She had taken her revenge. He had mortified her dad in front of a small crowd and she had humiliated him and his family in the court hall without a tinge of hesitation. She had become devoid of emotions, if any were left, anger and revenge surpassed them all and her eyes spat fury.Only if she knew.
Is this Randhir thinking?She looked at him lay on the hospital bed, so silent, so calm which evidently indicated the the silence before a storm. With twitching legs she sauntered to the bedside and softly touched his hand with enormous amount of uncertainty. She gaped at his body, bruised, red marks adorning his handsome face, blood dripping his ears and reddish black bags circling his eyes.
Stripping away her idiosyncrasy, she placed her hand on his hair and kissed his forehead. Pulling apart, she saw the ring embellished on her finger gifted by Sameer. She didn't want it.A ring. He had bought a better one selling his bike.He loved her. She knew it.
*cringing at the line 'blood dripping his ears* It'll clog, dude! Uff! *shaking my head in disbelief at Sanyukta* Yeah, when a drastic change occurs in her life, like something like this, her love lying on a hospital bed, trying to survive, only then does her 'hatred' vanishes..He never hated her, not even when she had lied to him, he only told it not really meaning a word of it. Whereas she had started hating him the next moment he had pushed her dad. He wasn't wrong, he had only pushed him because he had called him "Najayas." She knew his emotions when it came to his relation with parents'. It was her father's mistake too. Why didn't she think of it before?
Really? Thanks for remembering that he was one who loved truly and whole heartedly, and maybe, blindly too. *glaring at Sanyukta*@purple: Oh! Thank Odin! She realises this.. Now!
Her brother was beating up her love in front of her eyes and all she did was just stand back and watch. Was that what love meant?
Didn't she feel a thing when she watched him getting beaten up by her deadbeat, idiot brother? Hmm.. Then, I guess, she never really loved him. Not saying that when in love, she will always choose her love and ignore her family. But saying that Love is Crazy, Love is Blind, Love is Patient, Love is Kind. Love. Is. Everything.Finding it difficult to cope up with the emotions her hormones generated, she allowed the fresh set of warm tears trickle down her cheeks.She despised herself.She loathed herself.
*sighing*She always found him beside her in her sad times, taking care and flashing that to-die-for-smile assuring everything will be alright.
His presence was always enough to distract her from pain, even though they fought, he made her forget the pain she was feeling in any situation. Then, he became her best friend. They fought but not like they hated each other's guts and wanted to throw each other out of the college. They fought like 2 friends would and would smile it off, later.How could she be this illogical and unjustifiable. She had shot herself a 100 times in her mind but she still wasn't happy. She wanted to stab herself. She had caused him this condition. Didn't she love him?
A very important question, indeed!She knew he'd hate her more than his mom now, she deserved it. *another sigh* She had proved herself to be another selfish career-oriented Renuka Sanyal.
Uff!! This is so right at the point! Bull's Eye!
She forced him to trust her and broke his heart. She only turned out to be a wh**e, a self-centered person.
True!
His love was unconditional and all she gave him in return was humiliation and hatred.
You didn't always give him that, but yes, when he needed it the most, because he thought he was about to lose you, you lost your chance. Randhir falling unconscious was not your fault though! But all that act of fighting-for-your-choice, life? Was it all for throwing it away, like it was trash?
How she wished she could erase the past week from her life and start afresh. Loving Randhir and getting loved by him.Unable to see his face, distorted due to her deeds she left his hand and got up.
😕 It hurts to read it. *sniff*
On her way to the door, she heard something that broke her heart into pieces and she knew she deserved it."I hate you Sanyukta Aggarwal," she heard him mumble in pain.
👏
*running straight to Randhir and hugging him as delicately I can and patting his head*
You survived the crap? Congratulations.
Shut up!! [>:D<} Self-deprecating is not Modesty. It's Self-destruction. Someone shared it on Whatsapp. Do remember this, love!
And yes, these are my views.
I started hating Sanyukta from yesterday. She has lost her identity. When Randhir passed out she herself had asked Randhir to take her away from all this. That obviously meant elope. :/ Why didn't she think about her family's prestige before uttering those words? She is angry on Randhir for insulting her dad but whatever Randhir had told was true, he only stated facts. Yeah, he shouldn't have pushed him but at he same time that Aggarwal shouldn't have called him a najayas.She didn't even utter a single word when Randhir was getting beaten up. She loved him right? I was only waiting for her to tell something but nothing of that sort came out.Where was the feminist in her? Did it go away partying? :/A true female not only stands up for herself and her dreams but also for her love and family.You might tell she did stand up for her family but in this case her family is wrong. They are only selling her off.
I so wanted to play the song "Rupaiyya" from "Satyamev Jayate" when Randhir spat out the truth.
And she wants revenge? Yeah right.#ScrewHer!I might like her again later in the show but for now, I HATE HER!
Yes, if any of the Sanyukta's fans want to bash me then please do it constructively. Let's not make it a fight-arena.
Thanks! 
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
