armaan who was about to follow Ridhimaa stopped in his tracks.
Armaan: Yes Mam?
Kirti: Kal aapne jo CT Scan karwaya tha uski reports aaj din tak aa jayengi. Apni duties ke baad mere cabin me aaiyega.
Armaan: OK mam.
He also goes away to perform his duty.
In the General ward.
Nana: (to Armaan who was checking his pulse) Apple... mujhse zyada to tujhe doctor ki zaroorat hai.
Armaan: Aap ab normal hain. Lekin abhi bhi lungs par stress ho raha hai.
Nana: Ye to chalta hi rehta hai. Tu bata tere aur teri bulbul ke beech kya chal raha hai? Suna hai tera sasur maan gaya.
Armaan: Haan. Ab aap aaram kijiye. Main zara bulbul... I mean Ridhimaa ko dekh kar aata hoon.
Nana: Ja warna teri bulbul kahin ud na jaaye.
Armaan approaches Ridhimaa and waited for her to check her patient. Ridhimaa, when free, turned around to find Armaan standing behind her.
Ridhimaa: Kya hua Armaan?
Armaan: Mujhe tumse ek bahut important baat kehni thi.
Ridhimaa: Kya?
Armaan: Aise nahi. Kaan me. Top secret.
Ridhimaa brings her ears closer to his lips.
Armaan: (whispering) I... love... you.
Ridhimaa: (blushing) Armaan sab dekh rahe hain.
Armaan: Dekhne do. Jab pyar kiya to darna kya?
Ridhimaa: Good afternoon Dr.Kirti.
Armaan revolves around, terrified. But no one was there.
Ridhimaa: (laughing) Arrey... jab pyar kiya to darna kya?
Armaan: (holding her hand and pulling her to his chest) Achha!
Ridhimaa: (blushing) Armaan...
Armaan kisses her cheek.
Ridhimaa: Armaan... Dr.Kirti.
Armaan: Bahut ho gaya Basket. Ab main nahi darne waala.
But Ridhimaa had turned around. Armaan too turned around to find Dr.Kirti standing there.
Armaan: Good... Good afternoon mam.
Kirti: Dr.Armaan. Aap abhi mere cabin me aaiye.
Armaan: I am sorry mam.
Kirti: Nahi. Koi aur baat hai. Aap mere cabin me chaliye.
Ridhimaa glanced enquiringly at Armaan who shrugged, but nevertheless followed Dr.Kirti to her cabin.
Kirti: (sitting down) Please sit down.
Armaan sits, foreboding danger.
Kirti: Dr.Armaan kal aapke sir me dard hua tha isiliye aap yahan test karwane aaye the.
Armaan: Yes mam.
Kirti: Aapko aisa sir dard pehle bhi hua hai?
Armaan: Mam do teen baar hua tha.
Kirti: Us din goli lagne ke baad? Ya fir usse pehle?
Armaan: Mam pehle ek ya do baar zyada kaam karne par hota tha.
Kirti: Well that's normal...
Armaan: Yes mam. Lekin us accident ke baad har din hota tha. Isiliye mujhe laga ki test karwa lena chahiye.
Kirti: You were right.
Armaan: Mam meri reports aa gayi?
Kirti: (seeming a little nauseated) Yes.
Armaan: Can I see them? Kya hua? Sab normal to hai na?
Kirti: Sab normal to nahi hai. Lekin... treatment ho sakta hai.
Armaan: Mam please saaf saaf bataiye.
Kirti didn't seem to be able to speak. She hands him the reports. Armaan saw them and his expression grew from wonder to horror.
Armaan: Brain haemorrhage! Lekin brain haemorrhage to bahut fatal hota hai fir main abhi tak...
Kirti: Dr.Armaan. Calm down. Aapka case thoda alag hai. Aapke sir me blood clot ho gaya hai. Isiliye aap abhi tak... Lekin isi wajah se hume ek treatment mil gaya hai.
Armaan: But there is a risk. Agar operation sahi nahi hua to I think it would result in... coma.
Kirti: Yes. Lekin we have no other alternative. Agar surgery nahi ki gayi to death is inevitable.
Armaan: (calmly) Kitne din hain mere pass?
Kirti: Teen dino ke andar surgery karni hogi nahi to...
Armaan: Three days. They are enough.
Kirti: Dr.Armaan. Aapko surgery karwani hogi.
Armaan: Main ye operation nahi karwaunga. Coma se achha to marna hai. Coma me to na main jee paunga aur na hi mar paunga. I'll prefer to...
Kirti: Dr.Armaan. Aap ye faisla akele kaise kar sakte hain. Apne parivaar...
Armaan: Mera parivaar to hai nahi. Isliye the decision lies with me aur ye final hai.
Kirti: Lekin Dr.Ridhimaa...
Armaan: (his voice shook for the first time) Mam please aap kisi ko is baare me mat bataiyega. Please. Meri aakhiri wish samajh kar poora kar dijiye.
Kirti: OK.
Armaan emerged from Kirti's cabin. He was not afraid of death. It was nothing. But he was afraid about what would happen to Ridhimaa after he...
There was a bump. He had walked straight into Shashank.
Armaan: I am really very sorry sir.
Shashank: It's OK Dr.Armaan. Main aap hi ko dhoondh raha tha. Aap thodi der ke liye mere cabin me aiye.
They both enter his cabin. Shashank gestures Armaan to sit down.
Shashank: (indicating Armaan's reports which were kept on the table) Ye file?
Armaan: Ek patient ki hai.
Shashank: Dr.Armaan inspector Tripathi ka phone aaya tha. Wo pooch rahe the ki Function kab rakha jaaye. Maine unse kaha hai ki ek hafte tak bilkul nahi kyunki aapko rest ki zaroorat hai.
Armaan: Ab to rest hi rest hai.
Shashank: Pardon?
Armaan: Nothing sir. Aapne sahi kaha.
Shashank: Theek hai aap ja sakte hain.
Armaan stood up and left. He was feeling a little depressed. There won't be time for anything. He would have to make Ridhimaa and others forget him so that they wont miss him when he would be gone. And he would have to make sure that no one knew about his state. He would keep the file secure... As he looked at his hand, expecting to see the file, he realised that he had left his reports on Shashank's table. He ran back to the office and entered without knocking. Shashank was bent over his file.
Armaan: Sir... wo file...
Shashank looked up. His eyes were wide with fear.
Shashank: Armaan aap... aapko... ye aapki reports hain?
Armaan: (in a small voice) Ji sir.
Shashank: Par iske mutabik to agar tumhara teen din me operation nahi hua to... to... tum operation Sanjeevani me karwaoge ya fir...
Armaan: Main operation nahi karwaunga.
Shashank: Armaan. Tum samajh kyun nahi rahe. Agar operation nahi hua to tum ...
Armaan: Mar jaunga. Yahi na. Operation ke baad agar main Coma me chala gaya to? Aadhi zindagi se to maut behtar hai.
Shashank: Armaan. Tum kaisi baat kar rahe ho? Ridhimaa ko pata chalega to ...
