Hey guys, dunno kyun aaj I felt like making a post from Saras and Kumud's perspective about the day they are eagerly waiting for...hope you guys like it! its nothing great! Just my thoughts on what would be going in their minds!!
Kumud: (writing away in her diary)
Yaqeen nahin ho raha hai...itani saari khushi ek saath...lagtaa hai ke mera phir se janam hua hain..ya life has rewinded back to the same place where we once were...I know we are destined together. I can fight with you all I like but when two people are meant to be, then God finds a way. Look at all that we have been through...(brushes the thought out of her head as she doesn't want to be sad today..)
Mein bohut khush hoon aaj! Aaj raat humari sagaai hai...and we will both start our lives afresh...like the kore kaagaz of this diary which we will fill with our dreams...I don't say I love you to you but I promise you that I will love you each and every second of my life, until my last breath. I always have and you know it too.
The promises we made on the night when we first got engaged, you have already been fulfilling those promises with me...You have stood by me at my worst and now I promise you that I will stand before you like a shield...agar koi takleef ne dastak di, toh pehle mujhse saamna karna hoga...I will protect you from everything...I will remove each and every obstacle that we may face...like you have done for me.
I have forgotten that nightmare but that's been possible because of you. I died the very day I married that monster...but my heartbeat didn't stop because you were there with me...I don't want to think about my dark past and want to focus on our future..I know how much you love me...and I know that today, together we emerge even stronger. No weakness can keep us apart now.
We have passed every test that has been thrown at us..at times you became weak, at times I did but here we are...one week before our big day and this time I will make sure ke tum hi meri maang bharo. Iss baar I will show the whole world ke Saraswatichandra mera hai, sirf mera.
Saras: (while sitting on the bus from Rampur to Ratna nagri looking at the lengha..smiles)
Achaa laga mujhe jab I heard you say that you want to wear maa ki sari...we are soulmates nah..we are intertwined in one...kahin baar I have looked at this sari and thought of giving it to you but phir lagaa ke tumhe pasand aayegi ke nahin...you make me wonder that do I deserve you?...after all that I did to you..nahin..I don't want to think about all that...you are my strength and I know that come what may, I will never ever become weak again...you won't let me...now nothing can stop us from being one..though we are already one. We became one the very day I felt your presence...though there I was sitting in Dubai...you managed to take my breath away! The very ground I stood on, moved underneath my feet...I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't stop staring at your navel...some sort of force was drawing me towards you and here we are today...one week away from getting married!
This is what happiness feels like right?! I had felt this very happiness the day I saw you on karva chauth...happiness where I want to jump and do crazy things! Where I want to hug every person I pass...happiness where I want to hold you and never ever let go.
I want to make sure that you never ever blink a single thought of the nightmare I put you through...and I will make sure of this! I will give you so much happiness that every day, I will make you feel like life is surely beautiful. Birds will sing the tunes of your happiness, yeh hawaain bhi tumhaare khushiyon ke geet gun gunaayegi..tumhaari haseee humara ghar ke har ek koney mein gunjhe ki! Itani khushi doonga ke tumhe lage ga ke tumhara har ek sapna ab haqeeqat hai..har din.
This time I wont mess up Kumud! Mrs Kumud Saraswatichandra Vyas...meri dhadkhan tumhaari hain and jab tak you keep smiling, my heartbeat will keep going...this time I will definitely not mess up!
Kat
P.S. I am in Samudland at the moment so please bear my bakwaas!!š³
