SanDhir - will i have my life? part 5 updated last part

hello! this is my first ff and I want reviews on it!

But when I'm not with you I'm weaker, is that so wrong, because you make me strong!

The song was playing when Randhir decided, enough was enough. He had to go away from there; he couldn't take that song anymore. He wanted to kill that girl who was playing it. He knew those lines are his reality he was running from scared that history might repeat itself. He couldn't take another heart break. He knew he loved her but even if the feeling would have been mutual, there is no hope now. It was too late, he lost her forever. He ran to the park and it was starting to turn dark n he realized how lonely he was. He "needed" her right here with him. He looked at the stars lying down on a bench and realized they had once fought for that bench. With this, he drifted into old memories of how he lost the love of his life. Two years of college had finished and all the students were going back home for their vacations. Randhir had taken up a summer job in Delhi and was staying at a relatives' place for the summer. Their home was near Sanyukta's place and he wanted to meet her so badly one day as he couldn't hide his feelings anymore. He wanted to propose to her and had thought of a brilliant plan for something which could have been one of the most romantic proposals in history. But that day, he had to go with his relatives to meet the prospective bride of his cousin who was 3 years older to him. He had no choice, so he went. Little did he know that in a few hours his life would be falling apart.

AT SANYUKTA'S HOME

S- Mom, I don't want to meet him please.

Mom- I'm begging of you, dress up for your father's sake!

S- I will come meet him but I will tell it to him straight forwarded that I have to finish my studies before marriage.

Mom- that is okay! They are very open minded and free thinking people. That is the reason your father is insisting so much. You know after he understood your dream, he didn't force you to meet any other guy. Please try to understand.

S- gimme 15 minutes, I'll get ready.

Her mom leaves and she gets ready and the guy and his family arrive

Randhir is shocked to see the familiar home. He was shocked but had a tiny feeling in his heart that she will not accept as he knows how much her studies mean to her. It was her dream. Sanyu slowly came down and greeted everyone and they were very impressed by the way she looked, talked, acted. They guy's mom had asked her what was she doing and Sanyu said that she finished 2 years of mech engg and she is 2nd in her class by 1 mark (she thought, damn you Randhir, because of you, I'm not 1st) she hadn't seen him as he didn't come inside yet. His parents were very impressed by her and they told her father that they are very glad that he let her do engg.

She went to talk to the guy, Arun alone. They both bonded well and had a lot of common things. He was a lawyer and he said that he liked her a lot and they will plan the wedding only after she finished her education and she was happy he understood her. When they went out, Randhir just entered and was shocked to see Sanyu looking so beautiful and jus then his dreams crashed. Sanyu and his cousin, arun's wedding was fixed and they were going to get married 2 years later. The families rejoiced and Randhir ran out and started crying. He had lost her forever. Meanwhile Sanyu thought to herself, whoever I marry, you will be the one who taught me to love. I love more than anything else in the world but it cannot happen, I've hurt my family enough for a life time. My heart will always belong to you RANDHIR!

should I continue?

its superb! jst continue it yaar...eagerly waiting to read more :D

Please do continue and pm me! I loved it!

The last words make me cry so i want you to continue it to happy ending

The last words make me cry so i want you to continue it to happy ending

hey thanx for all the like and they really are very motivating. I jus finished writing one third of part 2 and the song I started the ff with is strong by ONE DIRECTION FROM MIDNIGHT MEMORIES ALBUM PLZ LISTEN TO IT ON YOUTUBE WITH LYRICS

wow... yar... pls... continue the story is awsome... pls update...

Omg the start was great, so sad that they both love each other but have left it too.late to confess, bechara randhir! Eagerly waiting for next part!

hey guys thank you for such lovely comments.

Part 2

Randhir stormed off into the lawn trying to overcome his heart break. He didn't know it was going to be this bad. He thought - I just love you so much that I could give you the whole world if you just gave me the tiniest hint. Sanyu went into the lawn to catch some fresh air. So much had happened in half an hour. She went out and was shocked to see Randhir there. She went to him and asked what was he doing there and found out that Arun was his cousin. She couldn't take it and ran to her room. She wanted to be alone so that she could digest the fact that she was going to marry Randhir's cousin. It was too much for her.

Randhir finally accepted the fact that his coz was marrying the love of his life. He now understood the saying - if you love someone, you have to let it free. At that time he could do 2 things, either fight for his love and tear apart 2 families or sacrifice his love for the happiness of so many. He decided to go with the 2nd one as Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful (a walk to remember, 2002 movie). He knew his love was not selfish and decides to call a truce with Sanyu. Randhir, after they went back, congratulated him and to him it was like giving away his life to Arun. He knew he had to do it.

BACK AT COLLEGE (3RD YEAR)

Randhir silently goes in to his room and puts up his punching bag ready to hit it any second. He sits at his table and switches on his laptop and goes to a music website to try find any soothing songs. #down memory lane# Sanyu was sitting in the library in a corner and crying her eye balls out and was doing something on her laptop. Randhir goes to see what happened and she sees him and suddenly disconnects her earphones. He asks her what she was doing and she said it was her own type of music therapy where she listened to songs whose pain was so deep that only the ones who had felt it could feel it and she would continue listening till she found a song which had a very soothing effect and she could connect to it. He saw her tears so many times but that time he just couldn't bear her tears. He had to wipe them off and so he did. That day he promised her in his mind he will not let her cry and would fight for dreams if she needed it. He realized he had fallen for her that day. He understood why he would keep searching for her on the campus all the time and wanted to fight with her as it was the only interaction they had due to which he could stay with her. He knew he loved her.

Remembering this, he did the same thing and he found a song which he connected to. It was BE YOUR EVERYTHING BY BOYS LIKE GIRLS. It was all what he had promised to her in his head. He listened to it till he found a way. He decided he had to deviate away from his decision as he couldn't give up his love. He had found a way, a ray of hope in the haziness which surrounded him. He had to make it go away. He was going to show her how much he loved her indirectly as he had 2 years till she would get officially and traditionally engaged to Arun. These 2years would be enough for him to make her fall in love with him and he would stop at nothing. He knew that she cannot question his being sweet to her as to the world she was soon going to be his bhabhi. H finally said it out loud for the first time "I LOVE YOU SANYUKTA AND YOU BELONG ONLY WITH ME AND I'm GOING TO MAKE YOU MINE, MY LOVE, and MY LIFE!"

guys I will be posting a little slowly as I have my board exams from next month.