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Hey friends!!!
I'm back with a RagLak post. š
I know RagLak are one, they are inseparable, they are each other's life..
There love is as pure as a pearl. Yes, their way to seek revenge or wants were not as moralistic as it should had been but there love for each other is divine, pure and true. And not only there love but everyone's love,may be SwaSan, SanGini, Swa Lak (SanGini swa lak as friends) ,is pure.. Love means purity, I believe..
But coming back to the topic. Now finally, finally after a long wait, our RagLak are together. Laksh regretted his wrongs, Ragini regretted her obsession.
But really? Really should they be forgiven, ragini's crimes are forgetable? I love Ragini, I love Laksh, I love RagLak. But were they right? Can Laksh be forgiven for breaking ragini's heart each and every time? Can Ragini be forgiven for forgetting humanity for love? Can Laksh be forgiven for ditching a girl who loved him more than himself every time? Can Ragini be forgiven for separating her love from his love? Can they be forgiven for ruining each other's life. Can they be forgiven for ruining their families' life? Can they be forgiven for ruining their own lives?
But if the scenario was a little changed? If they weren't turned into psychos?
Here I write this letter as Ragini to Laksh before she turned negative. The very timid, shy Ragini who could not even speak her heart out.
Dear Laksh,
Hi...I'm feeling really stupid to just say Hello..ha ha..
I know, I am an albatross in your neck, right? You must be regretting why your parents chose a girl like me for you. I'm not your type. I'm shy, I don't hang out, I..I am no one. I have no identity of my own. I am a 'behenji'. I'm glad you honoured me saying me as your friend and I know I don't worth you. I so know, you feel embarrassing calling out me as your friend. You want a wife who is confident, can say it wrong if it's wrong. Who does not only nods her head like a pigeon, who says 'No' if necessary. But I'm not that. I know you would feel highly embarrassing, standing with me and calling me your wife in between your friends. But what is my fault in all this? Why you don't feel that I m not modern but I do feel. What is my fault if my mother died leaving me behind? What is my fault if my dadi maa grew me up? What is my fault if I'm born in a male dominating family? What is my fault if my father had an affair before marriage? What is my fault if I have a step sister? What is my fault if she is modern and more open minded than me? What is my fault if I am only taught to obey my elders? What is my fault if I was made learn to go to the temple, pray, wear salwar suits? What is my fault if I'm not allowed partying around? What is my fault if my parents chose you for me? What is my fault if your parents chose me for you? If you fell for my modern sister and not for me instead?
I think, if I wore shorts, I did a lazer hair cut, if I was an atheist, if I did not speak 'hum', I addressed you as 'tum' instead of 'aap', I went partying, I drank, then you would have fallen for me.
At least if I could say the world or merely I could say at least you that...
...
That...that "I LOVE YOU LAKSH..I LOVE YOU..RIGHT FROM THE DAY I SAW YOU, STRAIGHT FROM THE DAY I HEARD ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU LAKSH.. FROM THE VERY FIRST MOMENT YOU CALLED OUT MY NAME, FROM THE VERY MOMENT, YOU LOOKED AT ME WITH QUESTIONING EYES 'did dad choose this behenji for me' .I LOVE YOU FROM THE TIME YOU HELPED ME UNITE MY FATHER WITH HIS LADY LOVE. I LOVE YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME YOU WINKED AT ME..I LOVE YOU FROM NO TIME..I-LOVE-YOU-LAKSH..I LOVE YOU"
But I can't say that. I am shy damn it..I can't shout my heart in front of everyone, I can't speak my feels in front of you as well..I am like this..yes I am..I can't change and I won't change. Why should I? In order to make you fall in love with me? No no Mr. Laksh Maheshwari. Not at all.. if you were gonna fall for me, you would have. Uptil now I was not crying for losing my first love..
Is it necessary to say everything? Can't you see love in my eyes? Can't you listen to my heart beats screaming your name? Can't you see my tears falling for you? Can't you feel my shivers when you touch me? Can't you see.a shy curvy lips when you talk to me? Can't you see the pain when I see you flirting with other girls? Can't you see the jealousy in my eyes when I hear you talking about your school's secret crush and college's ex-girlfriends.
Is it necessary to say I love you and only you? Is it necessary to say that I want to grow old with you? Is it necessary to say I want you to fill my hair partition? Is it necessary to say I feel bad when you cry? Is it necessary to say I can't love again? Is it necessary to say that YOU ARE THE ONE? Is it?
My tears are for you, my smiles are for you..
Answers are with you.. lot more questions are pending Mr. Meaheshwari.
Your ---Love---
I mean
Your just friend
Ragini..
How was it guys? This is the first time I'm writing something philosophical. Forgive me if it's not good but do give your feedbacks. .
