hi guys....i am sorry for my absence on my second home....actually i lost my grandfather on december 25th...10.57pm......i lost my that grandfather whom i opened my eyes for the first time on his arms after coming to the world...i didn't know my father because mom-dad was divorce and my dad was a violent psychiatric patient.....he was the one who showered me with father's love....who made me study.....whom i share all my sorrows...my happiness...and my every birthday i take his blessings.....i have lost my that grandfather....i always lived with him.....now since he is gone i can't live without him at all...me and mom are so lost without him.....
nowdays i have no mood to even watch Tere Liye...Pyar Ki Yeh Ek Kahani.....i feel like my soul has just come out from me......
i can't even cry my pain out because if i cry....i will loose mom too because she is in complete depression now.....i have to be strong....but then i cannot yaar.....i didn't know life is so cruel...if really god needs bring everyone with him then why create relationships and beautiful bonds like grandmother...grandfather...mother...father...brother...sister...husband...wife...why such relationships when all needs to go away one day......its really painful to loose a loved ones....after living with them...loving them.....its really painful....
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