Ok😳. I was very upset when this song played because that was supposedly KV's last good scene...I forgot to drool over it since I was drowned in tears.😃
Now that this song keeps playing in my mind, I thought it was high time I wrote something about it.
Though there is nothing to write about, actually. It was a perfect song...Perfectly picturised and acted by both KV and SJ.👏
Hats off to the TEAM for this one. I have no idea who directed it, but it was beautiful...every bit about it...
Starting with the monologue...The phone ringing in the empty hall with the Embroidery Book on the tepoy...and the way the camera caught the expressions from there.👏
I mean...IT WAS WOW!👏👏👏
Thank U, 4 Lions!🤗
This is how it went...(Lyrics and meaning credit Bollymeaning.com.)
(Opening verses in the BG as Ahil tries his phone...)
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Raanjhan mileya naa ae...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai
I went out to find my lover,
but couldn't find the lover..
O God, having started a fire in my heart,
why have you written separation in my fate..
Perfect lines...Could not have been more perfect!💔
Sanam: Hello.
Ahil:
(The dam breaks. Just the sound of her voice is a heavenly release for him. His lines express the current state of his mind...stretched thin with worry...anguish...despair. Holding himself together with delicate memories of her...so delicate that he is afraid they'd be ruined by the sheet - his mind- getting torn like this. )
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni..
The sheet is thin, worn..
(the meaning here is that it's a little transparent, as it is wet with tears.)
My eyes are moist,
The memories are delicate..
Ahil: Kaun, Sanam? (Fantastic voice modulation by KV here. I mean...way beyond fantastic! 👏)
Sanam:
(Like the dawn yearning to break through...She can feel something...That something' her heart has been searching for, perhaps...Foolishly so, when her heart as she has been told, is 'supposedly' with the one it belongs to.😭 )
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath ho ke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa hum ne hai paayi, raanjhaNa ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujh pe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, saajana ve
Lakeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
What kind of meeting this is, separated even though together..
Why have I received such a punishment, O beloved..
I have to live again, I have to die for you,
This my heart says again, O beloved.
why have you written separation in my fate..
( Phir se mujhe jeena- tujhpe hai marna...
She is happy as a butterfly now. But it is not living, according to her. Deep down, she knows she is in suspended animation. How apt these lines are...beautifully fitting in. And what does she call living? It is that feeling when she knows she can die aching for someone...an ache she still feels...an emotion she just cannot name. Her world is complete- Isn't it? Then what is she missing?
And aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paaayi?- What did she do to deserve this!🤔
The best part of this stanza is the singing voice. The feeling slices through you.💔
And SJ! Looking very pretty...and blank...except for the faint trace of that sadness in her that no one can see.👏👏👏)
Ahil:
Ghair sa hua khud se bhi, naa koi mera
Dard se kar le chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholoon jo baahein, bas gham ye simaT rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage, lamhe ye kyun ghaT rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan..
I became separated from myself, no one is mine..
Make friends with pain, my heart says now.
If I open my arms, only sorrows come to me,
I don't know why these moments are taking place in front of my eyes..
I don't know how someone bears with separations...
(How true! He had only her all his life. Naa koi mera-. Remember the Birthday scene?...when no one remembered the day...and she made it special for him.
And now...His life is filled with pain and pain alone...
Lamhe- waves and waves of suffering come rushing at him.)
Jaane kaise koi sehta judaiyaan...❤️❤️❤️
Really!😳
Take a bow, guys!👍🏼