Hi,
It's Shazia again. We have been talking to the doctors around the clock and they have said that its a miracle that Ruksar is still alive. They said with her condition this bad they expected the longest she would have been able to hold on was just for around 48 hours but shes still going strong and its been almost 72 hours. I want to thank ALL of you for taking your time out and sending your duas and well wishes for her well being and fast recovery. A lot of people have just brushed this off and ignored my posts regarding her health and it's just sad but for all of you that have posted I am very very very grateful to you guys. It doesn't matter if its just a short get well or I am praying for you but the thought that you guys took out your time to post for her really touches my heart. I do not know how to thank you guys enough for your support.
The doctors recommended us to let my brother to sit with her and talk with her from time to time and it is surprising to see that when he does talk with her, her brain activity shows a spike in the monitor. The doctor has told us that her heart is getting much weaker and they don't know how much longer her body can take the shocks from the defibrillator to get her heart going again. Her parents have asked if they could just put her on life support but now the doctor's are telling us that if we do that they she may not be able to come out of the coma and her heart may not start to beat again.
Things from last night are looking bad cause her BP has dropped and is really low and at this time right now the doctors are only worried about is getting her BP stabled and making sure that her heart doesn't stop beating again. I don't have much good news besides the fact that shes still holding on and fighting and that her brain activity spikes significantly when my brother talks with her.
Please keep sending your duas. It really helps and I just have this strong feeling in my gut that soon Ruksar will wake up. I don't know but I want to share this with you guys. I stayed back at the hospital the whole night with my brother so I could send her parents home to get some rest since they havent been since the past 3 days. So it was time for morning prayers I did my wudu (ablution) for my morning prayers and when I was saying my dua at the end I was asking for Ruksar's quick recovery and all of a sudden this image of Ruksar flashed in my mind with her smiling and laughing in the hospital bed. This has never happened to me before because when I am praying I always have full concentration on my prayers but for some reason this morning that image just came at me from out of no where I dont know if its a meaning or sign but I pray to allah that I can soon see her laying on that hospital bed and smiling.
After I said my prayers I went to lay down for a bit since I was super exhausted and I had a dream of Ruksar she was smiling at me and saying that everything will be alright and not to worry. When I got back to the hospital I found out that both my brother and her parents had the same exact dream as I had i know its weird but I think that allah was sending us all a message. I pray she will be okay.
please keep ruksar in your duas i would be so greatful for this.
and let me know if you guys would still like updates.
Shazia ðŸ˜
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