my take on yash's Pov
I think we all remember the conversation between Aman and Yash,yash told aman that Arti loving him is the problem for him.Based on this Iam thinking that Yash is more attracted towards arti rather than love.But he started to feel for her but he is not completely in love with her.Iam telling this because we never saw yash showing intense feelings towards arti but we saw arti's side. I think cv's planned this track well before because we got to see arti falling for yash but we never saw yash feelings towards arti except some eyelocks.I used to think why cvs are not making arti to fall sick then yash would have taken care of her and may have a chance to see his feelings.but I think cvs did this on purpose to never show yash feelings that strong.
In other stories both leads fall slowly for each other,then confession etc etc, that is routine. I think cvs make arti fall first and soon because they planned this consummation track well before. If arti would'nt have love yash first arti would not have given herself to yash,if she does also that story would not have been this good.Coming to consummation,because of bhang and as we all know Yash is already attracted to arti so he is out of control at that moment but coming to arti even if she is in her senses she would have given herself to yash because she is in love with him.
As we all know Yash is a very gentleman standing to his priciples. As of yash true love born only once.He is not able to accept that he is attracted to arti and started to feel for arti. He married because of kids and thinks the same with arti. but now he knows arti loves him. I think yash feels like I do not deserve arti's love,because Iam so much in love with arpita and i cannot betray arpita and he sees arti as a woman,mother to his kids but not as a wife. so he feels like he took advantage of a woman. He is feelig guilty and pain So he is punishing himself. He is angry on arti because she didnt stop him and he is afraid that if she comes close he may fall for her.but he is not realizing that he has already started to fall for her.
Its veyr easy for us to say that oh for god sake she is your wife there is nothing wrong in that but be in yash shoes and think,one who is so much in love its not easy to move on quickly.If one can move on so easily then love stories like devdas and paru wouldn't have such intensity and pain. After consummation if yash is shown confessing his love,I think it would not justified yash's character because we have nerver seen intense feelings in him for arti but now we can see the emotional bonding between them.
During this pregnany track yash sure will come close to arti and arti will make yash realize his feelings and makes him understand that its not wrong to fall in love again.In between yash may struggle more to accept the truth but he will be in deep love with arti.
I think the cvs are doing nice work by showing a different and matured story but they dragged the track for so many days I know afterall its a daily soap.