Armaan: Sir please... ye baat kisi ko mat bataiyega. Main apne aakhiri teen din hanste chehre dekhna chahta hoon. Main nahi chahta ki Ridhimaa... please sir. Aap mujhse waada kijiye ki mere jaane ke baad aap Ridhimaa ko humesha khush rakhne ki koshish karenge... please...
Armaan lost his control and broke down. Shashank got up from his chair and hugged Armaan.
Shashank: Main koshish karunga. Lekin aap apna faisla badal lijiye. Agar operation successful raha to...
Armaan: Sir. 100 me se 99 baar ye operation unsuccessful rehta hai. Ab koi ummeed nahi hai. Main apna faisla nahi badlunga.
He got up and left the cabin leaving Shashank gazing hopelessly at his vanishing silhoutte.
PART 34:
That evening at Ridhimaa's house.
Nani: Aa gaye tum log?
Armaan: (hugging her) Ji nani.
Nani: (patting him) Aaj bahut pyar aa raha hai mujh par.
Armaan: Main to aapse humesha se bahut pyar karta hoon. Main aaj chahta hoon ki aap zindagi bhar ka pyar aaj hi mujh par luta de.
Nani: Abhi to poori zindagi padi hai.
Armaan: Kya pata nani? Kal ho na ho.
Ridhimaa: Fir shuru kar diya Shahrukh Khan ki films ke dialogues marna. Tum kabhi nahi sudhroge.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa: Hmm...
Armaan: Ridhimaa tum khush raha karo. Humesha.
Ridhimaa: Jab tak tum saath ho tab tak main khush rahungi.
Armaan: Aur mere jaane ke baad?
Ridhimaa: Armaan! Shut up!
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Waada karo ki kuch bhi ho jaaye, tum humesha khush rahogi.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tumhe aaj kya ho gaya hai?
Armaan: Kuch nahi.
They all change and then come for dinner. Armaan was a little secluded.
Padma: Armaan. Aaj tumhare chehre par barah kyun baje hue hain? Tum bimar ho?
Armaan: Nahi to. Main to bas kuch soch raha tha.
Anjali: Kya soch rahe the?
Armaan: Yahi ki tum sab ne mujhe itne kam samay me itna pyar diya hai.
Anjali: Wo isliye tumhara hum sab ke saath janm janm ka saath hai.
Armaan: (muttering) Kash is janm ka saath thoda aur lamba hota.
Anjali: Kya?
Armaan: Kuch nahi.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum pareshaan ho? Kisliye?
Armaan: Nahi. Main kahan pareshaan hoon. Sir kahan hain?
Ridhimaa: Ek emergency thi. Papa Sanjeevani se der se lautenge.
Shashank enters Armaan's room after knocking.
Shashank: Armaan!
Armaan: Yes sir.
Shashank: Armaan. Tum ek baar fir soch lo. Agar operation ho gaya to...
Armaan: Maine soch liya hai sir.
Shashank: Armaan tum itne selfish kaise ho sakte ho?
Armaan: Kya matlab sir?
Shahshank: Matlab ye ki tum sirf apne baare me kyun soch rahe ho? Tumne hum sab ke baare me... tumne Ridhimaa ke baare me nahi socha?
Armaan: Usi ke baare me soch kar to ye faisla kiya hai.
Shashank: Lekin Ridhimaa to...
Armaan: Sir mujhe pata hai ki mere marne ke baad Ridhimaa bahut dukhi hogi. Bahut royegi. Lekin kisi ke marne se kisi aur ki zindagi to nahi rukti na. Kuch din, kuch mahino baad wo mujhe bhula kar fir se jeena seekh jayegi. Lekin agar maine operation karwa liya aur Coma me chala gaya to Ridhimaa zindagi bhar mera intzaar karegi. Uski zindagi wahin ruk jayegi. Aap hi sochiye sir ki apni aadhi zindagi ke liye main Ridhimaa ki poori zindagi kaise barbaad kar sakta hoon?
Shashank: Lekin...
Armaan: Sir agar aap Ridhimaa se pyar karte hain to mujhe mera faisla badalne ke liye mat kahiye.
Shashank: Theek hai. To tum kal se Sanjeevani nahi jaoge?
Armaan: Main Sanjeevani kyun nahi jaunga? Sanjeevani me hi to mera parivaar hai aur abhi kuch kaam hain jo mujhe poore karne hain.
Shashank left the room. Armaan clutched his head.
Next day in Sanjeevani's locker room.
Atul: Armaan. Meri problem solve kar na.
Armaan: Teri problem. Oh! Aisa kar tu aaj Anjali ko date par le ja.
Atul: Arrey haan uske baare me to main bhool hi gaya tha. Tu na hota to pata nahi mera kya hota?
Armaan: Mere na hone se koi fark nahi padta. Aur tu doosron ke bajay khud apni madad karna seekh.
Atul: Iski kya zaroorat hai jab tak mere pass tu hai.
Armaan: Aur agar kabhi main na rahun to?
Atul: Ye kaisi baat kar raha hai?
Armaan: Kuch nahi.
At the nurse station.
Kirti: Dr.Muskaan, ICU. Dr.Rahul, General ward. Dr.Atul aap bhi General ward. Dr.Anjali Path Lab. Dr.Ridhimaa aur Dr.Armaan... aap dono ke liye ek naya case hai. Uski details is file me hai. Lijiye study kar lijiye.
She gives them the file. Both bend over it.
Ridhimaa: Rape case!
Armaan: Lekin ye to sirf 19 saal ki hai.
Kirti: Yes Doctors.
Atul: Itni chhoti si ladki ke saath...
Anjali: How disgusting!
Kirti: Interns. Go back to your work. Dr.Armaan, Dr.Ridhimaa aap dono mere saath chaliye.
They follow her to a room. Inside was a young girl lying on the bed. Her mother was sitting beside her looking forlorn. A young man and the girl's father were standing outside the door.
Kirti: Wo aapki bachchi hai?
Father: Ji.
Armaan, Ridhimaa and Kirti entered inside and approached the girl. The girl shrieked at the mere sight of Armaan.
Girl: (shrieking) Nahi. Mujhe chod do! Mere pass mat aana!
Armaan: Maine... maine kya kiya?
Mother: Ye kisi bhi ladke ko apne pass aate dekh aise hi chillane lagti hai. Apne papa aur mangetar ko dekh kar bhi aise hi chilla rahi thi.
Ridhimaa: (sitting beside the girl and lovingly holding her hand) Hum tumhe kuch nahi karenge.
Girl: (with tears in her eyes, looking terrified at the sight of Armaan) Nahi ye mujhe...
Armaan: (sitting on the floor beside the girl and holding her other hand) Main tumhare bhai jaisa hoon. Aur bhai ka farz hota hai behen ki raksha karna. Hai na? Isiliye main tumhe kuch nahi hone dunga.
The girl, moved by Armaan's words, hugged him. Armaan patted her hair.
Girl: Aap sach keh rahe hain?
Armaan: Sach... God promise.
The girl smiled.
Mother: Ye to muskurana hi bhool gayi thi.
