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Posted: 8 years ago
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I couldn't love you, my black eyed
saturation of you
I was always jealous of you from the foreigns
over all the years

The two of us
settle down
god, do not seperate us
for life

Nobody throughout
Come and ingress
God do not dissever us
Throughout life
They make me suffer
I do not know why
I don't fear from you
I fear from my destiny.
Everbody come to me,in order to mad
Laugh off
My darked-eye your love
Make me mad
Nobody throughout
Come and ingress
God do not dissever us
Throughout life

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Posted: 8 years ago
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Congrats on new AT hugs
Missed you all so much
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I N T E Z A A R




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Chapter 5
2016

Nandini's POV
It's been already 2 years, that I have met Manik. After that chat I never talked to him or saw him anywhere. I was somehow sure, I won't meet him anymore, I should move on. I really should. And I did! Really! I did move on. Day passed, and I didn't even look at his Picture nor thought about him. Now I know, I forgot him, or atleast, I don't love him. That's for sure. I was going to college and I soo wanted to be a Graphicer soon, for that, I could do everything and on a day, I got an invitation from a company from Mumbai to join them for some months to see how it is being a Graphicer. But I wasn't sure if I should accept or not. But I was soo happy to get this chance. I had to accept it and go there and become a Graphicer soon whatever may come. This invation was for January 2016. Finally the day has come. I had to go to Mumbai for that invation. They even told me that if I will be good after 3 months, they would give me an apprenticeship for that job. I was sooo happy. I know it won't be easy for me ... but I will give my best. I have left the house, my family were of course against this decision but I knew, I was doing the right thing to go to mumbai. I catched my flight and was thinking what will happen when I am in Mumbai. But I could never think what was waiting for me there...


Chapter 6
trip to mumbai

Nandini's POV
So, finally I was going to mumbai. I wasn't sure if I really should do it or not. But I had no option left except, staying at home and helping my mom and waiting for someone to marry me. But I was not a girl who will marry atleast not so fast. I first want to be a Graphicer / Designer! This was my only dream! I accepted the invitation to mumbai for an education as Graphic designer. I was soo excited. I don't know what would be waiting for me there. Who will be there? Will I find a friend there? Firstly, where will I actually stay? In a hotel? I really don't know! I first, wanted to arrive in mumbai then I wanted to think about it. So, the flight took hours to go but finally I arrived in mumbai. It was a great city.. the atmosphere, the smell.. just perfect! A perfect great city to stay! I loved it. And then I started to search for the company. It was called "Mumbai & the fashion!" It wasn't difficult to find, as it was the 2nd most biggest industry in mumbai. I finally arrived there and walked in. It was beautiful. Almost everything was white! Lovely.. there were some roses and flowers on the tables. I asked the secretary about Mr. Malhotra. The said very friendly where the cabin was and told me that he was waiting for me. I thanked her and walked towards the cabin. But then I had a strange feeling. I stopped. I don't know what it was.. but breathing was heavy. Maybe I was too nervous. But I had to be strong. Come on Nandini! You can do this! I then started on walking. I knocked on the door and then opened the door. What I have seen got me shocked! What I always wanted to see, is now in front of me! Manik! OMG.. how hot he looks.. with this black suit. Just edible.! And he looked too strong.. I mean, he could done some exercise to get some abs. But he looks too good! But then.. I heard his voice.. Manik :"Ms. Murthy, where is your mind?" My thoughts were interrupted by him. Oh gosh.. How I missed this voice! I soo wanted to hug him.. to kiss him.. to touch him.. but he sounded like he forgot me already. All these years, I tried to forget him.. but in vain! Manik :"Ms. Murthy, did you come here just to drool over me or for a job? Please take a seat." He showed to a chair which was in front