RRestoring Rudra - Page 4

Originally posted by: loveanime

I cried I actually cried taking a deep breath tearrsss.

You know no matter in what sense Rudra was in it was Paro it was in front of him. He never once mentioned her name but we all know who Rudra saw. He recognized her as her only when she was in front of him. His initial reaction was push her way but the moment his head fell on her shoulders it was over, he surrendered to Paro completely.

She was tending his wound he lets her tend him it stung so he winced in pain, he answers her question regarding does it hurt and now does it feel any better and OMGGG my tears burst out at his cute oonnnhhh and nods at her question. He was hungry he wanted his Paro to do something about it, nodding at her and when she gets up to leave nooo don't leave me oh please don't it was a simple plea so powerful so tragic so gut wrenchingly desperate. His oonhhhsss at her reassurance that she will be back he was listening to her he understood her trusted her and let go of the hand.

I think from now on Rudra can throw the kitchen sink at Paro but if she holds this moment close to her heart she will know now and forever Rudra needs her and nothing else matters. She keeps her promise to be back and Rudra smiles at her return he knows his Paro is back to him and eats as she feeds him. Paro's sweet attempt to remind him of the time he fed her despite the drama of that moment Paro looking back holds every memory of the time spent with Rudra close to her heart as a sacred memory. Rudra might or might not have been genuine but for Paro it is now all too real he is her jallad. She with a small smile was trying to divert him to something in the past hoping the distraction would make him feel better. She replicated all that he did for her and more, she is a nurturer but she is not a forcer Rudra's bas meant bas she sets aside the plate he should eat more but no he was done. She wipes him clean and time for bed yes rest Rudra no where else could he have slept that night in peace except in her lap. He finally belonged and was with someone who wanted to take care of him just as desperately he wanted to be taken care of. Paro and Rudra at peace for the night.

Originally posted by: _Ms.Foxy.Angel_

Thanks a ton for making me reliving the fantastic PARUD filled epi. once again.

Originally posted by: Dazee

so well said!

outstanding acting by both of them
Aashih was perfect - so was sanaya

lovely episode. this is one that will stay with us...

Originally posted by: smitar

Awesome episode and Brilliant analysis.👏👏👏👏👏


The smiling visage of his mother as she stood with Teju the traitor, all decked up in pearls & silk was the last straw on this camel's back.

It was the end of his childish dreams that she would regret leaving him and return to him one day, that she had realised that leaving him had been a mistake, was repenting and wanted to return to him, that she hadn't left him & his Bapusa for another man but had gone away for some unknown reason, some circumstance that was out of her control and would return one day, that she was missing her son, was unhappy without him, was longing to see him...

And it was the moment of recognition that his mother had taken permission from him to leave one rainy night, unaware of the fact that she was speaking to her son, her son who was standing in the rain, protected only by BSD's umbrella while she was warm and cosy and dry in her luxury car.

That he had been standing mere inches away from his own mother and hadn't recognised her. Just as she hadn't recognised him. That she didn't care. She didn't give a damn. That the lady who had fed him and sung him to sleep was no more and expecting a dead person to return was hopeless. That he was finally an orphan-- with a dead mother and a dying father. This truth was staring him the face and there was no way he could ignore it.

It was finally proof that everything Kaki witch & Bapusa had said about his mother was true.

She was faithless.

It was the end of his hopes and dreams. And the man she had chosen over his father was Teju the traitor. The final dagger to his heart.

Originally posted by: loveanime

I cried I actually cried taking a deep breath tearrsss.

You know no matter in what sense Rudra was in it was Paro it was in front of him. He never once mentioned her name but we all know who Rudra saw. He recognized her as her only when she was in front of him. His initial reaction was push her way but the moment his head fell on her shoulders it was over, he surrendered to Paro completely. She was tending his wound he lets her tend him it stung so he winced in pain, he answers her question regarding does it hurt and now does it feel any better and OMGGG my tears burst out at his cute oonnnhhh and nods at her question. He was hungry he wanted his Paro to do something about it, nodding at her and when she gets up to leave nooo don't leave me oh please don't it was a simple plea so powerful so tragic so gut wrenchingly desperate. His oonhhhsss at her reassurance that she will be back he was listening to her he understood her trusted her and let go of the hand. I think from now on Rudra can throw the kitchen sink at Paro but if she holds this moment close to her heart she will know now and forever Rudra needs her and nothing else matters. She keeps her promise to be back and Rudra smiles at her return he knows his Paro is back to him and eats as she feeds him. Paro's sweet attempt to remind him of the time he fed her despite the drama of that moment Paro looking back holds every memory of the time spent with Rudra close to her heart as a sacred memory. Rudra might or might not have been genuine but for Paro it is now all too real he is her jallad. She with a small smile was trying to divert him to something in the past hoping the distraction would make him feel better. She replicated all that he did for her and more, she is a nurturer but she is not a forcer Rudra's bas meant bas she sets aside the plate he should eat more but no he was done. She wipes him clean and time for bed yes rest Rudra no where else could he have slept that night in peace except in her lap. He finally belonged and was with someone who wanted to take care of him just as desperately he wanted to be taken care of. Paro and Rudra at peace for the night.

