tei is sidmin and sidmin is tei.
I cant imagine it without OUR kunj,
and when I say our, I mean SIDHANT GUPTA.
well, you can consider me a b*tch for all I am gonna say
but I so freaking hate life at the moment
I cried when I saw the news, and am still in tears, and trust me this post dosnt help at all.
toi was my fav. now I hate it like I hate anything.
gosh, why had this to happen ?!
I cant cant cant bear it.
trust me, on this HE QUITS I QUIT.
how the hell can he go and pick up another project dude,
no, im not judging him as a person or whatever, but it freaking seems unfair,
I am leaving now, I leave the show, probably I leave the forum and I probably abandon writing .
I want sidhant to tweet that all rumours are false, which they seemingly aren't, and I am not going to watch tv now.
no, not any freaking show.
I am freaking hating everything right now.
I was HAPPY ! okay, a happy me is not easy to sustain, thanks to life,
which always , every freaking time , throws a devasting surprise right in my face, freaking destroying my dreams and making me face the freaking reality.
I wanna say the f -ing word everytime say freaking, so freaking understand
I cant cant watch tv anymore
its the end .
no more attachment, not good you know.
he freaking loved his job, eh?
no, he didn't, I don't think so, he did.
I love him still, and will continue to , probably forever,
I cant wait for a confirmation, not anymore,
you guys have been a self chosen family yaar
I love you guys to the moon and ahead.
hey, you guys, thanks for your support and love and appreciation,
I opened up for the first time writing actual stories on twinj
my heart solely belongs to sidmin, and I don't want it back.
many freaking beautiful nights had I spent in dreams of tehm, many glorious days, I spent writing on this beautiful couple.
now it seems the end, so its a good bye guys,
no more posts and no more stories,
please don't forget me, I am literally crying right now,
I will miss you yaar.
hating life, loving you
sakshi
aka queen