Sammaan or Saman?
The Moral of the story... Was in Daadi's speech "Jitni uss ki soch, woh utna hi karega"
Well along those lines anyway.
True words came from Daadi today. Pratigya has to understand that Krishna doesn't carry a wiki pedia for a brain like her. He only knows Taqaat, and that is what he can use. Politics is not his forte, Transparency is his strength and weakness both.
Can one blame Amma as much? Somewhere along the lines, Amma knew that Pratigya doesn't understand Krishna, he is nothing but a toy in her hands. I do not agree with what she did with them though, but I see where her dislike for Pratigya emerges from. To her understanding Pratigya is not someone that will love her Krishna whole heartedly, or give into him like she does with SS. We saw this coldness today, despite the fact that she knows what he is capable of, she stood their coldly wandering about her F&*%$ing Galat and sahi... Get your priorities right Pratigya. First go save him and then take him to task.
Thank god for Arushi, cutting her bashaan short. I wish Pratigya had some element of her sister in her. Her sister is a little more human than her. Infact all the Saxena's are. Saxena is Adharwaasi but he is not rigid, not up of himself, not arrogant nor ignorant. So Pratigya where did you actually get these traits from?
Now coming to Baba...No doubt he would have jumped off that Tanki, But was his intentions right?
Is he Krishna, Pratigya's husband on the Tanki, or The lover Krishna Singh Thakur. There has been the emphasis of his Thakurai for a while now... which may lead into the next Kriya track.
Now Pratigya wants him to be a responsible man, A bit like when Jodaa didn't want to return to Akhber. Akhber did not ponder in childish games. But as a humble act from within himself he removed teerth yaatra tax. This was the humble selfless act that won Jodaa's heart and she returned. Baba may be uneducated.. but so was Akhber. So is uneducation the key to childishness?
Is then Daadi's point still valid? Again a conflicting view to ponder on.
Even if Krishna wanted to climb the 85 feet tanki, did he have to involve the media? Then the answer is no. There was no need for publicising their relationship.
For 2 seconds when Pratigya was walking upto Krishna, her hard act was softening.. until the reporters attacked her. Realisation hit her that - My god, what do I say? What is the world thinking, My strong relationship thread is being tugged at by strangers who have no idea of my bond with Krishna. Her dirty looks upwards was a silent Thankyou "You Dog! What have you done, Not only have you shamed me infront of the whole world, But what must all these people be thinking off".
Imagine is Nitin, Amaan from the comforts of their home and Lucky, Jugnu from their cells were watching.. must be enjoying it and also thinking 'Did he have an affair?'. Even Angaad's aatma must have a big smirk accross his face. It's not the physical embarrasment that one feels angry at like the stage dance was a physical embarrassemt.. But Krishna has raised mental questions in everyone's minds about their relationship. In such situations - she cannot even admit the truth and talk about Amma, as that is her family. So Pratigya's gussa is jahiz. BUT the lack of care for her husbands life is not justifiable. His life comes before her self respect.
Will Pratigya soften with the Sammaan line? 2 baatein. She may feel that Krishna does not care less about her sammaan, but then realising that he infact thinks that she is his Sammaan, a Thakur's Sammann may make her melt, and realise regardless of what the world thinks to him she is his world. OR will she feel that by doing all this... he doesn't know the meaning of the word and is confusing Sammaan for samaan (Meaning his item). Will she feel that she is nothing more than his prized trophy, his possession only. KST's prize for which he can play the deadliest stunt for.
So we have to wait and see.
Will she go back to him, out of love or just to save his life?
Changes.. KST has changed after the separation, he is no doubt no longer the puppy Krishna. Even though he may not realise this but he has gained back his hard attitude. Is this caused somewhat from suppressed anger he has been feeling? Is he subconsiously sheilding himsesl like the old Krishna. In a sense we have to Thank Amma who returned our Krishna Krishna Krishna to us.
In the long run, when Krishna is more independent and assertive and determined to get what he wants and and becomes a successful achiever Pratigya too will appreciate this.
Krishna is not a bad guy, he is a nirbuddi.
Changed for Pratigya, SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE. Krishna has suppressed his maan ki awwaz, that he knows too that he has been nothing but a puppy on the leash. In an outburst these feelings fought their way out. We have heard them, they exist.
If they remain supressed then oneday, Krishna an Pratigya will not separate because Amma wanted them to - But because he'll want to himself. Pratigya's comment is still loud and clear in my mind... If he doesn't learn today, then tommorrow things can get out of hand, where he will not be able to apologise and I will not be able to forgive him. Maybe even if that does happen in the future - we have the satisfaction of knowing, the deeds he didn't do to pacify Pratigya, he'll so it the next time.
Pratigya, be human only. You live once so enjoy you life. We all do things in life and fight for the causes that we believe in, but at the same time we remain human. Life is not about galaat and sahi al the time. The world is too big honey, it will not fit in your small palms alone.
If 1 person did 100 good things, it doesn't make a difference - but if 1000 people did atleast 1 good thing then that is 10 times better. A battle cannot be won alone... use your skills to influence others in good causes, lead the way.. but you cannot fight or win their battles alone.
The world will not change with a one handed slap, but it needs a united mexican wave to be noticed.
Show humbleness, love and affection and oneday the stongest of stones with crack.
Krishna, to be a better man, do it for yourself then that way there are no pretences. If you do it to impress others then oneday you will fall short and loose yourself.
That's all I have to say for today...
Watch out E.A may follow later.
My God Today I could tolerate Naina...
Carisma. xx
Edited by carisma2 - 14 years ago