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Hi all I have seen the olv today n saw broken sanskaar so my crap mind thought over n over n over on sanskaar ( when it does not is the main question!!) Well so here I wrote something on how could swara feel when she will send him out of his own house .. she won't be able to understand the deep love inside her heart n horrifying memories in her mind ...
I know this this is complete crap n hence I am not sending any PM's . Sorry for wasting your time.. thanks for reading this..
All the chappals n jutas n tomatoes are welcome..
She was shouting.. breaking him more n more with each of her words.. this was a heartbreak again for him.. n there she declared -" main iss admi k saath ek chat k neeche nahi rahoongi.. ya toh yeh rahega ya mein" .. ragini tried defending "swara yeh tum kya kehe rahi ho, ek mu ki wajah SE sanskaar par ilzam laga rahi ho.. wo bhi iss ghar k bte h tum unhe yeh ghar chodne k liye kese kehe Sakti ho.." but she wasn't in a mood to listen" theek h toh bolo isse k yeh rahe yanhan aur mein ja rahi hoon"she said n started moving.. his heart broke into several small parts.. thus was his only hope to get her memory back... only if she will be here then their is some hope is reminded of her past n next was ragini his dupatta wali dost who was expecting.. she needed her ...
Hence in broken voice he said-" ruko swara .. ragini needs u , tum kahin nahi jaoogi.. agar tumhe mujhse dikkat h toh mein chala jata hoon.."... the whole MF was looking at him with wide eyes.. sujata came running n said asked if he is okay.. he nodded n moved towards her.. he had moisture in his eyes.." swara, i know u don't trust me anymore.. I know u think I am a hypocrite.. I know u feel disgusted at me but just the thing Is I also know that my love is not a drama.. our wedding wasn't a so called wedding, our love wasn't that weak n I know u love me deep inside .. one day u will come back to me n till then I will wait n wait till my last breath."
Saying his ran upstairs wiping his tears.. he was all broken.. he came down with his bag n left without a goodbye..
Some thing in her broke seeing his tears.. she knew she over reacted.. she knew she had forgotten a lot .. n this man was out of her understanding.. it felt like a war b/w her heart n mind.. he was going out n she felt as if some thing in her was going with him.. they way he looked at her n the way he cared.. but then was her faint memory of him killing her.. what to do n y to do was out her understanding.. his tears affected her.. she ran to her room n cried for long.. her heart ached no less .. her head felt heavy.. she felt all confused.. every thing echoed in her mind .. his words .. his actions.. his care.. his broken face n then was him shooting her.. her head spun .. what he had was beyond she could understand.. n their was she .. she lost her conscious n fell on the bed moaning his name.."sanskaar.. sans-kaar... sans ..k-a-a-r..."...
He was sanskaar beyond her understanding... deep in her heart..
Ufff Yeh Love Hai Mushkil
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