Upsetting Salekh scene. - Page 4

Hahaz- I curse like a sailor. You should sit with me when I watch baseball...I sound like a guy...seriously for a girl, I'm pretty foul mouthed! haha. I loved HS, especially lunch time...nearly every emotion could be described by one four letter word...haha! When the news of this promo became clearer, I actually opened Microsoft Word, the way I used to for my fan fics *sigh* and just wrote all the nasty things which came to my head.

I don't know what I'm doing this Saturday..when the MAHA tragedy takes place...I might go to Kuala Lumpur City Center and get wasted...nah...kidding, I don't even drink...I think I'll drown myself in chocolate and tears. I have to try my best not to watch it.

This is a disaster. I always had this blind faith in Bidaai. I remember consoling my Dad during the Mallika engagement "Dad of COURSE Sadhna and Alekh will get back together, it's BIDAAI! No matter what, how unhappy things get, they will always have a appy ending".

Wrong. Sorry dad. My beautiful couple who never got ANY happiness will now be separated forever. At least before, even through bad times, they knew the other was still alive and breathing...like the separation track...Alekh saw Sadhna at work everyday and so did Sadhna, it was hard for them...but just breathing within the same space meant everything to them.

SO WRONG! SOOOO WRONG!

UGHH!&*@@^&#&%*@%^%^%^$#^*%^*#%$!*%&*^*^#@!!!@%@%$@$@@@####!!!!!!

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Yanks what's gonna happen to ur fanfic? 😭

I know Yanks, Bidaai has been a constant for me this past year... No matter what turmoils were in my life, I knew Bidaai was there and even if the most horrible track was on, I knew there will be a happy ending because it's a TV serial and it's an RS show where there will be no random twins popping up and no plastic surgeries and no deaths

but RS has failed me... Everything I thought wouldn't happen, dis happen and I am so dissapointed...even if Sara comes back as Kushi, the magic of Salekh will be gone and Bidaai will not be the same without the foursome... I hate RS .... Hate hate hate him right now... Lol i am a pure LA resident... You should hear me when i am driving or when watching the Lakers... Yay for game 7 today... If they lose I might lose it... So many bad things are happening.. I can't tolerate one more

Originally posted by: sandy92

Yanks what's gonna happen to ur fanfic? 😭

Please do post the remaining parts of 'Home Alone' if you've already written them (only if u don't mind) so that I will at least have something to look forward to after my exams. I wanna read ur beautiful fanfic and imagine that Salekh are together and nothing can ever seperate them. I wanna preserve them in my memory like that.

It is ur choice if you don't wanna write more..becoz after Saturday all that will remain of Salekh is memories..😭😭😭

God, I don't know Sandy! I don't know. I SO WISH this would all turn out to be my very own HORRIBLE nightmare....and I could wake up from it.

I had two chapters written for the Home Alone one...and after those I wanted to finish it off with another two chapters...but yaar Sandy I don't have the heart for it. I haven't been to fanfiction.net since Saturday...

My fics are nothing without Salekh. I wrote them knowing Salekh were alive and kicking...now I feel it's morally wrong somehow to even think of writing...

Dil pe patthar rakh ke...MAYBE I will post the two chapters I wrote...but I won't write the two additional ones I was going to do. I have no inspiration anymore. My inspiration is my Salekh...and images of them happy...like on their suhaag raat...or every time they were in each other's presence.

Originally posted by: sandy92

Yanks what's gonna happen to ur fanfic? 😭

Please dopost the remaining parts of 'Home Alone' if you've already written them (only if u don't mind)so thatI willat least have something to look forward to after my exams.I wanna read ur beautiful fanfic and imagine that Salekh are togetherand nothing can ever seperate them. I wanna preserve them in my memory like that.

It is ur choice if you don't wanna write more..becoz after Saturday all that will remain of Salekh is memories..😭😭😭

Yanks I wish you would finish ur FF because it's so beautiful... But it's compeltely ur decision... Salekh was everyone's inspiration and now that inspiration is gone. I miss our YouTube and FF thread too... We had some amazing convos there... I miss it

Hahaz/Sandy-
Maybe one day...I'll finish it. The next two chapters I'll post soon since you guys want to read them...I won't check them for any errors...I don't want to go through with read them...it's in Sadhna and then Alekh's POV...but after that, it definitely required a chapter or two more...since I stopped writing with Saturday night...and there was still the need for an entire Sunday...

Thinking about that fic is really painful. It's also the one which gave me some really hard to understand vibes...maybe it was my 6th sense.

In all the parts where I mentioned them "being together until the end" or being "together forever"...or that "nothing could separate us"...whatever..I kept getting the strangest feeling...and I kept thinking that they should die together...because even if they live to be 100, one dying without the other would be too painful....

I wish my inspiration didn't have such a tragic end...in my own fics, I never imagined such an end. You know, I was going to do my own version of the Salekh pregnancy and birth/baby...now thinking of them is like thinking of a lost dream...

