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Aryan,
I know why im writin this...and the very thought scares me...but i have to do this....for myself...and for u....
im sorry aryan...im sorry ki main bina kuch kahe...tumhe beech raste chhodkar chali gayi.....i dint really mean to...but i wasnt prepared for tht.... special squad chhodna...especially tumhe chhodkar jaan....is the hardest decision i have taken in life... aur achanak tum us tarah...mujhe yeh sab bata rahe the....i was in no state to choose then....to choose between u and sunny..... agar koi aur situation hota....i wudnt even hav to think before just choosin sunny.....lekin this was different.....here..i had to think!!! u know why???...because i love you!...of course i do.....i did not even hav to think twice on that one......lekin tumse keh nahi paayi aryan...im sorry...i jus din know what i was puttin at stake....
aryan...sunn y means the world to me...he is my world....im sure tum yeh baat samajh sakoge...kyunki tum khud ek parent ho..... if we were to be in a relationship....i dont kno how i would handle it....aur phir.....i think i would be able to the best mothr to sunny...only if i could spend tht much time with him.... this job in ss has given me everything aryan....aur main nahi chahti...tht my everything...(sunny) is lost becoz of it....
tum soch rahe honge...ki agar main ja hi rahi hoon...to tumhe yeh sab kyun bata rahi hoon?? well...u were right...... batana zaroori tha!! na kehti...to shayad bahut kuchh kho deti...... and when i love u so much...i thought u deserved to know!
aryan main tumse pyaar karti hoon...bahut pyaar karti hoon...lekin yeh rishta shayad nahi nibha sakti....mujhme itni taaqat nahi hai..... lekin main jaanti hoon...ki humaare pyar mein bahut taaqat hai...main iske sahare..apni poori zindagi jee sakti hoon..... lekin tum?? kya tum aisa kar paoge?? i dont know what else to say aryan.....im sorry...really really sorry.....ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena.... just remember tth i love u....and alwzys will!!
take care...and wish u all the happiness!
always yours,
love,
shaina.
Sampoorna
Bindi
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