Kirti: Ye sab hua kaise?
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The mother did not say anything.
Armaan: (to the girl) Tumhara naam kya hai?
Girl: Jyoti.
Armaan: Jyoti kya tum apne bhai ko bataogi ki tumhare saath kya hua tha? Ye jaanna zaroori hai.
Tears dropped from her eyes and Armaan swiped them off.
Jyoti: Do din pehle main aur Vishal kuch doston ke saath ghoomne gaye the. Wahin par mujhe akela paakar uske ek dost ne mere saath... Vishal bhi wahan tha par usne kuch nahi kiya.
Armaan: Ye Vishal kaun hai?
Mother: Iska mangetar tha.
Ridhimaa: Tha matlab?
Mother: Usne shaadi se mana kar diya...
Armaan: What? Wo hai kahan?
Mother: Bahar khada hai.
Armaan: Mam main jakar usse baat karke dekhun?
Kirti: Go ahead.
Armaan patted the girl's head and went outside. Ridhimaa followed him. Shashank was also present there. He was talking to the girl's father.
Armaan: Tum Vishal ho?
Vishal: Ji.
Armaan: Tum Jyoti ke mangetar ho?
Vishal: Ji. Tha.
Armaan: Ab kyun nahi?
Vishal: Tumhe lagta hai ki uske muh kaala karwane ke baad bhi main usse shaadi karuga? No way!
Armaan: (grabbing his collar) Ye sab uski marzi se nahi hua tha. It was a rape. Isme uski kya galti hai... you scoundrel?
Vishal: (gasping for breath) Leave me!
Ridhimaa pulled Armaan's hands off Vishal's collar.
Armaan: Tum to uske saath the na jab...
Vishal: Haan. Tha.
Ridhimaa: Tab tum ye sab hone se rok sakte the. Tumne kuch kiya kyun nahi?
Vishal: Madam. Us Monty ke haath me chaku tha. Agar maine kuch bhi karne ki koshish kari hoti to wo mujhe maar daalta.
Armaan: Tumhe Jyoti se zyada apni jaan ki fikr thi? Tum to kisi bhi ladki ke kaabil hi nahi ho. Har insaan ka farz hota hai ki wo mushkil me pade insaan ki madad kare. Aur har ladke ka farz hota hai ki wo har us ladki ki raksha kare jise uski zaroorat ho. Aur tum to uske mangetar ho.
Vishal: Ye sab kehne ki baaten hain. Aaj kal aisa koi nahi karta.
Ridhimaa: Aisa hua hai. Tumne teen din pehle newspaper me wo article padha tha jab kisi ne apni jaan par khelkar ek ladki ki izzat bachai thi aur robbery hone se bhi roka tha?
Vishal: Wo kisi Dr.Armaan wali?
Ridhimaa: Haan. Wo Dr.Armaan yahi hai.
Vishal: Oh. Lekin wo to theek hai na. Unki jaan ko to koi khatra nahi. Ek baar kisi ki raksha kya kar di, ab sabko lecture dene chale aaye. Agar isi me inhe kuch ho jaata to aaj ye hi aisa karne se tauba kar rahe hote.
Shashank: (furiously) Inhone ek baar nahi baar baar meri beti ko bachaya hai. Agar koi kisi se bahut pyar karta hai na to wo apne baare me nahi sochta. Aur tum keh rahe ho ki agar unhe kuch ho jaata to wo aisa karne se mana kar dete? You are wrong. Tumhe pata hai, is injury ki wajah se inhe brain haemorrhage ho gaya hai aur do din baad ye shayad na rahe lekin agar aaj bhi kisiko inki zaroorat padegi to ye haste haste uske liye apni jaan de denge.
Armaan: Sir!
Shashank looked at Armaan and realised that he had said more than he had intended to. He and Armaan both glanced quickly at Ridhimaa whose face had gone pale.
Vishal: Mujhe nahi pata tha. I am sorry.
Shashank: Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa: Papa aap ye kya keh rahe hain. Aap itna bada jhooth kaise bol sakte hain ki Armaan ko...
Shashank: (without looking at Armaan) Ye jhooth nahi hai.
Ridhimaa: (tears flowing from her eyes) Nahi. Armaan dekho papa kya keh rahe hain. Tum to ab bilkul theek ho... hai na?
Armaan: Haan Ridhimaa... main bilkul theek hoon.
Kirti: (emerging from the room) Dr.Armaan. Ab jhooth bolne se kya fayda? Sach do din me to pata chal hi jayega. Dr.Ridhimaa, Dr.Armaan ko Brain Haemorrhage hai. Aur do din baad ye nahi bachenge.
Atul, Rahul, Anjali and Muskaan who had just arrived were stunned by the news.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Tum chinta mat karo. Tumhe kuch nahi hoga. Main tumhe kuch nahi hone dungi.
Atul: Armaan.
He hugged him.
Atul: Haan Armaan. Koi na koi treatment zaroor hoga.
Rahul: Brain haemorhage. Ye kaise ho sakta hai. Zaroor koi galti hui hai.
Kirti: Koi galti nahi hai. Inke brain me blood clot ho gaya hai isiliye ye aaj tak zinda hain aur agar do din me operation nahi hua to hum inhe nahi bacha payenge.
Anjali: (in a heavy voice) Tab to Armaan tumhe jaldi se jaldi operation karwa lena chahiye.
Muskaan: (shuddering) Warna... Nahi, tumhara operation kab hai?
Armaan: Kabhi nahi.
Rahul: Kya? Lekin Armaan...
Armaan: Ye mera faisla hai ki operation karwana hai ki nahi. Mujhe isme kisi ki help nahi chahiye.
Atul: Armaan. Tum pagal ho gaye ho kya?
Armaan: Atul tumhe pata hai ki agar ye operation unsuccessful raha to main Coma me chala jaunga?
Atul: Agar unsuccessful raha to na.
Armaan: 99% chances hain iske. Aur Coma me jaane se achha to marna hi hai.
Ridhimaa: (flinging herself onto his chest and crying hard) Armaan! Tumhe ye operation karwana hi hoga.
Armaan: Ridhimaa meri baat suno.
Ridhimaa: Nahi main kuch nahi sunungi.
Armaan: Ridhimaa please meri baat suno.
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Mujhe kuch nahi sunna. Tum ye operation karwa rahe ho bas. Tumhare bina main bhi mar jaungi.
Armaan: Ridhimaa koi kisi ke bina nahi marta.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum kal operation karwa rahe ho.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa: Nahi...
Armaan: Ridhimaa please...
Ridhimaa: Nahi...
Armaan: (thundering) Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa felt silent and the others gazed at the pair.
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Armaan: Ridhimaa main operation nahi karwaunga.
Ridhimaa: Main ye nahi hone doongi.
Armaan: Tum kaun hoti ho mujhe rokne waali?
Ridhimaa's eyes which were glazed with tears, widened with shock.
Ridhimaa: Armaan main...
Armaan: Tum koi nahi ho meri... Waise bhi sab tumhari galti hai.
Anjali: Armaan kaisi baat kar rahe ho?