It was so beautiful while it lasted...so beautiful....

"Alekh Ji, pata hai? Aapke bagher mein ek dum adhoori hoon"...
"Haan haan, pata hai!"


PS- yes...our threads...our wonderful threads full of Salekh Salekh and more Salekh...all those moving and captivating scenes...beautiful memories..emotional memories...little things which meant so much to Sadhna...when he calls her his patni, puts sindhoor on her, calls her Sadhna for the first time...and at their 2nd wedding "I love you, Sadhna".

I'm dying inside.

I love Piya O Piya, as you all know. I went back to a few old threads and found some of the lyrics...they're always changing though...this song was one of the most beautiful creations of Bidaai...along with Dil Jaaniya...

Female version-

Piya O Piya...Saawariyaa....
Tu saamne aur tere milne ko
Tarse Jiya...

Tere charnon ko chhukar
Meri subah chale
Teri ek muskaan se
dil mein diya jale
Aati jaati saansein
pukaarein naam tera
Tere sapne sajaate meri
raat bhale

Saaton janam chalega yeh silsila
Tu saamne aur tere milne ko
Tarse Jiya....

Piya o Piya....Saawariyaa....

Continued Female...

naam mera jinko abhi tak yaad nahi

unke naam hi kar di maine yeh zindagi

hai majburiyo ka sauda maine kiya

tu samne aur tere milne ko tarse jiya

Male version-

tumne mujko jalo mein jina hai sikhaya

duniya ka anjana anokha rup dikhaya

kya dosti,kya apnapaan kya hoti wafa hai

tere pyaar ke darpan mein har aksh mila hai

diya dil diya o beliya tum aa gayi aur sau khusiyo ne sajda kiya....

TUM ITNI SUNDAR HO AUR MAIN AISA ADHURA,

KYA DEPAUNGA MAIN TUMKO SIRF GAM KE SIVA,

KYUN MUJK0 DIL DIYA 0 BELIYA,

KYA HUA HASIL TUJHE 0 SANAM GAM KE SIVA,

0 BELIYA HAI...0 BELIYA

byaaa rachake tujhko ghar toh main le aaya

dukh ke alawa kuch bhi tumhe na main de paaya

rah nayi aati hai nazar toh utha le kadam

aur kabhi phir murkar na dekho sanam

hass ke kaho alvida mere saathiya

kya hua haasil tujhe oh sanam gham ke siva

main jaisa hoon kyun waise hoon

main na janu

haan diya dil diya o bailiya tum aaygi aur sauh khiushyo ne sajda kiya

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Yanks you r making me cry!!! Piya o piya is soo beautiful... I am so glad that we got two amazing songs on our beloved couple

love the male lyrics...Alekh always thought his situation brought only pain to Sadhna... But she remained happy just by looking at Alekh... He was all she needed to survive

Sadhna please don't leave ur Alekh... He will die without you... And if you have to go, take him with you

Side note: anyone remeber the scene where sadhna is sleeping on the couch and Alekh kisses her cheek... She pretend to sleep, and when he leaves, she opens her eyes, hold on to her mangal surtra and cries tears of joy... This is one of my fav scenese ever! The purity of their love his no bounds...ths scene makes me cry sooo much... Salekh forever

we shud have lyk a mini strike to stop this all!!!

Hahaz- yes I know that scene and I have watched it many times...I even posted it in that wonderful YouTube thread....I also cried watching that scene. I love the way he waits for her to fall asleep...and only then he kisses her...

There is also a scene from I think Anmol/Anamika times that she kisses his cheek...and then he touches his cheek right where she kissed him...very heartwarming...

There are so many beautiful memories...the first time he kisses her forehead...that scene in the rain just two months ago...when he saves her from those goons...their half kiss...she runs to him in the rain...

There is also a VERY OLD scene...when they go out to some village, after traveling in dabba...and she buys dinner and he's eating, and he's like, why aren't you eating? And he feeds her and this Punjabi song plays in the background...I always think of that scene as the scene where Sadhna begins to really fall in love with him...you should see her facial expressions...her eyes are just...she looks head over heels...she watches him and you could see her insides are slowly melting...and she's losing her heart to him...he's totally unaware...bhola...innocently eating...

"Sadhna...mein tumhe kuch nahi hone doon ga!..." Hai..he promised not to let any harm come to her...he was so bent on protecting her...post engagement drama...he just fell even more head over heels...during Mallika engagement too...his protective side came out...he almost murders Karan for messing with her...Ranvir stops him...

Piya O Piya and DIl Jaaniya...I'll never forget them...

"Yeh Nazar Jahan tak jai, nazar aaye tum wahan...tum hi ho tum hi ho mere, dono jahan"...

"Kaise zindagi se alag ho gi jaan...ek duge ki hum tum hain parchiayiyaan...tum hi ho tum hi ho mere...dono jahaan"...