of him/his table. His room was decorated diffferent to others. I mean, before it was white everywhere, and here it's almost black everywhere.. The chairs, the tables, his suit. Uff again I am bound on my thoughts.. Oh come on Nandini.. Be strong.. I took a deep breath and sat down on the chair. I had my cv in my hand, I gave it to him. Manik :"Ms. Murthy, when you keep on looking at me and my abs, how can I work?" Oh god... did he really say that? I mean really? Ouch.. I just wanted to be somewhere else than here! I was soo nervous. He looked at my cv and I looked on the floor, I didn't want to look at his eyes especially not now, as he knew where I have looked at. But I can't help, he is soo hot. And then after a few minutes of silence he looked at me and said :"Nandini..." I didn't want to look at him.. He continued :"Nandini, I.. I missed you!" OMG... did he really say that? I immediately looked at him.. with shocked and questioning face. He said :"I am really sorry.. I mean, about.. you know.. About Whatsapp. I was just kidding with you, but after that you didn't message me." I said:"How could I? You asked me to not msg you anymore, so I didn't. I won't bother anyone. And if you have wanted to talk to me, you could have messaged me as I haven't said anything like that you can't msg me or so." Manik :"I know, I was busy with work. You see." I straight asked him how he came here... He said :"I applied to be a manager. A personnel manager. They straight took me. I love my job you know. Between. Did you miss me?" I was confused.. what should I say? If I say yes, then he will be too arrogant and he is already, I didn't want to make him feel special.. Atleast not now. I said :"No. Actually, after our chat, I have been busy with college, we had lots of exams going on." He says :"Ok.. You will be accepted for the job.." I was soo happy. I was about to thank him but then he said :"You will be accepted for the job when you say that you missed me." What?? really? I said :"What? What are you trying to say?" He said :"We don't want any liars in our company! You are rejected. Am sorry" I was soo frustrated! I said :"Firstly, the question wasn't anything related to the job nor to the education nor to my cv. You shouldn't have asked me that question." Manik stood up and came towards me and held my arm. He made me get up from the chair and said "What will you do? I don't give explaination to anyone why I have rejected you! Now, are you going to tell me truth or want to go back to germany?" I looked at him. He was looking very serious. This was my dream. To get a Graphic designer. Will I give up my dreams just because of his ego? NEVER! It's my dream! And I am going to do everything to become a graphic designer!
I said :"When I say, yes I missed you, then what?" He leaned towards my lips and in no second I felt his soft lips on mine. It was amazing. How long I was waiting for this. To be with him. To be his! Him to be mine! Gosh, it feels soo good. But I didn't kiss him back. Oh god, how I was dying to kiss him back but I couldn't! Not after this performance right few minutes ago. His ego is eating him up, I couldn't do this. I pushed him. I had to! He looked at me. I looked at him.
Manik said :"Oh come on Nandini. You loved it. Admit it! You are dying to kiss me. To touch me. Right?.. Yes, I knew it. Like all the other girls!" I was soo frustrated! Really? Like other girls? How can he compare me with others? How? I said :"I am not like all the other girls! Get that!" I took my cv and my bag and was about to go but he held my arm. I asked him to leave me but he didn't. He pulled me. Oh god. What is he trying to do? I am at the end of my control. But I have to control myself and my feelings. The moment when his strong body touched mine. I was like melting like an ice cream in front of him.
Manik said :"You can have this job, I don't mind. I can do everything for you. You know that! I will try my best that you get a great education! Congratulations Ms. Nandini Murthy!" What the? I don't understand him. I don't know if I should be happy now or sad. I really don't know.
Manik said :"Actually, where are you going to live? I mean, it's a 3 years education. You need a place where you can stay, hotel would be too expensive for 3 years of education. I can try to arrange you a house where you can stay but until then, you can stay with me. Don't worry. You will get your own room and your own bathroom. It's not a big deal to stay there. But the choice is yours.!"