Armaan: Isme Ridhimaa ki hi galti hai. Ridhimaa ko bachate bachate hi mujhe goli lagi aur isi wajah se main marne waala hoon. Sab iski galti hai. Isne na mujhe kabhi chain se jeene diya aur na ab mujhe chain se marne degi. Tumhari wajah se hi main is haalat me hoon. Sab tumhari wajah se.
There was a silence after that. Only Ridhimaa's sobs could be heard. Ridhimaa spoke after she had found her voice.
Ridhimaa: Tum apne aap ko bahut smart samajhte ho? Is sab me meri galti hai?
Armaan: Haan sab tumhari galti hai.
Ridhimaa: Tumhe to jhooth bolna bhi nahi aata. Tumhe lagta hai ki tum aisi baaten kar ke mera dil dukha loge aur main tumhe operation karwaane ke liye force nahi karungi. Armaan aisa nahi hoga. Aur tumhe operation karwana hi hoga.
Armaan: (in desperation with tears in his eyes) Tum bahut buri ho. Ridhimaa kya tum chahti ho ki main zindagi bhar doosron ka mohtaj rahoon? Kya tum waada kar sakti ho ki mere Coma me jaane ke baad tum mera intzaar nahi karogi?
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Main ye waada nahi karoongi.
Armaan: Fir main bhi ye operation nahi karwaunga. Main tumhe dukhi nahi dekh sakta aur ye tum jaanti ho.
Ridhimaa: Armaan agar tumne ye operation nahi karwaya to main abhi apni jaan de doongi.
Armaan: Tum aisa kuch nahi karogi.
Ridhimaa: Main aisa hi karoongi. Ye dekho.
She points a knife at her wrist.
Shashank: Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: Koi mere pass mat aana warna main abhi apni nerve kaat loongi.
Armaan: Ridhimaa mazaak chodo.
Ridhimaa: Tumhe ye mazaak lagta hai. To lo.
She proceeds to cut her vein.
Armaan: Ridhimaa! Ruko!
Ridhimaa: Pehle tum bolo tum operation karwaoge ki nahi?
Armaan: Ridhimaa! Meri baat suno.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum bol rahe ho ya main...
Armaan: Theek hai. Main operation karwaunga.
Ridhimaa looked up at him and Armaan santched the knife from her and hugged her.
Armaan: Pagal ho gayi thi kya?
Ridhimaa: Armaan I love you. Main tumhare bina nahi ji sakti. Isiliye...
Armaan: Main operation karwa loonga lekin meri ek shart hai...
Ridhimaa: Main tumko kabhi nahi bhoolungi...
Armaan: Theek hai to agar main Coma main chala gaya to main nahi chaahta ki mujhe kisi bhi tarah ki artificial help di jaaye.
Ridhimaa: Ye tum kya keh rahe ho?
Armaan: Main theek keh raha hoon. Agar tumko ye manzoor hai to hi main ye operation karaunga.
Shashank: Lekin...
Armaan: Theek hai to main ye operation...
Ridhimaa: Armaan! Apni zidd chodo.
Armaan: Main har baar tumhari baat kyun maanon? Is baar tumhe bhi meri baat maanni hogi. Agar tum chahti ho ki main operation karwaun to...
Ridhimaa: Theek hai. Main tumhe kuch nahi hone dungi. Dekh lena.
Armaan: Tum hi dekhna kyunki main to...
Ridhimaa: Armaan!
Rahul: Tujhe kuch nahi hoga.
Armaan: Agar mujhe kuch ho bhi gaya to sabse zyada khush to tu hi hoga.
Rahul: Armaan tu sach me pitega.
Armaan: Achha baba. To kal ki operation ki date fix. Kaun karega mera operation?
Kirti: Hume bahar se ek specialist bulana hoga.
Armaan: Kyun Sanjeevani me se koi...
Shashank: I dont think so. Yahan par hum sab aapse bahut pyar karte hain isiliye...
Armaan: Sab?
Ridhimaa: Haan sab.
Armaan: Ye sab tumhari wajah se ho raha hai. Main mar jaunga na tab bhi bhoot ban kar tumhara peecha karunga.
Ridhimaa: Uski zaroorat hi nahi padegi kyunki tum humesha mere saath rahoge.
All have gone back to their duties. Armaan and Ridhimaa are about to go back to the room when Vishal approached them.
Vishal: Excuse me.
Armaan: Yes.
Vishal: I am sorry man. Please mujhe maaf kar do.
Armaan: It's OK.
Vishal: Abhi mujhe kisi aur se bhi maafi mangni hai. May I?
Armaan: OK.
They all enter together. Armaan nears Jyoti.
Armaan: Dekho tumse milne kaun aaya hai.
Jyoti sees Vishal and turns her head to the other side.
Jyoti: Bhaiya inse keh do ye yahan se chala jaaye.
Vishal: Jyoti please mujhe maaf kar do. I am really very sorry. Maine bahut badi galti ki. Ab us galti ko sudharna chahta hoon. Kya tum ab bhi mujhse shaadi karogi?
Jyoti: Huh! Bade aaye shaadi karne waale.
Vishal: Jyoti. Main Monty ko kadi se kadi saza dilwaunga. Use apne gunah ki saza zaroor milegi. Tum mujhse shaadi nahi karna chahti to theek hai mujhe ye bata do ki meri saza kya hai.
Jyoti: Tumhari saza?
Vishal: Haan meri galti to bahut badi hai. Main apne pyar ki raksha na kar paya. Batao main kya karoon? Chaho to mujhe maar lo.
He takes her hand and slaps himself.
Jyoti: (crying) Vishal. Maine tumhe maaf kiya. Please. Ab tum guilty feel karna chod do.
Vishal: To tum mujhse shaadi karogi?
Jyoti: Lekin main to...
Vishal: Jyoti maine tumse aur sirf tumse pyar kiya hai. Bolo kya tum mujhse shaadi karogi?
Jyoti: Haan.
Armaan: Ye hui na baat. Congratulations!
Vishal: Thanks. Aur Best of Luck!
Armaan: Yeah! I need it.
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All were sitting in Shashank's living room, looking glum.
Nani: Armaan ko...
Padma: (crying) Armaan tumhe kuch nahi hoga.
Armaan: Hmmm...
He takes her hand and touches it to his eyes.
Armaan: Agar mujhe kuch ho bhi jaata hai to aap Ridhimaa ka khayal rakhiyega. Uski aankhon me kabhi aansun mat aane dijiyega. Please ye meri aakhiri...
He could not complete his sentence as Padma put her hand to his mouth.
Nani: Aisi baaten mat karo. Abhi to tumhe bahut jeena hai.
Armaan: (smiling inspite of himself) Arrey haan. Abhi to meri shaadi honi hai... bachhe hone hain... fir...
Padma: Haan haan bahut ho gaya...
Armaan: Ye kya sapne to dekh lene dijiye chahe poore ho na ho...
Ridhimaa was sitting quite still.
Anjali: (shaking her) Ridzi...
Ridhimaa: (as if shaken from a reverie) Haan di.
