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So much happened today...don't know where to start...
OK lets start at the beginning of the episode...what a conversation between Rudra and Laila...All those things that he has been doing and feeling, without acknowledging...Laila put those all right in front of him...She is a reference point of what he was...who he was...who better to see the change...
- No Rudra...you don't act like you don't care for anyone ...because that's exactly what you have started to do for that girl...
- You have started thinking and addressing the to if you as " hum dono" ...you never did that with me...it was always you and I in our relationship...(
- The way you touch her, the way you hold her...it is so difficult to miss what you feel for her...(agreed Laila bai sa...we at the Forum see the same😉)
- Your heart feels the tadap for her...that I can see in your eyes...the same tadap that you have felt for only one other woman...your mother...when she left you...,(She is as special to you)
Rudy boy was like a truck hit him...all the realization came screaming to him...so obvious...He felt like the blood drained from his face...how could this be? He had promised himself...he would never allow himself...he wouldn't be able to stand the pain...He is completely bewildered...
He asks her to shut up and leave...but Paro occupies his mind...and his speech...and that's the name he screams out...
Laila needs no more proof...Her worst fears are TRUE...No doubt...She accepts she can not have him...stops trying...but leaves with a resolve that she will never let him become someone else's...
Rudy tries to shake these thoughts off of his head and move on...
Yet when he is by himself...thinking about what is to come...The thought of her refusal comes to his mind...he suspects that the paper may never be signed...but he decides...either way...he is marrying her...and then he pauses for a moment...only to force the question about why out of his mind...telling himself...because he has no choice but to...
He thinks about his mom...how she always believed in him...how she blessed him to be victorious...he misses her...The ultimate test is in front of him...and there is nothing he can count on but himself...!!
The silent scene between him and KCM was very powerful too...Two adversaries getting ready for a fight...but Rudra has a PERFECT STORM o deal with ahead, not with one but several adversaries...with KCM scheming and planning to harm DS, Thakur planning to kill him and take Paro, Paro hoping for an escape out of the situation, and BSD out to get him, and Laila vouching to never let I work...,He needs to pull off a superman stunt here...