Sorry for late Update.. But that's why, here is a long update for you. I hope you liked it! Have fun! And please follow this Story on Wattpad from my all Stories, this story is the less read and followed story. So please, support this Story!

Edited by ..Violetta.. - 8 years ago
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Z a r o o r a t

Previously on Zaroorat:

Manik whispers to her ear "I told you, I am going to use you for my satisfaction. You have enjoyed my company by the way." By this, he leaves to the bathroom.


Chapter 48 !!! MY HELL!

Nandini's POV
So, it was again the Manik. The monster Manik! Did he really sleep with me just because of the revenge? Why doesn't he just kill me ? Everything will be solved! He would successfully complete his revenge and I would be out of this hell. I thought he really loved me. What? No. That monster Manik can't love anyone! He is a monster! But I have few more questions which have to be answered. After a few minutes, I heard the bathroom door opening and the room door opening and closing. I knew Manik left. I got up from the bed and went straight to the bathroom. I then took a shower and then I heard Manik in bathroom. Damn. He was here. The door of the shower (I don't know what is it called) is closed, so he couldn't see me clearly but I am sure he was watching me. He said :"Oh come on Nandini. You are acting like I didn't see it before." Oh god!!! I hate him!!! I said :"Leave me. Get out of here! Right now!" He said :"What if I won't? What will you do?" I begged him. "Please. Go! Just go! Please!" He said :"Ok ok. Chill. I am going. I am waiting for you outside. Come asap! We need to talk!" Thank god. I immediately got out of the shower and took a towel. I made myself ready. I was kept in thoughts of why he wanted to talk to me and about what? I wore my clothes and without drying my hair , I went out of the bathroom. He was sitting on the bed and was waiting for me. He looked at me. He was kind of worried. I don't know why. I said :"Why do you want to talk to me? Didn't you make me suffer enough?" He got up from the bed and came close to me. He touched my wet hair and looked at me. He whispered "You know, I can't control myself. If I would have heard to my mind and my body, I would have took you right here right now!" Oh god.. Did he really say that? That means, he didn't sleep with me just because of this damn revenge. He really likes me. I looked at him and was waiting for him to speak up. But he kept on looking at me. He was looking at me like he would eat me up right now. I somehow got scared but on the other hand, I was amazed of his behaviour. Is this really the monster Manik? I don't think so! Or I guess, I hope so! I said:"Yes, we need to talk." He answered :"Can't we just skip this and come to the actual thing. You know what I mean. Don't you?" He smirked and winked seductively. Oh gosh. How hot he was. Just edible. But I needed to control myself as I haven't sorted out my mind yet. There were some big question marks in my head that needed to be answered soon.
I said :"Manik, please. We need to talk!" He increased the distance between us and said:" Oh.. What is bothering my love cake?" What???? Really??? Is he trying to kill me with his hotness and cuteness? But love cake? Really? I felt good when he said that. I felt special. He took my hands and said "I know, you want to talk about that night. It was a mistake. I know! That's why I called you to talk to you about it. In the morning I wanted to kill you but at night I ended up sleeping with you. I don't know what happened to me. But I came to a conclusion that you should leave. You should leave from here. From this place. From my life!" He took off his hands on mine and continued "I can't be with someone whoes dad murdered my parents. And I even can't kill you. But for now, you are going to stay here. Atleast for some days." I was confused. He can't kill me but even can't stay with me? It's like he can't hate me.. and on the other side, he can't love me. Really? Does he know what he is saying? It doesn't make sense. Frist he wants me to leave.. but then he says I need to stay here. Why? What is the reason behind it? I said :"What? What are you talking about? Do you know what you are saying? I think, you are confused yourself! First you are saying I can't stay here with you and then you say that I need to stay here. What?" He says "Nandini, don't make the situation harder!" I knew that there is something behind it. I don't know what but I need to know. I said "Why? Tell me exactly why are you doing this? Or I will leave! I know there is something you are not telling me. But I don't care anymore! I am leaving! You are no one to tell me what to do and what not! Get that!" I pointed out my finger to him. I was soo frustrated and confused. More confused than I actually was! I was making the situation harder? Really? What is he doing then? I said "What do you think who you are?" He was angry and grabbed my shoulders and pulled me to him. He shouted "Look at me! Have you forgot who I am? Have you forgot what I am capable of? Or do I need to remind you? Hmm?" I said "I am not scared of you. What could you do to me? You already slept with me nor I am scared of death! Now tell me, what are you capable of?" Oh god. What did I just say? This time I went far. Too far!!! His expression in his face changed in no second. He was very angry! First he pulled me more closer to him and then he pushed me to the wall. He came soo close to me that I couldn't move. He said in an angry tone "You really wanna go? Then go! You think this is the hell. But the second you leave my side and this house, you will be in real hell!" What was he talking about? I said "I said, I am not scared of death!" He smirked and responses "Haha... You know nothing baby." He winked flirtly. Yuck!! I hate him!!! Why doesn't he speak up !! I asked him "Why don't you want me to go out? To leave? I know there is something. Tell me! I want to know!" He came more closer to me and leaned his head on mine and said "It's dangerous!!! I didn't want to talk to you about this, to not remind you. But I guess the time has come to tell you." What was he talking about? The.. :O Isn't he talking about what Dhruv did .. what he did to me.. This was the question mark in my head. I need answers! He continued :"Dhruv." I was shocked. Actually I wasn't, but I was nervous! I took a long and deep gasp. He continued "I am sorry. But we need to talk about this. Tell me if you are ok with it." I could only nod. He said "Ok, fine. You want to know? You want to know that I haven't planned this right? That he rapes you. Right? Do you think I have planned all this what he did to you? And do you think I have acted like I cared about you? Tell me! Do you?" He grabbed my arms stronger and I could see the hatred in his eyes again. Like before!


What will happen next? Stay tuned!


See you soon! :)

Edited by ..Violetta.. - 8 years ago
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Hhaahaa😆🤣

Thank you soo much for coming here Meow🤗 PM's sucks..😆
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Originally posted by: ..Violetta..

Hhaahaa😆🤣

Thank you soo much for coming here Meow🤗 PM's sucks..😆



Batao Lurakh kun gai phir se😲😲

Aww gandi baat😉😉'
Meow ko Thank You??
Shamat pakki boss😈
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Originally posted by: MeowRK



Batao Lurakh kun gai phir se😲😲

Aww gandi baat😉😉'
Meow ko Thank You??
Shamat pakki boss😈

First line, what does it mean???

Sorry.. my hindi sucks aswell as PM's.. 😆🤣
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Originally posted by: ..Violetta..

First line, what does it mean???

Sorry.. my hindi sucks aswell as PM's.. 😆🤣



I Mean You Again Need A Water Bucket😉😉

Koi Ni Hum Theek Kar Dain Gai😛😛
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Originally posted by: MeowRK



I Mean You Again Need A Water Bucket😉😉

Koi Ni Hum Theek Kar Dain Gai😛😛

hahahaa🤣

achha phir theek karo abhi ke abhi.. mujhe hindi janna hai.. 🤣
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Originally posted by: ..Violetta..

hahahaa🤣

achha phir theek karo abhi ke abhi.. mujhe hindi janna hai.. 🤣



Ruko Main Dictionary Open Kar Lun Pehle😉😉
Because I am also not good in hindi😆😆

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