Anjali: Tumhe kya ho gaya?
Ridhimaa: Kuch nahi.
Armaan stood up.
Armaan: Main ja raha hoon sone. Aap log bhi so jaiye jaakar.
He goes off.
Padma: Mujhe to bahut chinta ho rahi hai. Abhi to wo bachha hai aur...
She shivers.
Nani: Haan. Kitna pyara bachha hai. Sabko hansata rehta hai. Kitna khayal rakhta hai sabka. Itni badi baat ho gayi aur usne kisi ko bataya bhi nahi.
Both Padma and Nani go away. Shashank too follows them.
Anjali: Ridzi chalo.
Ridhimaa: Aap jao di main aa jaungi.
Anjali: Ridzi tum chinta mat karo. Armaan bilkul theek ho jayega.
She too goes off and Ridhimaa makes her way towards Armaan's room.
Ridhimaa knocks at the door.
Armaan: (from inside) Aao Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa was taken by surprise but she enters the room to find Armaan standing in the balcony, gazing at the stars. She approaches him. He turns to face her.
Ridhimaa: Tumhe kaise pata ki main hoon.
Armaan: Mere sir par aerial jo fit hai.
Ridhimaa: Armaan batao na.
Armaan: Ridhimaa ye jo dil hota hai na wo bata deta hai. Ise khud pata chal jaata hai.
Ridhimaa: Achha. Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho?
Armaan: Main in taaron se baaten kar raha tha.
Ridhimaa: Kya baaten kar rahe the?
Armaan: Yahi ki mere jaane ke baad ye meri Ridhimaa ko humesha khush rakhein. Ridhimaa agar tumhe kabhi bhi meri yaad aaye ya fir ek dost ki kami lage na to yahan aa jaana. Meri ma kehti thi ki marne ke baad log taare ban jaate hain. Jab main chala jaoon na tab tum yahan aakar mujhse baaten kar sakti ho.
Ridhimaa's eyes were again full of tears.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Tumhe sach ko sunna seekhna hoga. Yahi sach hai. Tum aansoon baha kar sach ko jhuthla nahi sakti.
Ridhimaa: Ye sach nahi hai. Jaise tumhara dil tumhe bata deta hai na ki main aayi hoon usi tarah mera dil keh raha hai ki tumhe kuch nahi hoga.
Armaan: Tum kab sudhrogi? Ridhimaa agar main mar gaya to...
Ridhimaa: Nahi...
Armaan: Ridhimaa ek baar socho agar main mar gaya to tum kya karogi?
Ridhimaa: Main bhi mar jaungi.
Armaan: Nahi. Tum zinda rahogi. Tum khush rehne ki koshish karogi. Yaad rakhna main jahan bhi rahunga tumhe dekhta rahunga aur tumhare aansun mujhe wahan bhi takleef denge. Tum apne liye nahi to mere liye khush rehna.
Ridhimaa: Tumhare bina meri zindagi...
Armaan: Dekhna ek din tumhe mujhse achha koi dost milega jo tumhe mujhse bhi zyada pyar karega. Uske saath rehkar tum mere gam ko bhula dena aur apni zindagi ek naye sire se shuru karna. Theek hai?
Ridhimaa: Nahi. Ye namumkin hai. Tumse badhkar kya tumhare jaisa koi doosra nahi ho sakta.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Tum mujhse pyar karti ho?
Ridhimaa: Haan.
Armaan: To ek waada karo. Mere baad tum mujhko bhula kar khush rahogi...
Ridhimaa: Armaan agar tumhari jagah ye bimari mujhe hui hoti to...
Armaan: (sternly) Ridhimaa... tum kaisi baat kar rahi ho?
Ridhimaa: Armaan ek baar socho agar aisa hota aur main tumse wahi karne ko kehti jo tum keh rahe ho to tum kya karte? Sach sach bolna.
Armaan kept mum.
Ridhimaa: Armaan bolo.
Armaan: Main tumhare bina kaise ji sakta hoon?
Ridhimaa: Yahi baat main tumhe samjhana chahti hoon. Isiliye Armaan tumhe zinda rehna padega mere liye.
Armaan: Tum baat ko mat ghumao aur mujhse waada karo...
Ridhimaa: Armaan I am sorry. Main ye nahi kar sakti.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa: Armaan kuch mat kaho. Main kuch nahi sunna chahti.
Armaan turned his back on her. Ridhimaa held his hand. He turned back to look at her, but couldn't. It was like gazing into bright sunlight.
Ridhimaa: (jamming herself onto his chest) Armaan I love you(she kisses him on his forehead). I love you(she kisses him on his left cheek). I love you very much(she kisses his right cheek and then blushes and turns to leave).
Armaan who was dumbfounded at this professing of love, turned her around and embraces her.
Armaan: Mera jawaab sune bina hi jaa rahi thi?
Ridhimaa: Armaan main... wo... mujhe ... neend aa rahi hai.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Please ruk jao. Aaj mera dil chah raha hai ki tumhe ji bhar kar dekhun.
Ridhimaa: Ek cup coffee piyoge?
Armaan: If you insist.
They both move out. Armaan whiles the time in the kitchen while Ridhimaa makes the coffee. They both then come
and sit in the living room's sofa. Armaan sips the coffee and Ridhimaa rests her head on his shoulders.
Armaan: I love you Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: Me too Armaan.
She was comfortable. Her eyes drooped and she slept, still resting on his shoulder.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
As he shook her, she fell into his lap, in a deep sleep. Armaan didn't had the heart to wake her up. He spent a few minutes just gazing at her beautiful face and then feeling sleepy and resting his back on the sofa, went into a slumber himself.
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Next morning. The others come out of their rooms. Anjali was looking worried.
Nani: Kya hua beta? Ridhimaa abhi tak nahi uthi?
Anjali: Pata nahi nani. Jab main raat ko sone gayi to wo living room me baithi thi aur jab main abhi uthi tab bhi wo kamre me nahi hai.
Padma: Jogging karne gayi hogi.
Anjali: Haan.
They approach the living room and what a scene met their eyes. Ridhimaa was lying asleep in Armaan's lap and Armaan who was in a sitting position, was too asleep with his back against the sofa.
Anjali: Arrey ye dono yahan pe. Zaroor Ridhimaa der raat tak jagi hogi aur roti rahi hogi. Fir Armaan use chup karane aaya hoga aur dono thak kar so gaye honge.
Shashank: Anjali tumne to poori situation discuss kar li. Ab zara un dono ko jagaya jaaye.
Shashank comes near the pair.
Shashank: (a little loudly) Ridhimaa, Armaan. Ridhimaa...
Armaan yawned and his eyes flew open. He looked around dreamily and found Ridhimaa still asleep and Shashank towering over them.
Armaan: (yawning) Go.. Good morning sir.
Shashank: Ye kya ho raha hai?
Armaan: (looking at Ridhimaa) Wo Ridhimaa so gayi thi isiliye maine use uthana theek nahi samjha aur pata nahi kab mujhe neend aa gayi. I am sorry sir.
