Part 3B
Zoya was unnaturally silent on the way back. Asad wanted to apologise to her for hurting her & insulting for many things as he blindly trusted tanveer. Before reaching KV asad stopped the car in the near by park. Zoya looked at him.
Asad: please ms.farooqui five minutes I need to talk to you.
Asad & zoya sat in the bench.
Asad: zoya I am really sorry!
Zoya looked at him.
Asad: I have insulted you & hurt you very badly. Not once but many times. I blindly trusted my friend tanveer. And she utilised it.
Zoya: it's not about tanveer mr.khan. You have never trusted me. From day 1 you judged. Just because I were jeans you declared that I am mannerless. You even accused that my presence can spoil najma. You shouted at me after that college incident. You were so worried that your reputation got spoiled because you were called to police station as my guardian. You were going on accusing me for my behaviour. I became shameless only because I bet the guys who misbehaved with najma. Let me ask you one thing instead of me if you were there wouldn't you have done the same thing?
Asad was astonished. Zoya was 100% correct. He would have bet those guys to death for misbehaving with najma.
Zoya: just because I was a girl I am not prohibited to react. I too have responsibilities towards najma. She is my BFF. Not only you even that dean was so affected by me because I broke his bloody window. He was so eager to sent me to police station.No one was interested to find those guys who misbehaved with najma. Did they gave any security after that? No! Even after that those guys disturbed najma again. You were shouting at me as I am bad example for girls. But let me tell you were a bad example for a brother. You never tried to know najma's feelings. When she accidentally cut her hair she was so scared of you. She didn't have the guts to say truth on your face. She was damn scared of you. She wanted to wear modern cloths & wanted to participate in fashion show in there college. But she backed off. Only because she is scared of you. She never shared her likes & dislikes with you only because she was scared of your dominating & judgemental nature.
Zoya was gasping. Asad was feeling so bad of himself. He knows zoya was correct. By being the man of his house he forget to see small small happiness of his family. He failed to understand his own sister. As zoya said because of his nature najma was scared to share her feelings with him.
Zoya: then you came to know about my broken marriage with akram. You were so eager to shout at me & imply your opinion about me. You failed to see that there are two sides for a problem. You were so sure that I was wrong only because I wear jeans & I talks always. You were so sure about your employee. You sent me to him without even wanting to listen my reasons. Then what happened? Akram kidnapped. He drugged me & forcefully tried to marry me. If I didn't have the chance to connect to phupi would you ever come to know what had happened to me? No! In your view I was the wrong one. All that happened only because of my irresponsibility. Even though you saved me you were too egoistic to accept your mistake.
Asad: zoya please
Zoya: I didn't finish mr.khan. Then in mangalpur I saved your cousin sister Mariam from that rapist. But as usual you were not ready to hear what happened. If your mamu has not revealed the truth you would have never came to known what had happened with Mariam? Then after phupi's shoot out you slapped me in a public place. You yourself claims that you are a gentleman right? But let me tell you you are not. A gentle man never manhandles a women.
Asad was feeling extremely guilty for slapping her.
Zoya: after that you never allowed me to meet phupi. You even hurt me by saying that I don't deserve my ammi & that's why my ammi passed away.
Asad had tears.
Asad: zoya out of my anger I said like that. I never meant like that.
Zoya: after saying all those hurtful words I didn't meant like that it was due to anger doesn't matter. Then when I stopped you from attending court case for phupi you left me in a unknown remote place all alone. If it was your sister would you have left like that? What if instead of that bus accident someone had kidnapped me or misbehaved with me?
Asad was startled. He can't even imagine if something like that happening to zoya.
Zoya: then came your tanu. Whom you considered as epitome of culture only because she wears salwars & cover her head with pallu & talks sweetly. By listing to her you even accused me that I tried to kill every one by carelessly fixing the gas cylinder. Also you accused me that I purposefully tried to kill you by serving that peanut dish even after knowing that you are allergic to it. Instead of thanking me for saving your life you were accusing me for trying to murder you.
Asad closed his. Ya he behaved like a jerk most of times with her.
Zoya: then your so calked tanu accused me that I left her in hospital. Without even listening to me you accused me as irresponsible person. Not once but many times you even accused my parents for not giving me good upbringing. But let me remind you by accusing my upbringing you yourself had put down phupi's upbringing.
Asad was stunt.
Zoya: finally what had happened with your so called tanu who covers her head with pallu. She came to your house to steel the important evidence of your case. She tried to kill you. Not once but twice. Then she tried to seduce you so that she can put her illegitimate kid on your head.
by thinking that you are saving nikhat's life you promoted dowry system. Even after knowing that those people always insulted NikhAt for her completion & imran's mammu bet Ayaan to death for knowing his relationship with you, you tried to marry your sister with that jerk. Now you only tell me after all this why should I forgive a man like you?
Asad was shocked to see zoya pouring out all her frustrations to him.
A/N: I truly feel zoya should have reacted to asad like this in show. Women are not weaklings nor so forgiving idiots like they showed in the serial
Edited by Az07 - 11 years ago