Before you people start cursing me for my absence. I say that lately there has been a lot on my plate -Physical issues ,f**king emotional issues. So Yeh!Ima sorry. Straight to update now...
Chapter 21
When we lay down.
"Don't care and pretend like you've fallen in love with me Kabir"
"Fallen in love with you, I didn't have had a bloody choice Shreya! You're my wife, maybe a forced one but still you're my wife and mother of my two daughters . It was hard to avoid the natural progression of this relationship. So your impeccable, infuriating lunatic of a woman! I do love you "
It was yet another classic impasse that took place at nights after Seher was tucked in her crib. None of the two adults knew what started those fights, but once they started it, they fell deep knee into the rage of the fight and only way to win was able to insult the other person the hardest.
"But you don't love me, like you used to "Shreya quivered, blowing out the lights.
" I love you Shreya, with all what I could. I swear I'll die if I tried to love you any more harder "Kabir shouted, later on regretted it as now the house was filled with loud hollering of his younger daughter's cries. Not waiting for any other thing, his feet carried him to his daughter's room." Shift "He softly spoke and nudged a seven years old Anya," Papaa"Anya sleepily muttered and immediately shifted.
Kabir never knew when he slept while a few months old Seher played on his chest...
Ananya laid wide awake in the early morning, processing what had just transpired between her and Kabir. Somewhere deep down, a nagging voice in her head was constantly telling her, that Kabir was going to regret, regret his deeds the moment he woke up and faced the reality.
What if they couldn't co-parent?
What if he regretted the sex?
What if Shreya returned?
"Do you always think this loud? "Kabir mumbled turning over on his stomach as his hands on the will of their own snaked her closer. Damn the strawberry smell of her hairs.
" How can someone think loud? "
" You do. When you think hard, your body goes stiff and your heart beats can be heard by our neighbors. " Kabir muffled a groan as he felt her hand carelessly caressing the scalp of his hairs." I was thinking what if? "Ananya had just started to open her mouth when Kabir turned around to face her. His eyes stern, lips pursued in a thin line,
" You can go if you want to go. "
" I don't want to Kabir Sir"
" Then simply don't Ananya. Give me a chance, if Us a chance. "Kabir sleepily muttered and immediately fell asleep, as Ananya scooted herself closer to his body, in nothing but only boxer and swiftly kissed his plump lips and fell in slumber.
"Good Morning" Ananya nuzzled at Kabir 's neck & shifted more closer to his half naked body. "Morning" Kabir lazily yawned and soon opened his left arm for Ananya to slid in, as they layed wrapped around each other none uttering a word, blissfully enjoying the momentarily warmth on each other's breath.
Things like these were rare.
Kabir closing his eyes, tried reflecting back on his sexual life. He very well remembered in how much immense pressure from his ex in laws he'd received on having having a child even after two years of his marriage. His mother in law, being a piece of bitch she always was had proudly claimed him being impotent and worst gay. That night's sex with Shreya was nothing even close to the ordinary chore of making out love. It was needy and fast and perfectly thought of producing a baby.
He swear he could have strangled his ex in laws as they took Shreya to various doctors under the pretext of spending time with their precious daughter, but instead took her to gynecologist for sonography. Pigs.
It was their seventh marriage anniversary as well as Kabir 's promotion party, so They had sex which resulted in a joyful yet astonishing news of his wife being pregnant with Seher.
"Do you only produce girls? "Kabir' s furious Father f**king in law asked him in a hushed tone as he was cradling his new born second daughter after Shreya did the honour of feeding her." My daughters aren't any products, I wish I'd a say in deciding the sex of the baby Mr. Bhagat but I DON' T"Kabir shut him up with a snarl. No one f**king messed up with his daughters.
The sex in which Sanjh was accidentally (according to the courtesy of Shreya) conceived was the most exciting one. He'd just returned from Ananya 's marriage and the swell at his heart on seeing Ananya giggling in that beautiful blasted blue lehenga had triggered him into drinking his ass off as soon as he reached home. Rest was blur memories, Shreya skilfully gropping his throbing tool of manhood, him throwing her on the dining table, him forgetting the saviour condom and him waking up with muscles that ached from head to toe...
