Hello Everyone π€
I've been a silent reader on this forum since the serial started because for some reason, I never felt inclined to join in. I just quietly sneaked in, read the posts especially SJ's (well, duh! The episode feels incomplete without it) and then retreated.
Some of you might know me from the You-Know-Witch Forum (pun intended) or the forum Which Must-Not-Be-Named π It's SO amazing seeing so many of the old members here (which makes me miss minimuffin and her brilliant FFs). You guys probably don't remember me because I was a shy and timid Newbie there. Ummm... one of my works there, Junior's Secret Diary, does it ring a bell? π
Anyway, so yesterday, I had such an absurd dream that I just HAD TO come out of my shell and share it with you. Please don't think that I'm crazy or something but my dreams have never made sense even to me π
So what happens in my dream is that I'm at college and my exam is about to start in, like an an hour so being me, I'm quickly going through all the stuff that's left to revise. Weirdly enough, there is also a seminar at the college and some very important and significant Chief-Guest is coming, so the security arrangements are very tight. And guess who the security incharge is? Our Major Sa! π
Now, what happens is that I conveniently forget my book near the auditorium and seeking permission from a security guard, I rush off to get it because well, I've to study. Now as I'm running full speed towards the auditorium, which for some reason is across a ground, Rudra suddenly appears out of thin air in front of me and orders me to stop. I think he mistakes me for a terrorist π Now this is the funniest part because my mind and my heart engage in an inner battle.
Of course, the first thought in my mind is that I should stop but then... I think I should let him shoot me because that will give rise to misunderstandings and that will lead to our love story π (I think I've been watching too many Indian soaps lately; not good for my mental's health) π€£
Meanwhile, Rudra yells STOP again and I know time is running out. I brainstorm some more. My heart tells me that if I want that hottie in my life, I'd better not stop but then my brain yells at me to quit being a retard because if he shoots me in the HEAD, there will be no 'me' left for our love-story π€£
The brain makes a stronger point and I'm just about to skid to a stop when Rudra fires! I fall to the ground and quickly check my white shirt for any signs of blood. (I don't know whose shirt I was wearing because I don't own a plain white shirt presently) π There isn't even a smidgen of red but for some reason, I have a sudden, very slight pain in my shoulder so I quietly curl on the ground, holding it, acting seriously wounded because I feel that's what the situation demands and so does Major sa's ego π I mean, just imagine how awful he'd feel if he finds out that he'd missed a target. He'd try again and again until he becomes an absolute expert at shooting at my head and that I didn't want. Because well, duh! What will happen to our love story, then? π€£
Meanwhile, Aman (The Ever-Present Angel in Disguise) comes running and clears the confusion to Rudra that I ain't no terrorist but a simple student who was running towards the auditorium not to open fire or throw grenades but to fetch her book. Rudra gives me a disdainful look and spats, 'You retard! Are you actually as stupid as you look?' π And I'm thinking in capital letters 'BAISTI COMPLETE' π€£
But then his eyes soften and he asks me if I'm hurt π³ And what happens afterwards, I don't remember! Arghhh!! π‘ I so wanted him to carry me to the hospital! π€£
Then the scene changes and I'm at the seminar but for some reason, I'm wearing a heavy Anarkali frock (that I wore for my cousin's wedding and feeling very pretty). Rudra is strolling around in his uniform flaunting his gun and throwing glances my way but I ignore him because well, he shot me! π (I think in my dream, I was suffering from the delusion that I was a heroine and thus I have to act accordingly because I swear I wasn't feeling angry at all still I pretended to be infuriated at him.) π€£ To tell you the truth, I was SO flattered that he was looking at me! And thinking, 'See, I was right to keep running that day. Our love story is starting.' π
Then the scene shifts once again and I'm in my old house and Rudra is there in my room along with many other people whose faces I don't even remember now. (Knowing Aman's history of being everywhere, it's probably him with an army of his clones) π€£ Rudra starts making fun of me in his usual mocking way and I get so annoyed, I hit him with a pillow and then we start having a pillow fight (A pretty serious one where I'm all whacking but Rudra just seems amused). Finally, he takes the pillow out of my hand, takes a rope out of his pocket and ties me to the door knob and leaves π Haha!
So this is my dream! I've officially going crazy! I don't know where all this came from, probably had to do with watching Ashish and Sanaya's first SBS together where Ashish mentions SJ's PhatPhatiya Posts, right before sleeping. And oh he seems like such a sweetheart. This is the first drama of his I'm watching and seeing him as Rudra, my mind had always projected him as a serious, brooding actor and he turned out to be the exact opposite π³
Another thing is, I'm really in the mood to write an entry of the Junior's Secret Diary for RR. Can you guys please suggest me some names for PaRud's son?! I want it to began with an R! π
Keep smiling!
Peace
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