Shashank: Its OK Armaan. Main to mazaak kar raha tha. Ridhimaa to abhi tak so rahi hai. Uthaiye use.
Armaan kept his hand on Ridhimaa's head and stroked her hair.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Ridhimaa utho.
Ridhimaa stirred and finding Armaan so close to her, asked, horrified.
Ridhimaa: Armaan tum mere kamre me kya kar rahe ho?
Shashank: Ridhimaa ye tumhara kamra nahi living room hai aur jis par tum leti hui ho wo bhi tumhara bed nahi hai.
Ridhimaa jumped up. And looked down to see that she had been sleeping on Armaan's legs.
Ridhimaa: Main yahan kaise... main to... Oh! Main yahi so gayi. Tumne mujhe jagaya kyun nahi?
Armaan: Tum sote hue itni pyari lag rahi thi...
Ridhimaa: Armaan! Tum theek ho?
Armaan: (trying to get up but his leg pained) Aah! Haan main theek hoon.
Ridhimaa: Lao main dekhun.
She puts her hand on his leg. He shoved her off unceremoniously as if burnt.
Armaan: Ye kya kar rahi ho?
He gets up unnoticing the pain in his leg.
Armaan: Maine kaha na ki main theek hoon.
He goes off leaving Ridhimaa ashen faced.
Before leaving to Sanjeevani, Padma calls Armaan.
Armaan: Aapne mujhe bulaya?
Padma: Haan. Haath aage badhao.
Armaan extends his hand. Padma ties a string on his arm. Armaan gazed at it stupidly.
Armaan: Ye kya hai?
Padma: Kuch nahi maine tumhare liye mannat mangi hai. Ye usi ka dhaaga hai. Ye tumhari raksha karega.
Armaan: I am sorry par main in baaton ko nahi maanta.
Padma: Mujhe Ridhimaa ne ye bataya tha. Maine usse bhi kaha agar hume shraddha ho to koi bhi kaam impossible nahi hota. Tum nahi maante to kya? Ridhimaa to aaj tumhare liye...
She halts mid-sentence. Armaan looks at her enquiringly. But she does not elaborate.
Armaan: Ridhimaa to aaj mere liye kya?
Padma: Kuch nahi.
Ridhimaa arrives near the pair.
Ridhimaa: Chalen? Late ho rahe hain.
Armaan: (rounding at her) Tum kya kar rahi ho?
Ridhimaa: Main kya kar rahi hoon?
Armaan: Mera matlab hai Padma aunty bata rahi thi tum mere liye...
Ridhimaa looks at her mother angrily.
Padma: Maine sab nahi bataya.
Ridhimaa: Thank God!
Armaan: Ridhimaa tum mujhe batati ho ya nahi?
Ridhimaa: Armaan tumhe in sab chhezon se kya lena? Tumhe to in par vishwas nahi hai na?
Armaan: Mera har us cheez se lena hai jo tumse matlab rakhti hai. Batao Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: Maine sirf ek chota sa vrat rakha hai.
Armaan: Kaisa vrat?
Ridhimaa keeps mum.
Armaan: (turning round to face Padma) Kaisa vrat? Aapko meri kasam...
Padma: Ridhimaa jab tak tum theek nahi ho jaate tab tak na kuch khayegi aur na hi kuch piyegi.
Ridhimaa: (meekly) Haan to ab chalein?
Armaan: (thundering) Ridhimaa. Tum yahi ruko.
Armaan goes off in a hurry. Shashank, Anjali and Nani come towards the remaining pair, looking worried.
Anjali: Ye Armaan ko kya ho gaya? Itne gusse me yahan se kyun gaya?
Padma: Use pata chal gaya ki Ridhimaa ne uske liye nirjal vrat rakha hai.
Shashank: Oh no! Pata nahi kya kar raha hoga?
But Armaan was coming towards them with a plate laden with food. All stared at him. He thrusts the plate at Ridhimaa.
Armaan: Lo khao.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Mera vrat hai.
Armaan: Kisne kaha tha tumse vrat rakhne ke liye? Agar main mar gaya to kya tum saari zindagi bhookhi rahogi? Aur aap log... (he rounds at the others) aap logon ne ise vrat kaise rakhne diya? Aap log nahi jaante bhookhe rehne se iski tabiyat kharab ho jaati hai? Khao(he orders Ridhimaa)
Ridhimaa: (pleading) Armaan!
Shashank: Kha lo beta.
Ridhimaa: Abhi mujhe bhookh nahi hai. Main operation ke baad kha lungi.
Armaan: You think you are very smart? Lo paani piyo.
Ridhimaa: Armaan please!
Armaan forces her mouth open and tips the glass of water. She gulps. Tears come down her face.
Armaan: Ab ro kyun rahi ho? Tumhi to kehti thi na ki mujhe kuch nahi hoga? Aaj main tumhe assure karna chahta hoon ki mujhe kuch nahi hoga. Believe me.
He hugs her.
Outside Sanjeevani's Operation Theatre. Everyone was hugging Armaan and assuring him of recovery. Lastly only Ridhimaa was left.
Armaan: (hugging her) Tum zyada chinta mat karna. Mujhe kuch nahi hoga.
Ridhimaa: Mujhe pata hai. Tum bilkul theek ho jaoge. I... I love you. I love you very much.
Armaan looks at her about to say that he too loved her.
Armaan: I...
Dr.Pronita called him inside the O.T. Armaan goes inside with a reassuring nod at Ridhimaa. The operation starts. Ridhimaa sits outside on the bench. Two hours passed and no one spoke anything. Nani had been chanting continuously under her breath. Shashank was moving up and down the corridoor. Padma and Kirti were sitting on the bench. Shubhankar, Atul, Rahul, Muskaan and Anjali were looking at each other, each trying to reassure the others wordlessly. Ridhimaa was standing just outside the door of the O.T. The red light went off. The operation ended and Dr.Pronita came out looking grim.
PART 39:
All stood up.
Ridhimaa: (shaking hard) Armaan! Dr.Pronita Armaan...
Pronita: Operation ho gaya hai. Lekin Dr.Armaan ko do ghante observation me rakha jayega. Wo bilkul theek hain. Lekin...
Ridhimaa: Lekin... lekin kya?
Pronita: (smiling) Lekin aap log unse do ghante baad hi mil sakte hain. Abhi unko hosh nahi aaya hai.
Ridhimaa: Thank you. Thank you so much.
Dr.Pronita marches off back to the O.T.
Ridhimaa: (muttering) Armaan theek hai... Armaan theek hai... Armaan
Anjali: (running to hug her) Haan Ridz. Armaan theek hai.
Ridhimaa smiled amidst her tears then ran to hug her father, who patted her. The others too were hugging each other. Shubhankar hugged Kirti who blushed. Muskaan and Rahul hugged each other tight and then realising what they were doing, left each other, feeling embarrassed. Anjali hugged Atul.
Anjali: Atul mujhe pata hai tum Armaan se kitna pyar karte ho.
Atul: (hugging her back) Haan. Wo mere bhai jaisa hai. I am so happy.