"I said Earth to Kabir "Ananya pulling his ears in a light manner, brought him out of his sexual analysis." Ooww. It's Sunday right? "He rubbing his eyes with the back of his hands asked, fearing what if it wasn't Sunday.
" It's Sunday and hurry up get a bath, Seher & Sanjh might drop in anytime "
" Do I get to take you in the bathroom for a bath too, Aha Ms. Kashyap "
" Oh God Kabir! we've kids coming home. Shed your sexual desires aside "
We've? Were they Their kids? Not only his alone?
" Aye Aye Captain. "Kabir stood up and searched out for his towel, she was right. They'd to be ready before anyone of his kids dropped in.
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Sunday meant, no classes and this was the only fact that was making Rivan, lay on the football field with his legs stretched and head covered with a sweater. "Having a sun bath" He rolled on his sweater from over his face to look at the intruder of his little peace. Peeking a look at the silhouette hovering over him, he sighed and continued laying down, "I needed a tan to impress Mr. MALIK!" He muffled, and immediately felt the cloth covering his face being yanked down, "Rivy I don't get it what's up with you and Arjun sir" Anya groaned before slipping on to the ground next to her best friend, "You guys needs to solve whatever issues exists between you two" she said closing her eyes, blocking out the chit chat murmurings around the field. "Don't sound like Mr. sharma. 'You two need to solve whatever is going on'" he mocked in Kabir's voice making Anya laugh at the mimicry. "I'm his daughter you fool, it's obvious for me to sound like him. I still don't know why are you so afraid of Papa?" she said, "Afraid would be such a small word to describe my feelings, I'm absolutely terrified of your Father. He's live version of Lucifer walking on ground if angry. I've seen him literally spitting fire. God, save you if get on his bad side" he spoke, turning around finally facing her. "f**k you Rivan. What's that, oh my god you've a bleeding lip" Anya loudly gasped, and grabbed Rivan's face sitting upright straight. "It's fine, just don't tell my father about it or he'll make me visit doctor for whole life" Rivan managed to speak, as Anya dragged him all the way from the field to the medical ward,
"Let's get you treated Rivy"
"No, All I've is a bleeding gash on lip, it's not like I'm losing my ability to have kids"
"Anyone would love to be the mother of kids, now hush and sit as I bring the aid box and Sister Salvia "Anya muttered and immediately sprung on her heel practically running down the corridor to call the nurse all the to staff room, hoping that it'd some teacher to help her out on a Sunday.
To her surprise, the staff room turned out to full of teachers gushing hushing to each other, discussing something which sounded important. "Sister Salvia, I'm extremely sorry for dashing in here in a indecent gesture but pls come down to medical ward, we've a guy who's gashed his lip" Anya like a good girl she always was, spoke in a honeycomb voice. "Oh Child! I'll go surely. Is that boy Mr. Gupta?" Sister Salvia holding a rosary in her hand rose up, "Yes Yes" Anya nodded her head,"You could run with such a blasting speed only for him Ms. Sharma" Sister lovingly patting her shoulder left. "Anya, Guess what were we discussing" Anya heard Anurag 's voice, what was he doing here, "The Winter Kickoff is here. Arjun sir needed it to be done before we go for singing competition, who is going to be your partner think and ask him before someone else does so" Anurag skilfully spoke as Arjun didn't raise his head, and pretend to scribble down absolutely irrelevant random things coming to his mind.
"I still don't get it why do we call the Prom as Kickoff "Arjun blankly nodded his head as he watched Anya hurrying out of the room." We do different things Mr. Malik" Anurag butted his opinion in.
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"He's dead! Hurray "Manav clapped excitedly and Richa threw her a look, as she sat near the foot of Ram's hospital bed and waited for him to wake up." Jiju. You need to control your excitement "Trisha giggled and patted on the space next to her for Manav to sit in." I mean look at him. He hasn't opened his eyes yet, which certainly means he's dead? Didn't you people study biology in school " Manav rolled his eyes and sat back.
