-Sleepless Nights-
(It's written for PaYa, Adi's sleepless nights & Pankhuri's thoughts disturbing his sleep. so basically Adi is describing his sleepless night!)
Lying on my bed starring into the darkness,
Wide awake, as sleep is disturbed once again.
I keep tossing on the cold bed, but no point
I jump out of my lonely bed,
And quietly walked near the balcony.
I gazed up into a starry sky,
Trying not to think about you,
But it just happens, I've lost control of it,
Just when I try to forget for a while,
You keep coming back to my mind.
Even when you're far away,
Your thoughts are always close to me.
Your memory lingers there.
I see your reflection even in the darkness,
My hands reach out to touch you,
your face glows in every person I see
Your face is everywhere I go.
I feel you presence when you're not here,
I feel some unknown force pulling me towards you,
What's happening to me? I'm trying to understand.
I didn't know what restlessness was before,
Maybe this is love, how did I come to love you ?
My heart races, never been so crazy like this.
Then again, that one thought keeps popping in my head,
"What about our friendship?"
That pure and the most beautiful relation we share,
I can't let our friendship die,
I just can't do the impossible, not even going to try.
So I silently crawled back into my cold bed, sliding the soft duvet on my bare skin,
And buried my face between the two pillows.
I pull my pillow closer
Pretend it's you by my side,
I whisper your name repeatedly and wish you goodnight,
But my ears long to hear the same.
Then I, once again start to weave dreams on silent nights,
And drown in unknown thoughts.
Oh, why do I run after memories?
These sleepless nights give no answer.
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I am not a writer, i don't write. This work is entirely done out of BOREDOM at night without putting much thought into it. So, if you dislike just tell me kindly haha.
Also, sorry for any grammatical errors, excuse the English please. Haven't wrote poems in ages!
So yeah, just let me know your opinion about this "so-called" creative work..
Thanks for reading!