Nani and Padma both came near Ridhimaa and they too hugged her. Till then Dr.Pronita had came back.
Shashank: Aapne to miracle kar diya.
Pronita: Thanks sir. Wakai ye bahut unusual case tha. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki surgery se zyada aap sab logon ki duayen kaam aayi. I am surprised to see that Dr.Armaan ne itne thode se waqt me kaise poore Sanjeevani ko apna bana liya hai. Aap log hi nahi saare ward boys aur nurses bhi un ke liye prayer kar rahe the.
Shashank: Well... Armaan hai hi aisa.
Pronita: Unki condition stable hai. Abhi unko room me shift kiya jayega fir aap sab unse mil sakte hain.
The ward boys come with Armaan on a stretcher. His face was pale but other than a stiff turban of bandages on his head, he was quite well. They all follow the procession to the room. Armaan was laid down comfortably. He was still unconscious. Ridhimaa came and sat near his bed. The others took their seats around him forming a semicircle. Ridhimaa gazed at Armaan, wishing him to open his eyes. She wanted to check for herself that he was alright.
Ridhimaa: Armaan...
Shashank: Beta. Abhi Armaan ko hosh nahi aaya hai. Wo bilkul theek hai. Tum chinta mat karo.
Ridhimaa: Ji papa.
Ridhimaa was looking at the tall, lean silhoutte of Armaan, now resting on the bed. She took hold of his hand and tears flowed down her cheeks.
Anjali: Ridzi! Tum chinta kyun kar rahi ho?
Ridhimaa: Di. Armaan ab theek ho jayega na. Main Armaan se bahut pyar karti hoon. Agar use kuch ho jaata to...
Anjali: Ridzi. Armaan bilkul theek hai. Tum rona band karo. Abhi Armaan ko hosh ayega aur wo tumko rote hue dekhega to pata hai kya karega? Wo uthega, tumhe hug karega aur kahega...
Armaan: (in a weak voice) Ridhimaa tumhare rone se mujhe takleef hoti hai.
Ridhimaa: (looking at him) Armaan tumhe hosh aa gaya!
Armaan: (weakly) Haan. Tum mujhse itna pyar karti ho. Agar mujhe kuch ho jaata to...
Ridhimaa: Tumhe kab hosh aaya aur tum kabse humari baaten sun rahe ho?
Armaan: Jab se tumne mera haath itne pyar se apne haath me pakda hai tab se.
Ridhimaa leaves his hand quite hard and he winces.
Armaan: Aaah!!
Ridhimaa: Oh! Sorry! I am very sorry.
Armaan: Its OK.
Shashank: (standing up and coming closer to him) Armaan ab tum kaisa feel kar rahe ho?
Armaan: Bilkul theek. Operation to kamaal ka hua. Medical history me aise operations bahut kam hi hue hain. Is case me to bachne ke chances...
Ridhimaa: Tum ab zyada mat bolo. Aaram karo.
The others too come up to him.
Atul: Armaan. Ab tum kaise ho?
Armaan: Fine Champ. Rahul. Muskaan. Tum logon ko khushi nahi hui?
Rahul: Nahi. Ab tu jo aa gaya pareshaan karne ke liye.
Armaan: To main chala jaoon?
Rahul: Armaan. Kaisi baat kar raha hai? Of course hume khushi hui.
Armaan: I know.
Anjali: Thank god tum theek ho gaye. Warna Ridzi...
Armaan: Haan tumhari Ridzi... I mean meri basket... I mean humari Ridhimaa...
Ridhimaa: Armaan!
Nani: Chalo. Mera bachha theek ho gaya.
Padma: Haan. Lekin abhi aaram ki zaroorat hai.
Armaan: (protesing) Nahi.
Others: (together) Haan.
Kirti: Abhi aapko Sanjeevani se discharge nahi kiya jaayega.
Shubhankar: Haan. Sir bata rahe the ki tum ghar me ek jagah baithte nahi ho. Isiliye Sanjeevani me tum Kirti ke under hoge.
Armaan: Lekin...
His protest faltered under the stern gaze from Kirti.
Padma: Kirti aapko bhi humare ghar me hona chahiye tha. Aap hi is bandar ki harkato par nazar rakh paati. Dekhiye aapki wajah se kitni shanti se leta hai.
The others laugh. Armaan gives a meaningful look to Shashank who nodded and got up.
Shashank: Ridhimaa tum Armaan se baatein karo hum log bahar baithte hain.
Ridhimaa: Ji.
Ridhimaa: Armaan!
Armaan: Hmmm...
Ridhimaa remains silent.
Armaan: Bolo Ridhimaa kya keh rahi thi.
Ridhimaa: Kuch nahi.
Armaan: Ridhimaa!
Ridhimaa: Haan Armaan.
Armaan: Kuch nahi.
Ridhimaa: Armaan.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Tumne meri surgery se pehle I love you bola tha na...
Ridhimaa: Haan...
Armaan: I love you too Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa blushed.
Armaan: Oye hoye!
Ridhimaa: Armaan maine kaha tha na tum bilkul theek ho jaoge. Dekha.
Armaan: Agar tumhe pata tha ki main bilkul theek ho jaunga to tum ro kyun rahi thi?
Ridhimaa: Main... main kahan ro rahi thi...
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Tumhe jhooth bolna bhi aata hai?
Ridhimaa: Main wo...
Armaan: Tumhe laga tha na ki shayad tum fir kabhi mujhe zinda nahi dekh paogi. Hai na?
Ridhimaa: Armaan!
Armaan: Mujhe bolne do. Pata hai jab main O.T. me gaya aur surgery ke liye tayyar ho raha tha to mujhe laga ki maine bahut badi bhool kar di. Mujhe tumko khud se involve hi nahi karna chahiye tha. Agar main tumhare peeche na padta to shayad tum kabhi mujhse pyar na karti aur shayad mere jaane ke baad tumko itna dukh na hota.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Please...
Armaan: Ridhimaa jab tumne O.T ke bahar mujhse I love you bola aur main surgery ke liye chala gaya to ek baat mujhe pareshaan kar rahi thi ki agar main tumhe jawaab diye bina hi mar gaya to...
Ridhimaa stood up hiding her face which was full of tears.
Armaan: (holding her hand) Ridhimaa!
Ridhimaa jerked his hand away, and tried to run from the scene lest Armaan should see her tears, and as she turned around, her eyes blinded with the tears, she bumped into someone.
PART 40:
Ridhimaa looked up to find Shashank's worried face. She broke down and started crying hard in her father's arms. Shashank was stunned and did not know what to do. He patted Ridhimaa, who was sobbing hysterically and was not looking as if she would ever stop crying.
Shashank: Ridhimaa... kya hua... Ridhimaa... (adding warningly) Armaan tum lete raho.
Ridhimaa raised her face and turned around, still sobbing, to see Armaan trying to get up. He was holding his bandaged head with one hand, the bed with another and his face showed vestiges of unbearable pain due to the effort. Ridhimaa ran to help him.
Ridhimaa: Ar... Armaan... lete raho...
She placed her hand on his back and made him lie down on the bed.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Tum uthe kyun?
