Before initiating my retake episode who is dedicated only for Haya and their scenes.I want to say ;as it's a daily soap and everything is stretched in it; it's normal and healthy to see all side characters reactions after Saumya left the country leaving Harman .Watching HaYa haters enjoying their separation ;Preeto giving neg to kinars and celebrating her victory saying to saya that the bridge who united them is broken and everything is finished .Don't want talk about saya because i'm hating her and she's making me crazy ;like today she makes me cry when talked about Saumya but no ;can't love her because she never gave Harman a chance and didn't told Saumya that Harman wants say her truth.I won't talk about Varun drama to make the slept princess conscious and becoming like heroine when she knows about her sister news. Some of you will say me she's her sister but don't care ;won't talk about the broken nani crying Saumya fate and maninder and bebe are celebrating that bcz there is no hope from such father who never accepted his own blood kinar ..No one of sides characters impacted me today because my pains are great for my HaYa...I'm suffering for our beloved lovebirds but happy that Saumya with that new journey will face openly the world and get experience from it ; it's her battle to prove herself .
My retake only will be based in Saumya arrival at bangkok; Harman with his freeze face immersed in Saumya memories; Saumya discovering Bangkok and imagines a sad man as Harman and the last scene; the shocked Harman with the interference of surbhi who bothered many viewers and I want to clarify it.
to make you in the mood I'll initiate my POV with some shorts poems.
I love you
but i don't know how
to love you
other than
the way i do
Your absence
create a hole in me
that i can't feel
with anything
but you
and this is why
I miss you so
like you have taken
a part of me
with you
and everywhere
i am
are
you
_JA_
You are near,
Even I don't see you.
You are with me,
Even you are far away.
You are in my heart
only thoughts,
in my life,
Always.
Saumya arrival to the airport was special ,she look with her eyes expressions like a lost person ;she faced herself in front of an electric stairs but she managed herself watching a man first and after that imitates him ;going down we notice with her eyes; Saumya is confronting a new life with a new style ;unknown for her ..This remember me her honeymoon with Harman and how he was learning her many things.
Saumya find a man waiting her with a board written in it Tarana ;he welcomed her and said her to enjoy her Journey in this country;Saumya answered that she don't care about that and a sad music plays.Saumya her target is another thing ;she don't come to enjoy herself but to built herself and prove her existence by her own living her hubby behind her suffers.
In the other side of the globe Harman picking himself in his room with a frozen face like time is stopped for him; reminisces his gulabo helping her wearing his gift necklace happily gazing at her shy face with passion ..If you notice that Harman is still reminding same flashback like the blocked disc who freezes in same scene ;all members family are knocking the door but Harman is immersed in same flashback with his intact look without any movement like a dead .Hats off to Vivian Dsena he nailed it without any dialogue or any single word :his frozen expressions with the flashback transmitted us perfectly Harman deep pains and his big trauma.Our Harman is over shocked ; he can't believe that Saumya leaved him ..Saumya who loved her more than himself and can sacrifice his life for her is gone letting him lonely.
In Bangkok Saumya is looking from the window of the taxi the beautiful country but all of this didn't impact her ;her face is full of sadness and sorrow...They arrive at a place and keep waiting.Saumya notice a couple fighting and the girl left the men very sad ;Saumya says the situation is different she's a woman and he's a man but me i'm kinar;She keep watching the man suddenly she imagines her Harman Ji sitting there sad and suffers ..Saumya says the man who taught her how to fight with fear is scared today .Rapidly she returns to her consciousness and reconciles with her identity saying to herself that's her battle to prove herself and she must fight...Saumya have right to live this journey and built herself but Saumya is also unaware that her Journey is yet built with her Harman ji..But it's good for her to live this experience to understand that her Astitva is with Harman ..She must suffers ,fights and faces obstacles to find her true identity and then everything will be cleared.HaYa are in two differents countries but they're immersed in each others thoughts.Distance never can separate two person truly in love and our HaYa souls are connected with each others.
"When two heart are meant for each other ,no distance is too far,no time is too long and no other love can break them apart and " in true love the smallest distance is too great and the greatest distance can be bridged
Haya separation is a big test for their love and as their love is so pure and without any boundaries :sure our Haya will end winner and will be reunited ;how tough and difficult will be their separation ;how beautiful and passionate will be their reunion.
Coming to last scene Harman still in same position shocked and surbhi knocking the door;Chota recharge get an idea an entered through the widows and Harman immobile like a dead body .Chintu open the door and surbhi enter and shake Harman asking him about Saumya ;Harman in same position without looking her says her hamare gulabo through my necklace gift and gone .She ask him where and he answered he don't know.For me this Surhi never can be the heroine who will give support to Harman.The only supporter and angel guardian for HaYa love story is Chintu and nobody else. Harman who fights all the world for Saumya and do a lot of sacrifices ;the stubborn ashiq who do the impossible to return his wife never can be weak and wait others supports..Harman is only over choked and in trauma ;he need to be lonely for some time to gather his broken feelings and get strength again.
That necklace means a lot for Harman ;its symbol of his relation with his gulabo and watching it in trown in floor shocked him . Sure his Saumya who wants live with his memories can never throw it but it falls from her when she left .
I must say the truth that in this episode Harman stole my heart again with his silent skilling acting and that frozen face with an amazing talkative eyes.
The precap is fabulous; the determinant and self confident Harman with a small bag on his shoulder says to his family you all were ready to accept her infront of society, get ready for it, I am going to bring her. Preeto says if she doesn't return then. Harman asks them not to wait for him then. Preeto is shocked. i'm feeling that Harman has discovered something about his family but even no; this precap makes the happiest one because Preeto lost all her cards and her son too.Preeto has to suffer and pay what she has done with HaYa. Preeto don't know that Harman can die and don't return without his gulabo;Preeto is unaware that she never can snatch what is in someone soul ;HaYa are breathing each other's love ;their heartbeat is one and no force can separate them bcz they're living in each others souls .
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Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
