The scene opens with Sanam and Seher both donating blood for Badi Ammi" unknown to eachother's existence.
Here they've pulled the scene pretty well and SJ again proves her forte in acting! đ the subtle characteristics of Sanam from Seher were easily detectable. Amazing job!đ
but the massive was yet to come and it literally blew us when we saw Sanam appear grim at Aahil's sad state. Tanveer in mask of assurance, rather bluntly points out the frailty of their marriage! "You're putting an amazing act of good marriage." in a way she reminds her that -it's just but an act. :( however instead of discouraging it heightens a catapult of emotions inside her, feelings that Sanam had hardly ever let breath out in the open. The pain that cross over her shocked face is so heartbreaking! The tears tell us what her lips couldnt word. It screams silently- "of course its not an act! Hell-No! Nothing is an act anymore! He matters to me. Matters in a big way!" :(
I really feel so bad for Aahil. There is nobody who cares much for him. His Ammi whom Aahil believes to be his God does only care for his money! All she wants is his property. Wether he lives or die does matter little to her. :( yes he has everything -money, home, family-whatever a person wants he has every comfort-all except one thing-Love. There is no one who cares for him except perhaps Latif . And apart from him Sanam is the only one to whom he matters in true sense!
Aahil i feel therefore is the most unfortunate among all. He has everything, yet he has nothing.
Rehan-i wnt say feels much for him either-at least nt anymore. Yes he may have felt for him before--but post Sanam's marriage to him the bond seem to have faded away rapidly. :(
I'm nt judging him. It is what the current scenario proposes.
I know i should be talking about Sanam but the present situation just brought this truth and i couldnt ignore. :(
Well anyhow back to Sanam-
"har waaqt aapki maanmani nahi chalegi. Aap ki zindagi main aab haq hey mera! Biwi hu main aapki ! " and that's it. She says it! Loud and clear. An open declaration! If only He could hear it! Sigh
all his insecurity-and uncertainty would have vanished that very moment. His every anguish would have replaced with joy! But alas --things wnt get to alter that soon. Happy days are still far away! đ
however Sanam completely gives herself away. She breaks that every piece of veil that was covering the truth. The plea-the sadness--was evident in her tears and plagued tone.
when she runs -her feet almost flying to a lone haven to ease her bleeding heart--it literally shooks us from the deepest terrain. So much so that we feel her sorrow inside ourself! the scene in slow motion is the most beautifully captured scene in the whole epi ! Amazing work by the crew and creative team.đ hats off to them.đ
Namaaz is a beautiful medium of our connection to the almighty. And that takes this moment to another level when Sanam prays for the well-being of her Aahil. The pitiful request of a humble devotee to grant a life. She urges Allah to forgive her. "Allah punish me if need be-but dnt let any harm come over him! Save him-so that i can convey my gratitude..my feelings! I know now how wrong I had been. Please save him! " a true and honest call that is what we see in her yesterday and our heart melts. Though it has warmed long back-when we had seen the grief in those bridal eyes in front Tanveer!
Sanam doesnt know -maybe but we do, that they've both surpassed a phase of mere cordiality. They in fact in every way were living through eachother.đł they both are in Love.â€ïž
and before i conclude i must mention Sanam and her "he hates me" slogan. I mean a man (who is also your husband)saves you-keeps your entire family from harms way--and you seriously think it can be hate? Really?? đł
when i heard it-i was honestly mad! I was like Girl-are you in right state of mind?!đ„± but then of course considering the sad situation my anger subsided. And now i feel nothing but laugh.đ because she needs hammering from Aahil now. Thats her only remedy.đ€Ł
I mean --okay.. if I dnt know the man loves me...I may also nt believe he can love me..but of all the things-after what he has done for her is "he hates me" the right word? Can it describe or justify what he did? Doesnt it occur to her?
Sigh. Anyway...
I'm looking forward to today's epi. Aahil will regain sense and i dn't want to anticipate anything just now. Better to wait for the episode and see how things work for both Sanam & Aahil. And of course Seher too.
As for Haya-i really really felt bad for the poor girl. I mean its nt her fault-yet she is paying the price! in a way Haya was right, Rahat did ran away. But i cnt blame him either ! What else he could do in a state like this? No one to blame other than the situation here.
and Fayez-sorry to say this-but he is too imature and naive! Not yet in that age to understand the depth of marriage. :( and lets nt forget that little moment when he fails to understand her sign language! :( did you guys notice that thing?
Unlucky her. I truly feel for Haya. Hope some good thing happens soon and she gets that smile on her face back. :(
p.s. And Seher knows about Sanam now, nt of being her sister but her existence so that is some development. Let us see what awaits now !
So thats from me today. Those who wanted a long post from me, i hope are happy now! đ
ok now please share your opinions. Waiting to hear them.đł
take care..love you loads..đ€