~:Swaragini chitchat club 9:~ Today's LU, Swasan discussions in AT plz - Page 94

Originally posted by: Vaibhi.

A small pulav from me (this is what I want swara to behave)

Swara leaving mm , gave a look at Sanskar and smiled with tears in her eyes...

"Sanskar , humesha khush rahna... aur tumhe zaroor pata hoga tum kya chahte ho , aur chahe vo kuch bhi ho , me humesha tumhe hi support karungi , chahe koi bhi decision tum lo...I will love you always but you are free to do what makes you happy , I will never claim any right on you ...I will never disturb you again "

BG music :

Kho gaya ghum ho gaya

Wakt se churaya da jo

apna banaya tha

Ho tera woh mera

Saath nibaaya tha jo, apna banaya tha

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Aankein beeni ye beeni ye beeni

Yaaden jeeni re jeeni re jeeni

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Swara remembering her grihapravesh , marriage , sanskar confession , sweet moments ..

Scene change : swara at baadi...all smiling , cooking for everybody...

Shomi :"sona, tujhe ye sab karne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai...tujhse baat karne ki koshish kar rahi hoon kabse..."

Swara :(cutting onions) :"haan maa, bolo , kya baat hai?"

Shomi :"beta, tu theek hai na?"

Swara : "off course ma, mujhe kya hoga?(smiles)"

Shomi :"maa hoon me beta, samajhti hoon tujhe, tune aapne pyar ko kisi aur ke haaton..."

Swara : (tears streaming down her cheek) "nahi maa, kisi aur ke nahi , usike pyaar ke haaton ..Sanskar Kavitha se bohat pyar karta tha maa, usne mujhe kaha tha, aur aaj bhi , aapne dekha na, Kavitha ko dekhte hi vo ro padha... jaise bohat din ghootan sahne ki baad usko oxygen mili... aur me usse uska khusi, uska sakoon fir se nahi cheen sakti ma...Kavitha anskar ko bohat khush rakhegi ... aur vo khush toh me khush... humara kya? humara rista ab khatm ho chuka hai..Sanskar ne toh kab ka mujhe kahe dia..."

Shomi :"achcha? toh fir tu ro kyun rahi hai?"

Swara :"kaha ro rahi hoon ? dekho na onions ke wajah se bas...me abhi aayi.."

and she left..

Shomi:(in mind) :"beta me jaanti hoon tu kya jhel rahi hai , aur me maa hoke bhi kuch nahi kar sakta tere dard ka.."

scene change: MM

Snaskar's room , he was standing near the window, still in a state of shock , and confusion , Kavitha came back , and all the memories , that feelings he has gone through long back , kavitha brought them also with her... he did not say even a word till now since Kavitha entered , he was not in a state of giving any reaction, as he could hear everything but can't process that in his brain to take any action accordingly , but Swara's last words brought him back to reality , he excused himself from further discussion of Kavitha and his union and back to his room... and finally he realized the fact , that Swara left his life forever , this time she really never gonna come back to this room again...

He remembered Swara's broken body language when Kavitha hugged him, he remembered her tears when she had to leave MM ,her last words still playing in his brain " I will love you always but you are free to do what makes you happy , I will never claim any right on you ...I will never disturb you again"

Finally he could feel the immense pain she was going through that time, he could realize the love she showered for him but he denied to trust in her devotion , he understood that she had sacrificed her everything only for his happiness as he gave her enough reasons to belief that he was not happy with Swara, she stabbed her own heart only to see Sanskar smiling , her love smiling, not because she wanted to be mahaan again...

Finally he broke down ... he took his phone and called swara , damn..that was switched off...

He was very tensed and called Shomi ..

"Ma, sorry , aapko disturb kar raha hoon, swara theek hai na?"

Shomi :" beta , ab iss baat ko puchne ka kya faida hai?"

Sanskar :"maa, mujhe pata hai , mujhse galati huyi hai, aap bas ek baar bata do , vo theek hai ya nahi?"

Shomi :" Beta swara ki fikr karne ke liye uski ma-baba hai na?usne tumhe bohat dard diya hai ...ab bhoool jaao usko , vo jaisi bhi hai , hum samhal lenge... tum khush raho apne zindegi me...good night"

shomi disconnects the phone...

Sanskar (in mind):"Maa, me usko nahi bhool sakta, vo meri zindegi hai.."

His phone rang and he was again surprised to see that it was Swara...

He smiled and picked up "Swara, tum.."

Swara:"vo Sanskar , sorry to disturb you , I called you to say sorry as mom ne kaafi rudely baat ki tumse so I am sorry on her behalf.."

Sanskar was shocked to hear her voice, it was gentle and formal, but no emotion was there in her voice , it was cold and straight cut... no feelings were left there in her voice, not like his Swara who always tried to show love , attention and care whenever they talked..

Sanskar :"Swara , sorry kyun bol rahi ho?"