If I get a good response I will also write a reply letter from Laksh's side.. š
Thanks for reading š³
I'm back with a RagLak post. š
I know RagLak are one, they are inseparable, they are each other's life..
There love is as pure as a pearl. Yes, their way to seek revenge or wants were not as moralistic as it should had been but there love for each other is divine, pure and true. And not only there love but everyone's love,may be SwaSan, SanGini, Swa Lak (SanGini swa lak as friends) ,is pure.. Love means purity, I believe..
But coming back to the topic. Now finally, finally after a long wait, our RagLak are together. Laksh regretted his wrongs, Ragini regretted her obsession.
But really? Really should they be forgiven, ragini's crimes are forgetable? I love Ragini, I love Laksh, I love RagLak. But were they right? Can Laksh be forgiven for breaking ragini's heart each and every time? Can Ragini be forgiven for forgetting humanity for love? Can Laksh be forgiven for ditching a girl who loved him more than himself every time? Can Ragini be forgiven for separating her love from his love? Can they be forgiven for ruining each other's life. Can they be forgiven for ruining their families' life? Can they be forgiven for ruining their own lives?
But if the scenario was a little changed? If they weren't turned into psychos?
Here I write this letter as Ragini to Laksh before she turned negative. The very timid, shy Ragini who could not even speak her heart out.
Dear Laksh,
Hi...I'm feeling really stupid to just say Hello..ha ha..
I know, I am an albatross in your neck, right? You must be regretting why your parents chose a girl like me for you. I'm not your type. I'm shy, I don't hang out, I..I am no one. I have no identity of my own. I am a 'behenji'. I'm glad you honoured me saying me as your friend and I know I don't worth you. I so know, you feel embarrassing calling out me as your friend. You want a wife who is confident, can say it wrong if it's wrong. Who does not only nods her head like a pigeon, who says 'No' if necessary. But I'm not that. I know you would feel highly embarrassing, standing with me and calling me your wife in between your friends. But what is my fault in all this? Why you don't feel that I m not modern but I do feel. What is my fault if my mother died leaving me behind? What is my fault if my dadi maa grew me up? What is my fault if I'm born in a male dominating family? What is my fault if my father had an affair before marriage? What is my fault if I have a step sister? What is my fault if she is modern and more open minded than me? What is my fault if I am only taught to obey my elders? What is my fault if I was made learn to go to the temple, pray, wear salwar suits? What is my fault if I'm not allowed partying around? What is my fault if my parents chose you for me? What is my fault if your parents chose me for you? If you fell for my modern sister and not for me instead?
I think, if I wore shorts, I did a lazer hair cut, if I was an atheist, if I did not speak 'hum', I addressed you as 'tum' instead of 'aap', I went partying, I drank, then you would have fallen for me.
At least if I could say the world or merely I could say at least you that...
...
That...that "I LOVE YOU LAKSH..I LOVE YOU..RIGHT FROM THE DAY I SAW YOU, STRAIGHT FROM THE DAY I HEARD ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU LAKSH.. FROM THE VERY FIRST MOMENT YOU CALLED OUT MY NAME, FROM THE VERY MOMENT, YOU LOOKED AT ME WITH QUESTIONING EYES 'did dad choose this behenji for me' .I LOVE YOU FROM THE TIME YOU HELPED ME UNITE MY FATHER WITH HIS LADY LOVE. I LOVE YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME YOU WINKED AT ME..I LOVE YOU FROM NO TIME..I-LOVE-YOU-LAKSH..I LOVE YOU"
But I can't say that. I am shy damn it..I can't shout my heart in front of everyone, I can't speak my feels in front of you as well..I am like this..yes I am..I can't change and I won't change. Why should I? In order to make you fall in love with me? No no Mr. Laksh Maheshwari. Not at all.. if you were gonna fall for me, you would have. Uptil now I was not crying for losing my first love..
Is it necessary to say everything? Can't you see love in my eyes? Can't you listen to my heart beats screaming your name? Can't you see my tears falling for you? Can't you feel my shivers when you touch me? Can't you see.a shy curvy lips when you talk to me? Can't you see the pain when I see you flirting with other girls? Can't you see the jealousy in my eyes when I hear you talking about your school's secret crush and college's ex-girlfriends.
Is it necessary to say I love you and only you? Is it necessary to say that I want to grow old with you? Is it necessary to say I want you to fill my hair partition? Is it necessary to say I feel bad when you cry? Is it necessary to say I can't love again? Is it necessary to say that YOU ARE THE ONE? Is it?
My tears are for you, my smiles are for you..
Answers are with you.. lot more questions are pending Mr. Meaheshwari.
Your ---Love---
I mean
Your just friend
Ragini..
How was it guys? This is the first time I'm writing something philosophical. Forgive me if it's not good but do give your feedbacks. .
If I get a good response I will also write a reply letter from Laksh's side.. š
Thanks for reading š³
Mangal Lakshmi
