Asad's Diary 23.01.2013

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Posted: 12 years ago
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I am very much disturbed that someone is entering into my thought/life. She is entering and drastically changing me. My world was my mother, sister and brother. Now my world has someone more. Whom I do not like at all. But who's well being is very much important for me. I do really care about her now. But it should not be like that. She brings trouble with her. So I am annoyed with her always but at the same time I want to make sure that she is out of trouble whenever trouble tries to reach her.

I do not like her at all. She is a trouble and brings trouble everywhere. I myself is a very disciplined person and do not like such undisciplined person.

At first she does not have the tameez of talking. She does not have the manner of talking. She fought with goons in college and got arrested. She eloped from her own marriage by degrading th family. Yeah, later I knew that she had her reason. But then again she interfered in my life twice. Then again she brought life in danger in Mangalpur.

She is a total pain. Yet I cared for her. When I saw her dead I felt like something important of my life is on more there. It felt like my heartbeat will stop with that. When I knew that she was alive then my jaan was back in my heart. I could not resist myself. I kissed her forehead with too much happiness. She was alive that was the most important thing at that time.

At that time I could think of nothing else. She was the most important thing at that time.

Now when I look back I am scared at that thought. Why has she become so important for me? She is just a careless stupid girl. I should not think or get attached to her that much.

She jumps into any situation without thinking the end result of it. She is really stupid and a problem. But I can't also ignore her when she herself is in problem. I don't know when she will leave from my life. I think then everything will become normal again.
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Posted: 12 years ago
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a very good post dear

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Posted: 12 years ago
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Thank you for the comments all.

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