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Hello all 😊
I guess I am not one among those who'd stage a quiet exit 😆 But on a serious note I wanted to but I just couldn't bcoz I made many friends here n it wouldn't be fair if I would leave without telling a goodbye. IF has been my second home for a long time now n its all bcoz of u guys 😳 I must have said this a million times over but I would like to say it yet again - I became an active member only after PKYEK started though I had joined in late dec 2005. I had never made friends before either n for more than 6 yrs I guess I had still been a senior member 😆 I still cant believe I got stuck with pinky now 😛 I still cant believe that a random chat with Ayshu aka matwamango who was my first ever friend here, led to me writing FFs n I still cant believe I wrote a story 😆
As much as I criticise my own writing I will always be grateful to it 😳 It came to me at a point in time when I needed it the most n I found one means of expressing what I felt, what I imagined in words though I was never a writer n I will never ever intend to be even in my wildest dreams 😆 And also bcoz of my lousy FFs I got friends here. I dont know u guys. I have never met u, n I guess I havent spoken to u guys either but u became an intrinsic part of my life. U guys r as real as those whom I have known for over years or maybe more. Even a small comment u guys made on my FF made me so special about myself n I never thought I'd have even around 10 readers when I started let alone 40 or more 😕
I am extremely sorry for the roller coaster ride I took u guys along with my endless I shall-I shall not quit rants I know u guys felt very disheartened each time I did that n believe me I know how it feels coz I have felt that many times when I read brilliant unfinished stories It hurts. But trust me, I never did it to gain ur attention. Please believe me I am just a person with erratic mood swings n I have acted on impulse 😠I felt horrible later n I even got back to my writing.
For reasons I do not wish to disclose, I am quitting IF for now. I intend to not come back but I cannot speak for the future. I am really sorry for all the times I have behaved like a jerk I will miss you all 😠I guess u think of me as an attention seeker n well I cant blame u guys either. But I just wanna say thank u for all ur love n support 🤗
U guys willl always be a part of my life no matter where I go and love u all 🤗
Take care 🤗
Love,
Mandy 😳
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