Originally posted by: tvbug2011

Thank you Smitar. 😃 Thrilled that you liked it.

And thank you for your stupendous analysis of what drove Rudra over the edge last night. Every word of your analysis is simply, breathtakingly true!! The betrayal of that happy, smiling face in the picture, smiling at the cost of his and Bapusa's happiness was just shattering. And you are spot on - sometimes all that keeps us going through heart-break is knowing that the other party is equally if not more unhappy. And for Rudra to find out the opposite, when he had and was still pining for his mother, was a mortal blow. The pain of it just couldn't be numbed.

Love how you see Mala so clearly from Rudra's POV. I do hope the CVs reinstate his faith in her in some way because that's a crippling wound. I still want to give Mala the benefit of the doubt. I'm sure there's a compelling reason why she left. At least I hope so.

Originally posted by: JJKKL

tvbug2011,

Believe it or not - a few serials or rather some episodes of a few serials I would like to watch only in the laptop with head phones. That gives you a feeling of full involvement. As if only then it becomes yours - like a book to read. Just you and the scenes.

I was watching the RR episode on TV and when I realized it was one of those "fantastic episodes" I switched off the TV. And then watched it a while later in YouTube. Have only one word for it. RR in my books has taken No1 position in Hindi serials - even above the one not to be named. And Ashish is undoubtedly the king of TV. If he can portray the scene so well - he can do any other role with equal ease. And Sanaya is Sanaya. Undoubtedly the queen of TV

I did not read your writeup fully. Sorry about that. The scene was so powerful I do not want anything else to be over it. Am sure you would have captured the essence quite well

One question which is nagging me - he said "lautkar aa gayi" Which means he knows the person with him is a woman. But did he really know it was Paro ? He did tell her to go away initially but then he would have said that to any of the three ladies in his life. What is your take on this ?

I wish - just wish - he would have said Paro atleast once :-(

Originally posted by: DiyaS

Lovely post, Sabs! Today was the essence of Rangrasiya in Paro's eyes ... he is her protector, she is his nurturer. And she will be by his side always. He is her strength ... she will be his salvation.

Originally posted by: mozart66

Lovely lovely post Sabs!! Your story re-telling is as powerful as the episode itself!! Love ya!!! You are truly a gifted writer!! 🤗

The episode!! Sigh!!! One of the most brilliant ones so far in the history of RR!!! Truly an unforgettable experience!! I cried and cried through out. Wouldn't stop till the end. The ending scene of Rudra's shocked face in the previous episode felt like an incomplete reaction was just the beginning of a massive destruction of Rudra... Felt too sad. When the calamities befall on you they surround you from all sides, choking you. Rudra was facing devastation all alone. What Paro did was trying to clear the mess around Rudra and helping him pick up the pieces! Hopefully she will succeed.

The most heart touching things that CVs showed were Paro's unshakable belief and trust in Rudra and Rudra alone so much so that even CO was surprised at it! She even sent away her Maamisa! She was the only one who realized that Rudra needs her at this time and she wanted to be with him without the knowledge that it was more than Dilsher's health that had devastated him completely. Imagine having lost one parent already, though alive somewhere, about to lose the only other parent in his life and on the top of it finding the truth about where the absconding parent is or who is she with can be too much even for the most hardened person in this world!!!

Rudra isn't a hard person at all!! He puts up that facade as a defense mechanism to avoid any further hurt in his life!!

The whole caring scene between Paro and Rudra simply took my breath away!!! I can not even attempt to put my feelings in words for I know I would fail miserably! I personally believe that Rudra will know it was Paro who cared for him the next morning!! There is a chance of Rudra being pissed off with Paro for siding Thakurain though, if the precap is what I believe it is!!! Not another MU please CVs!!!

The reason I mentioned about Rudra knowing about Paro taking care of him above is because at one point I thought Rudra is sort of hallucinating that his mother is back and is caring for him like she used to and he actually smiled thinking that she came back!! In that one tiny moment my heart was in my mouth thinking OMG what will happen to Paro when he comes to his senses!!! Can't imagine!

Acting wise Ashish and Sanaya were superlative!! Simply no words!! They deserve standing ovation. 👏👏👏 There wasn't even an iota of overacting or a misplaced expression! No wonder my tears wouldn't stop!

Looking forward to this beautifully changed PaRud's equation!! A lot of surprises are in store for us, I am sure!! And my faith in the CVs is now becoming as unshakable as Paro's faith in Rudra!!!

Originally posted by: shreya_rc

Sabs,

do u know when I came back after watching yesterday's episode,I sat on a stupor ! my head felt so empty and blank as if soaked by a blotting paper. I lost all ability to write anything meaningful, form coherent lines, sat on a stupor , head reeling from the after effects of the maelstrom that engulfed me all.

and the episode was one hell galore of torrid emotions,despair ,last shred of sanity falling apart ,abject loneliness but along with it ---- a hope for salvation, for mitigation of all heart piercing agony, and for the beacon that stood firm,tall,patient,magnanimous, empathetic amidst all wreck .

In all these three months, the writers were building the platform for this very moment... ... the saga of their mutual dependence,concern and companionship has now truely begun !