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People ask,"why is it so hard to trust"
i ask,"why is it so hard to keep a promise"
pia..
i trusted you with my truth,dint i?
I pushed as far as i could go,just to save your life..
i trusted our love every second when i forced the monster inside me out!
I had to!
you left me no escape.
but when i took you out of that unlucky place..
you pushed me away, called me a darinda..
you retreated back..
why pia why..
you said our love is strong.
Pia please dont go..
my heart hasn't beat in 300 years..
but when you pushed me!
it was different..
i found my self losing all my emotions and dead soul at that place..
you yelled "good bye"!
Oh! Abhay! I am so foolish! How can i say good bye to someone i never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine pia!
Why is it i miss someone i was never really with?
And why do i really someone whose love was never really me?
No no no ABHAY ABHAY ABHAY!
STOP CONVINCING YOURSELF WITH LIES!
Pia how can i forget you when you are always on my mind!
How can i not want you when you are all that i want!
How can i let you go when you are all that i want inside
how can i not love you, when you control my heart!
Pia my angel! I cant talk to you any more, its not that i am mad at you, its just hard.
when i talk to you i realize how much i love you, and when i realize how much i love you, i realize i cant have you and that makes me love you even more
i can bear any pain..
but not this..
pia sab khatam kar dia tumne!
kuch nahi bacha ab jeene ke liye,
nafrat hoti hai mujhe apne aap se..
kaha tha na tumhe..mujhse dur raho..aag hu me. mere pass aaogi to jal jaogi..
kaha tha na tum sach bardasht nahi kar paogi..
pia pyar ki ye kahani asambhav hai..
why did you leave rose bed and decided to walk on fire bed! Dard ho raha hai na! Ha pia mujhe bhi ho raha hai!
pia kaise keh dia me darinda hu..
kaise keh dia alvida..
kaise keh dia mere pass dil nahi hai..
kya tumhe mere ansu nazar nahi aye..
pia mat jao..
ha me chahta tha tum mujhse dur chali jao..
ha me chahta tha tum mujhse nafrat karo..
par is tarah se nahi..
pia me vampire hu, is me meri kya galti hai!
tumse pyar karta hu..
kya yeh hai mera gunah..
maine kitna samjhaya tha..
mat ana yaha!
ye jagah manhus hai..
aaj se 300 sal pehale yaha maine maithli ko kho dia tha..
aur aaj maine tumhe kho diya..
isi manhus jagah par..
maithli ko bhulane me 300 saal lage mujhe..
pia me mar jaunga tumhare bina
pia me vahi abhay hu jo tum se bepanah pyar karta hai!
kya tumhe mere pyar me haivaniyat nazar ati thi!
Pia tum sahi ho..
you can never be wrong..
you deserve someone human who doesnt misuses your innocence..
Pia whether you love me or not,
i will be there with you,
cause your life is in danger and i will protect you.
Hate me or hurt me or do what you want but i will save you from this world..
pia if i could ever give you any thing in life! I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then you would realize how pure my feelings and soul are when it comes to loving you! I can never let monster inside me hurt you.. Not even in my dreams! Please dont run away it hurts!
Yours and only yours
Abhay!
i ask,"why is it so hard to keep a promise"
pia..
i trusted you with my truth,dint i?
I pushed as far as i could go,just to save your life..
i trusted our love every second when i forced the monster inside me out!
I had to!
you left me no escape.
but when i took you out of that unlucky place..
you pushed me away, called me a darinda..
you retreated back..
why pia why..
you said our love is strong.
Pia please dont go..
my heart hasn't beat in 300 years..
but when you pushed me!
it was different..
i found my self losing all my emotions and dead soul at that place..
you yelled "good bye"!
Oh! Abhay! I am so foolish! How can i say good bye to someone i never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine pia!
Why is it i miss someone i was never really with?
And why do i really someone whose love was never really me?
No no no ABHAY ABHAY ABHAY!
STOP CONVINCING YOURSELF WITH LIES!
Pia how can i forget you when you are always on my mind!
How can i not want you when you are all that i want!
How can i let you go when you are all that i want inside
how can i not love you, when you control my heart!
Pia my angel! I cant talk to you any more, its not that i am mad at you, its just hard.
when i talk to you i realize how much i love you, and when i realize how much i love you, i realize i cant have you and that makes me love you even more
i can bear any pain..
but not this..
pia sab khatam kar dia tumne!
kuch nahi bacha ab jeene ke liye,
nafrat hoti hai mujhe apne aap se..
kaha tha na tumhe..mujhse dur raho..aag hu me. mere pass aaogi to jal jaogi..
kaha tha na tum sach bardasht nahi kar paogi..
pia pyar ki ye kahani asambhav hai..
why did you leave rose bed and decided to walk on fire bed! Dard ho raha hai na! Ha pia mujhe bhi ho raha hai!
pia kaise keh dia me darinda hu..
kaise keh dia alvida..
kaise keh dia mere pass dil nahi hai..
kya tumhe mere ansu nazar nahi aye..
pia mat jao..
ha me chahta tha tum mujhse dur chali jao..
ha me chahta tha tum mujhse nafrat karo..
par is tarah se nahi..
pia me vampire hu, is me meri kya galti hai!
tumse pyar karta hu..
kya yeh hai mera gunah..
maine kitna samjhaya tha..
mat ana yaha!
ye jagah manhus hai..
aaj se 300 sal pehale yaha maine maithli ko kho dia tha..
aur aaj maine tumhe kho diya..
isi manhus jagah par..
maithli ko bhulane me 300 saal lage mujhe..
pia me mar jaunga tumhare bina
pia me vahi abhay hu jo tum se bepanah pyar karta hai!
kya tumhe mere pyar me haivaniyat nazar ati thi!
Pia tum sahi ho..
you can never be wrong..
you deserve someone human who doesnt misuses your innocence..
Pia whether you love me or not,
i will be there with you,
cause your life is in danger and i will protect you.
Hate me or hurt me or do what you want but i will save you from this world..
pia if i could ever give you any thing in life! I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then you would realize how pure my feelings and soul are when it comes to loving you! I can never let monster inside me hurt you.. Not even in my dreams! Please dont run away it hurts!
Yours and only yours
Abhay!
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