Hi sunita,
it is sort of unbelievable that I am reading this topic at this time of the hour as a while ago, middle of the night i was not knowing what to do with in life - whether to fight or just give up and die - as you righlty said there are many times i hv this thought if death is the end of our life, why not now, instead of this struggle.
Being a christian my faith doesnt teach me to believe in rebirth, but as you said i always believed that our soul takes different lives till it attains moksha. Some years ago i had read a book on this and even my opinion as per the teaching of the religion is to get Moksha you have to be pure, that is probably what called going to God.
i am at a stage in life wherein i am confused a lot with relationships, I am an NRI, but due to circumstances away from family not really knowing what to do and where to go. My kids are back there, studying. Miss them a lot and have no answer to their questions, but they are too small to understand the reality of life. Not that I don't have a place to stay, did a lot when i was earning to everyone, got houses in bombay and karnataka, but now i feel myself a stranger in this place with the behaviour my so called relatives and a while ago was looking for a paying guest accommodation. A part of my family is very supportive but i hv this nagging feeling not to be a burden on them and face it myself or give up.
I was in Bangalore last week for 2 days and now in mumbai. After a difficult night i felt may be this could be a help to me to face the life, if i get the inner strength.
Financially not very strong as lost heavily in a business, but arranging some money shouldn't be difficult. I would like to know more about this as i am very serious about doing this therapy if it could help me. If you can communicate more on this either my email kinara54@yahoo.com or this forum as i beleive there is nothing to hide from people.
appreciate your reply.
sunita