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"Mann hi ye jaane mera bhed ye gehre,
Kho gaye kaise mere sapne sunehre.
Ye mere sapne , yahee to hain apne.
Mujhse judaa na honge inke ye saaye."
Translation: Only my heart knows my deepest secrets, How i have lost all my dreams, you don't know and i cannot say. But the truth is that all my lost dreams and hopes are all that i have , and they can never be separated from me.
Statement : I hate chocolate.
Truth : I am scared of gaining weight.
Statement: I am not going to speak to you again in my life.
Truth : I am hurt and you are supposed to say sorry. Please say sorry.
Statement: Yuck! How can she get those highlights in her hair.
Truth: She is beautiful and that makes me feel small.
Statement: I am all steel and iron.
Truth: I am vulnerable and if i don't pose steel, all the cream will come oozing out.
Familiar much?
The truth is that none of us, or maybe most of us do NOT like facing our fears , our own darkness and everything and everyone that is capable of hurting us. We condition ourselves to be brave and unfeeling and the easiest route is to go ninja on our own heart and senses. We create conditioned bravery which is fed on artificial self-imposed ignorance.
And then?
Well, we either grow old on that protein shake and artificial emotional muscles, or else once in a while, someone iridescent walks off the streets and straight into our lives . That someone takes the fat off those muscles, stops the protein shake , takes away all our weaponry and shows us that its better to live with the truth than hide behind a statement that needs a cosmetic surgery every other day.
In Rudra's life. Paro is that someone . She walked off the deserts straight into his heart and taught the self-frozen blood in his veins to melt , flow and run.
For me, today's episode is all about the terrace scene and the last scene.
Why? You have to see it to understand it. The terrace scene was a subtle yet massive emotional catharsis and the last scene was a pivotal twist in the story.
Special mention to the writer of the terrace scene. I don't know who conceived and wrote it, but only someone with some real depth in him/her can pen such thoughts and feelings . Infact, if you will see the scene twice and thrice, it will have a greater impact, provided you are looking at it from the same emotional window.
Wow.