" How deeply you wish me to be dead" a grumpy voice reverberated in the room and everyone looked at the figure stretched across the bed, slowly opening his eyes. "God! This hurts" Ram touched his eyebrow on the right side and immediately flinched in pain as the stitches hurt. "You you are fine " Richa mumbled as she offered him support with her free hand, the other one holding out a sleeping baby. "Is she alright?" Ram asked, his voice still coming out raspy. "Tell me is she Alright?" He frantically tried getting up from the bed, but Manav stopped him with a wave of hand and gestured at Trisha, who was looking at Ram inherently. "Did he?" Ram tried to speak, but his lips just couldn't coherent the pit of feelings going on in his stomach at seeing, the girl sitting there in front of him.
Beautifully nibbling her lower lip .
"She is good " Richa said, and it was then that Ram's attention went on the lady still helping him out in adjusting his broken form." Oh! You too are here "He whispered and images of him kissing her in the parking made him infuriated at his core, how could he have missed the person he always loved? How could he.
" What the f**k did just happen here? " The door of the hospital ward flung open . "Shravan" Ram weakly mumbled,still unable to shout at his brother for such indecency. "Shut the f**k up Bhai. I told you not to fall in love with Richa ,see where has it landed you up." Shravan slurred,his steps clearly showed the heavy amount of drinking he'd been doing. "Where did Richa come in from Shravan?" Manav crossing his arms stood in front of him. "C'mon Manav,like you don't know. You're the sole reason why all this is happening. Tarini is dead. I guess you still hear her shrieks and cries at every night filling your ears."
"Stop it Shravan" Richa cried .
"You too shut up Richa. He deserves this,We're in deep mess because of your husband. What was the need to expose Mr.Yogesh's illegal activities? Ask him is he happy now,Tarini is dead my brother was about to die and maybe you'll next one to die" Shravan shouted,pushing Manav ,who stood lifeless . "Shravan stop" Ram gritting through his teeth shouted. "I don't want to Bhai,f**k we're getting you home. " Shravan huffed.
"For the f**k's sake,Shut that mouth of yours Mr.Bhardwaj." Trisha soothing a crying Richa made Ram to watch her over.
Standing next to Shravan,Trisha looked past him "5 minutes, pack your shit get going from here and dare you utter any other derogatory term for my brother in law . Don't drink your ass off and create scenes, Ram sir too wants you to leave" Trisha dragged Shravan by his wrist to the door and in a swift move stepped him out. "You are fiery little bitch" Shravan spoke, "Oh believe me,I could have shown you my uncensored version of being a bitch if it wasn't a public place. Bye Sassy Drunk Ass" Trisha turned and closed the door at his face. "f**k you all" Shravan muttered before disappearing.
"Richa take him home" Ram whispered, gesturing to a slumped form on the bench. "I'm here with Ram Sir Di. Just take Jiju home." Trisha,unknowingly kept her hand over Ram's while sitting down next to his bed. "I am.Take care here Trishu" Richa said and went to Manav.
"Let's go home" She kissed his forehead and as if he had no nerve to speak,Manav stood up took Sasha from her arms and silently walked along with his wife, who had her arm linked with his.
"Trishu." Ram realized that he couldn't turn around his palm to catch the hand that laid on top on his. "Trisha Sir" Trisha said in a manner tone. "Trishu tell me exactly what and where is broken by those goons in my body". Ram chuckled ,hollow laughs gyrating the whole room.
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" Dadddy noooi" Seher cried out as Kabir made her wear the shoes,"Daddy it's white, it's such an blank colour. I donts want to wear a white shoe with purple jumpsuit. Do you get it Daddy? Stop looking at Ananya Daddy. Dadddyyy" She pulled Kabir's head with her hands over to her direction. "I was listen to you Bear" Kabir said,pulling over the strap of the shoe ."Daddy no you was not. I'm going to go mads Daddy if you continue the same. Don't Wants to wear these shoes " Seher looked down at Kabir with anger. "Okay okay Don't look at me like a dragon" Kabir pulled his daughter's cheek swiftly removed shoes as Ananya entered with a fully dressed Sanjh ,blabbing something to her. "See Sanjh looks good. Daddy give me my shoes,You donts even knows what girls like.Ananya will get me ready" Seher jumped on the couch and being a copy cat that he always was Sanjh too starred jumping on the floor. "I see,You're handing over my worries to her" Winking at Ananya ,Kabir handed her shoes. "Worries are you worryied again Daddy? Don't go worryied,Mummy left me cause I was a worry" Seher pouted at everyone and Kabir felt like someone had ripped open his soul,his daughter still thought of herself so low. "No Princess Seher, Daddy is not worried. He is happy" Ananya sitting down next to the kid pulled her in a hug. "Yes yes Daddy is happy, I saw him smiling after sooo" Seher stretched her hands in order to show everyone how much so she means, "sooo long time. " Seher smiled. " Sanjh Appy" Sanjh feeling left out in the important conversation said seriously, which further on got ruined as he clapped his hands and Kabir couldn't help but laugh along with everyone else.