Swara :"well, mom kisise bhi kuch bol nahi sakti I think... I hope you forgive us.."

Her words wee enough formal to stab his heart...

Sanskar :" swara tum theek ho?"

Swara :"haan I am fine, kyun mujhe kuch hona chahiye tha kya?"

Sanskar :" hona chahiye tha matlab?"

Swara :"koi matlab nahi , tum hum sabse ek hi baat puch rahe ho , that's why puch liya..jaane do , anything else?"

Sanskar :"vo..jab tum ghar se jaa rahi thi tab..me kuch bol nahi paya"

Swara:"kuch bolneki zaroorat bhi nahi hai tumhe..kabhi kabhi silence hi enough hota hai ye batane ke liye ki insaan kya chahta hai...BTW tumne mujhe seedhe language me bhi kayi baar kahe chuke ho ki tum kya chahte ho... chalo vo ab puri ho gayi...tum mujhse free ho rahe ho...aur me tumhare liye bohat khush hoon... ab divorce ke baad tumhe kya karna hai tum decide karoge.. I wish all the best for your new life with your love, Kavitha.."

Sanskar :"tumhe ye sab bolne me khusi ho raha hai Swara?'(crying)

Swara:"off course..me bohat khush hoon sanskaar... wait wait ek minute, kahi tumhe ye toh nahi laga ki ye bechari mujhse pyar karti hai , toh ab pyar kho ke female devdas ban gayi hogi , toh call karke puch lu..(smiles) Nahi Sanskar , mera chinta bilkool mat karo , me ne ye baat accept kar lia that humare bich jo kuch bhi tha vo khatam ho chuka hai , tumhare taraf se, and I am fine with that fact now, baaki mera kya feelings tha ya nahi tha, ye tumhara problem nahi , meri problem hai..tum chinta mat karo okay..."

Sanskar :(now crying badly ) "Swara..swara..I...I really..."

Swara :" Okay Sanskar I think tumhe rest ki zaroorat hai , mujhe bhi bohat neend aa rahi hai , kaal mujhe subah uthke music class bhi jaana hai ..so good night okay, sweet dreams"

she disconnects the call

Sanskar : (looking at his phone) "I really love you Swara, par mujhe pata hai , ab tum mujhse bohat dur chali gayi ho..mene tumhe dur kar dia..tumhe rulaya, tumhe bohat hurt kia, ab mera past aake tumhe dard dia, me hi tumhare life ke har pain ka source hoon , toh I don't deserve you, I know. But me jeeunga kaise ab , ab tum meri bat nahi sunogi , I know... I know I have lost your love... Swara ... batao how can I live without you"

And he breaks down completely..

IN baadi

Swara also crying but this time her monologue " No Sanskar , I don't want to hear your I love you again and risk my heart in believing that you are really there for me, you will never hurt me, I used to believe in that , I used to believe that this is not an one sided fighting ... but I as wrong , you completely gave up on our relation , you requested me to leave you enough and proved your wish through your actions like not supporting me when Ragini insulted me as thief, not stopping me today , when I was leaving , Not showing your clear stand for me and your ex girlfriend...I am not saying you are wrong , you know what ? I deserve all this , I deserved the revenge game you played with me once, and I also deserved the ignoring game you played with me right now... I deserve all these you know, all humiliation, tears, pain , everything...so fine, be all pain in my part...and saare khusiyan tumhe mile, me toh tumhe humesha use kia hai na? toh ab tum khush rahoge...with your true love... mujhe bhool jaana Sanskar..ek nightmare hi samajh lena..I will never go back to you again ... me tumhara refusal vo accusations aur bardasht nahi kar sakta..mujhe maaf kar na...I really loved you and will love you till the end, but will never ever disturb you again in my life..."

BOTH SWASAN CRYING

BG music:

Aisa bhi kya milna sath hoke tanha

Aisi kyu saza hamne hai payi ranjhana ve

Phir se muje jeena, tujpe hai marna

Phir se dilne di hai ye duhai sajna re

Lakiron pe likh the kyn judaai

Gair sa hua khud se bi na koi mera

Dard se kar le chal yari dil ye keh raha

Kholun jo bahein bas gam ye simath rahe hai

Aankon ke aage lamhe ye kyn ghat rahe hai

Jaane kaise koyi sehta judaian

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Aankein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni

Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Jo dariya jeeni re jeeni

Originally posted by: Vaibhi.

sree🤗

I am making everybody sad...

Originally posted by: Sree8410

Nahi re lo ek tight wala🤗 I'm already sad with Swasan. your pulav is the demo of what we are going to watch for the next few weeks.

Originally posted by: Tapathi

@sree hoga zaroor hoga wait kal I got one dream of swasan let me write it I try my level best...

Originally posted by: Sree8410

Hi Al,🤗aaj time check nahi hai kya?

Originally posted by: Kamala05

Tapathi, Sree,nayab 🤗