It's Okay To Be Sorry
I am so sorry, please forgive me" he said guiltily.
Sorry.
So, this is it, I thought. This is all he can manage to say after all that he has done. After all the pain and misery he made me undergo, I felt angry .I wanted to hit him, hit him and keep on hitting him until he felt the pain I had gone through. Until I could avenge my hurt. Until I felt better. He put his hand over mine and I instinctively pulled back, with nothing but feelings of hatred for him.
It's just so easy to get away with everything that one does with a single word as if it frees us from all our sins and wrongdoings. I looked at him, wondering how should I react. Forgive him? Forgive him just like that and pretend that nothing happened? Why shouldn't I make him suffer just as he made me suffer?
"Because he needs you Sanyu. Don't do that to him. He is already broken...He has No one to cling on to, no one whom he can call his ..."
I couldn't say anything. I just looked at him with an expression of bewilderment. He made eye contact and, as if reading my thoughts, He began speaking again.
It's not easy for me to come here and acknowledge each and every wrong that I have done and to accept that I have been unfair, and that it has hurt you in more ways than I thought I would. I could have gone away without doing it; I could have bothered to not come here. But I am here, asking you to give me another chance.'
I was still angry. But I felt bad for him, too. I was still deeply, totally and madly in love with Randhir, MY RANDHIR!
He looked miserable --- and he was right. He was repenting. I had every right to scream on him to get out of my life. I had every right to never forgive him and see his face again. But what if, when I'm in the wrong, no one forgives me? If I don't forgive now, can I expect to be forgiven?
Sorry.
It's that magic word that makes all the wrongs right, It makes the sinner an angel. It gives hope; it is the start of a new beginning. The same old thing could happen again but at least I wouldn't regret not having given him a chance. Chances bring change ---- The change we all want. Giving others chances increases our own chances of a better life.
Forgive me? He asked apprehensively. He took my hand in his ---- And this time I Didn't pull back.
Because for this one my love surpassed my anger and pain. My Love for Him. Our Love!
A\N- Hello SanDhirians ! Well this OS is for all the lovely people who have liked my First OS The Road Not Taken and appreciated it. Well this is my second attempt. Hope you all will like this one also :))
PS - I crossed 1000+ views on the first day of publishing my os !! Yipee thank u for the love everyone :)
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