Pulling up his car at the hospital, Kabir once again instructed his kids to behave properly and say silent in the hospital premises which he further thought was impossible cause silence and Seher did get along very well.
"Good Evening R.U" Seher quipped as soon as she entered the room and saw Ram sitting with his eyes closed on the bed. "Hi Beautiful. Good evening" Ram smiled and replied,Sanjh was terrified on seeing so many surgical instruments and things around, and ducked himself into Ananya's lap. "What's R.U" Trisha asked her,"It's a secret Trisha. Come here Bear" Ram patted on the space next to him. "R.U will you be gonna fine. I wanted us to got married soon" Seher leaning into his arm said ,hurt evident in her voice. "Wait wait wait Ram what are you luring my kid into. Marriage? I thought you guys are meeting for first instance" Kabir sitting down next to Ananya,their legs touching said. "He's my best friend Daddy. He cames to meet me if he cames to our school,don't you remember he's my trustee" Seher rolled her eyes at everyone, [/I] Stupid Adults. She will never become a adult " [/I]
"You mean he's your school's trustee. So,Ram bhai how are you" Ananya rocking Sanjh in her lap asked.
"Shravan created a scene today" Ram stared at an empty space ,feeling ashamed of himself.
"Give me the details" Kabir gritted his teeth.
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7 Years Ago
The party was in it's full swing, and Manav didn't knew how to shut down his brain that kept reminding him of the smile Tarini used to flash at him when he used to refuse at such lavishing parties. And one fine day it all changed!
"Papa " Riv shouted as he along with Anya ran to him and both raised their hands in a high five to Manav. "Kiddos enjoying party?" Manav asked,as he hided his glass of alcoholic beverage from them. "B.O.R.I.N.G,Pops and Mum are busy attending people I've never seen. I think you're not happy Manav ,do you miss Riv's mom..." Anya without beating around the bush simply asked. "He won't tell even if he does YaYa.Come let's go,I see another grown-ups coming " Riv and Anya both ran off as fast as they could to the garden area. "Manav ,bloody hell. I didn't recognize you for a second, what happened to your hairs. It isn't even raining outside" Kabir pouring himself a glass of whiskey asked,"I didn't had time" Manav blankly nodded,gulping down the liquid. "Shreya is seducing me since morning"
"It's your promotion plus ninth anniversary party,she has every right to"
"I don't want to f**k her"
"You want to f**k who then,Pamela Anderson ?"
"You don't talk like a sex guru to me Manav,Plus I heard You covered Richa from Yogesh's pathetic goons out there yesterday. "
"Yes I did. Get over it now"
"You like her"
"I don't" Manav felt like punching Kabir in his shin, he'd been relating things that don't even exist.
He didn't liked Richa .Okay?
"Hi Sir" Richa out of nowhere, appeared in front of both the men. "I am going Guys,I've a wife to break my head on" Kabir winked at Manav and left the bar area .
3 hours later...
"It's your ninth glass Sir.You need to stop" Richa timidly spoke as she saw Manav sipping his drink unabashed.
"Exactly stop. I need to stop it." Manav said and covered his ears. "I can still hear her Richa. Her voice calls me from away,I wake in middle of night to hear it say" He spoke, tumbling and standing down fro the stool and started walking to the backyard. "Sir stop you're drunk" Richa cooed as she caught up Manav. "I'm not drunk Richa. I'm lonely, f**ked up etc.." Manav said as they reached up the guest room Kabir always had open for him. "f**k my luck" Manav cried out as he laid on the bed and Richa stood out. "I love you" She whispered to herself."Do me a favour, just lay down next to me " Manav slowly uttered.
"Just lay down next to me Richa" Manav said as he snuggled Sasha closer to himself and without uttering any other word,Richa simply laid down next to him wrapping her arms around his chest.
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