Shashank: Armaan tumhe abhi bed se uthna allowed nahi hai.
But Armaan wasn't listening. He had his eyes only for Ridhimaa's face glazed with tears.
Armaan: I am sorry Ridhimaa.
Ridhimaa: (still crying) Its OK.
Armaan: (again trying to get up) It's not OK. Ridhimaa... Aah!! Ridhimaa I really... Aaahh!!
Ridhimaa placed her hand on his shoulder and pushed him back down again.
Ridhimaa: Armaan please lete raho. Bahut dard ho raha hai na?
Armaan: Hone do dard. Maine tumhara dil dukhaya hai iski saza to mujhe milni hi chahiye.
Ridhimaa gripped his hand.
Ridhimaa: Armaan please. Aisi baat mat karo. Main tumhari wajah se nahi ro rahi hoon.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. I am really very sorry. Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha.
Ridhimaa: Armaan. Main nahi ro rahi. Dekho.
She wiped the tears off her face and smiled. Armaan wasn't reassured.
Armaan: Maine tumse waada kiya tha ki tumhari aankho me kabhi aansoon nahi aane doonga aur aaj meri hi wajah se... main bahut bura hoon na?
Ridhimaa: Nahi Armaan tum bahut achhe ho.
Armaan: Achha. To ab is achhe Armaan ki baat maano aur khana khao. Tumne subah se kuch nahi khaya na? Sir!
Shashank: Main abhi khana lekar aata hoon.
He goes off, leaving Armaan and Ridhimaa alone again. Armaan brought Ridhimaa's hand which was now in his grip, closer to his lips and kissed. Ridhimaa's face flushed.
Armaan: Ridhimaa...
His voice cracked with the strain. Ridhimaa bent lower to hear him out. Armaan kissed her cheek too.
Ridhimaa: (going red) Ab zyada hero banne ki zaroorat nahi hai.
Armaan: Arrey! Main to hero hi hoon. Tumhara!
Ridhimaa: Haan haan pata hai sab.
Armaan: Ridhimaa please tum Dr.Shashank ko manao na.
Ridhimaa: Kisliye?
Armaan: Main hospital me nahi rahna chahta.
Ridhimaa: Lekin ghar me to tum...
Armaan: Nahi. Tum galat samajh rahi ho. Main tumhare ghar jaane ki baat nahi kar raha hoon.
Ridhimaa: To fir...
Armaan: Main apne ghar jaane ki baat kar raha hoon. Jab se goli lagi hai tab se ya to main hospital me hoon ya fir tumhare ghar me. Please. I want some change. Aur... main tum logon ko zyada pareshaan nahi karna chahta. Mujhe pata hai ki mere tumhare ghar me rehne se tumhe bhi achha nahi lagta hoga. Aunty aur sir kuch kehte to nahi lekin mujhe pata hai ki maine unhe apni bewkoofiyon ki wajah se bahut pareshaan kiya hai. I don't want to trouble them any more. Ridhimaa tum samajh rahi ho na.
Ridhimaa: Haan Armaan. Main jaanti hoon tumhe kaisa lag raha hai. Armaan tumhare humare ghar me rehne se mujhe koi takleef nahi hai. Lekin Armaan agar tumhe problem hai to main papa se baat karti hoon.
Armaan: Mujhe pata tha tum zaroor samjhogi.
Padma: (entering with nani and Shashank) Achha ab zara hume bhi samjha do.
Ridhimaa: Mom wo Armaan...
Nani: Humne sab sun liya hai.
Ridhimaa: To fir Armaan apne ghar ja sakta hai?
Shashank: Of course...
Armaan: Thank you si...
Shashank: (cutting across him) Lekin poori tarah theek hone ke baad.
Armaan: Lekin...
Padma: Ridhimaa mujhe laga tha tum samajhdar hogi. Lekin tumhe bhi Armaan ne apne jaisa bana diya. Tumne ye nahi socha ki is haalat me Armaan akele kaise manage karega?
Ridhimaa: Oh! Main bhool gayi ki Armaan...
Shashank: Ki Armaan Superhero nahi hai?
Armaan: Aap log samajh nahi rahe.
Padma: Hum sab samajh rahe hain. Tumne abhi tak hum logon ko apna nahi maana.
Armaan: Nahi maine to humesha aap logon ko apne parivaar ki tarah...
Nani: Agar parivaar ki tarah maana hota to tum aaj ye zidd nahi karte. Chalo tumhara mann Hospital me rehne ka nahi kar raha hai to tumhe humse kehna chahiye th ki hum log tumhe apne saath le chale aur tab tak na chode jab tak tum theek na ho jao.
Shashank: Armaan ab faisla tumhe karna hai ki tum Sanjeevani me rahoge ya fir ghar me.
Armaan: Main Sanjeevani...
Padma: Faisla ho chuka hai... Armaan humare saath ghar chalega.
Ridhimaa: Lekin mom...
Nani: Tumhe koi problem hai Armaan ke ghar me rehne se, Ridhimaa?
Ridhimaa: Nahi.. nahi to.
Armaan: (looking as if Ridhimaa had cheated) Basket mujhe tumse ye umeed nahi thi.
Shashank: Hume bhi tumse ye ummeed nahi thi ki tum hum sab ko apna banakar itni jaldi paraya kar doge.
Armaan: I am sorry.
Anjali: (entering with the others) You should be.
Armaan: Ye aap Gupta ladies ki yahi problem hai. Saari baat manwa leti hain.
Shashank: Wo to hai.
The others smirked while Armaan scowled.
Kirti: To Dr.Armaan aapko parson discharge kar diya jayega.
Padma: Aur fir tum seedhe ghar aaoge. Warna... warna Ridhimaa tumse kabhi baat nahi karegi. Kyun Ridhimaa?
Ridhimaa: Wo main...
Anjali stepped on her foot.
Ridhimaa: Haan... haan.
Armaan: Main bhi tumse gussa hoon. Main bhi tumse baat nahi karoonga. Miss Dalbadloo.
Nani: Haan to Ridhimaa beta chalo.
Ridhimaa turned to go.
Armaan: Haan haan jao. Mujh bechare, lachar insaan ko akela chodkar jao sab log. Dekh li tumhari dosti.
Atul: Ridhimaa nahi to kya hum teen dost to hain tumhare paas. Hum tumhe kabhi akela nahi chodenge.
Armaan: Kabhi kisi aur ne bhi ye waada kiya tha. Wo to bhool gaye par hume yaad hai. Jao Ridhimaa lekin main humesha tumhara saath doonga. Tumhari tarah nahi jo...
He stopped as Ridhimaa turned back and ran up to him. She hugged his limp body. Armaan, taken by surprise, patted her.
Armaan: Ridhimaa. Main to mazaak kar raha tha.
Ridhimaa: Mujhe pata hai. Main tumhe sirf itna batana chati hoon ki main bhi kabhi tumhara saath nahi chodungi.
Muskaan: Haan. Ye fevicol ka jod hai.
The others laughed.
Armaan: Achha ab mujhe chodo aur khana khao.
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