PART-38
it was early morning. the nature has calm down...rain was completely stopped. krishna was also pulled back in to his sense. he came inside the cottage found and pratigya sitting on the cot and still crying.he hesitantly went and sat beside her.immediately she got up from the cot.
krishna:'prati...gya.....😔'he called in his husky voice and hold her wrist.he don't know how to say or start.
pratigya:...😭😡
krishna:'muchay maaf kardho... please...'he winced.
pratigya:...😭
krishna:' i was drunk...and out of control...i am sorry...please...😔'
pratigya:😭 😡.......she did not believe him cus recently she acted as if she was drunk.she thought he is doing the same thing now.
krishna:'aagay issa kabhi nahi hoga pratigya...i promise...😭'
pratigya:'mera haath chodiyeh...😡'.she tried to pull her hand.he left her hand with painful heart💔.
krishna:'pratigya...mera dhimag gharaab hogayatha...please maaf kardo na...🥺'
pratigya:...😡😭
krishna:.please ...pratigya...i love u...😭'
pratigya:'don't ever say that to me..😡'she immediately turned and looked at him angrily.
pratigya:'i hate you...😡😭'she screamed.
krishna:'please issa math bolo pratigya...😭'
pratigya:'you insulted my feelings...thum ne muchay bahuth dardth diya hai.... bahuth...😭'she cried.
krishna:'mai maan tha hun pratigya....muchay maaf kardtho...😭'.
pratigya:'thum maafi kay layak hi nahi ho krishna..i hate u...😡'she started walking out of the cottage without caring him.krishna took his shirt ,wore it and followed her with a swollen and broken heart .
without looking in to one anothers face they drove home.by the time they reached home it was sunday after noon.krishna went to his green room with a depressed heart.he felt ashamed of himself.
'how come i behave like this...'he cursed himself....'pratigya ne sahi kaha mai maafi kay layak hi nahi hun...😭'
'pratigya ne muchay bahuth payaar diya...par maine pratigya ko sirf dardth diya hai sirf dardth...😭'he went and fall on his bed.
when he woke up it was evening.while getting up he noticed the red roses bouquet on his bed and was surprised and shocked too.he took it and saw the valentine card form rolli.he got sooo mad😡 ..tore the card and threw the bouquet on the floor.
he came out of his room angrily and called jugnu loudly
krishna:'jugnu...😡'he yelled from the balcony.
jugnu:' ji saab...'
krishna:'kisne bheja wo bouquet...😕'
jugnu:'patha nahi saab...muchay security guard ne diya tha...mai ne pratigya ma'am ko thay diya...'he said innocently.
krishna:'you...idiot...😡'he kicked the balcony.'that is why pratigya was behaving indifferently. ' enough is enough ...i should talk about rolli to pratigya...' he decided.he went and had hot water shower, changed in to his causal dress, gathered all his courage and went to pratigya's room.
pratigya was sitting on the sofa and watching TV.he went and sat beside her,took the TV remote and switch off the TV.
pratigya:😡...yeh a bathameezi hai?'
krishna:'muchay thum se baath karni hai...😊'he said in a very cool tone.
pratigya:'muchay thumse kuch nahi sunee hai...😡'said without even looking at him
krishna:'i want to talk about rolli...'
pratigya:'i don't want to hear nonsense....'
krishna:'pratigya....to me it makes sense ...😡'he said angrily.
pratigya:....
krishna:'thaykho pratigya...believe me ...i don't have any relation with rolli.yes it is true once i had a feeling for her .but it was a crush..infatuation..wo mera weham tha, mera naadane thi...'
katuri:...
krishna:'par uss rolli ne mera mazaak banaya..she insulted me in front of my friends..she teased me...she made fun of me and my feelings towards her...😔'he remember those days and got emotionaled.
pratigya:...
krishna:'after that i never met her....recently she called me and said she want a job in saxena industries or 70 to 80 lakhs cash...i refused both...that is why she is mad at me...'he paused for a while.
pratigya:'ab muchay TV thaykne dtho..'she said reluctantly and tried to switch on the TV.
krishna:pratigya..i am serious...'
pratigya:'tho mai kya karoon...😡'
krishna:pratigya...why don't you believe me....ek moka tho...please..'he touched her cheek with his palm with passion and said in a begging tone.
pratigya:😡....looked at him angrily.
pratigya:'will you please take your hand😡...don't ever try to touch me...get away from me...'she said rudely.
krishna:'issa math bolo pratigya...😭'he removed his hand with tears.
pratigya:'will you please leave me alone now....😡'she said without any mercy. heart wrentched krishna walked out of her room with tears.
after he went her emotions which she was trying to dump in front of krishna burst out as loud cry.she threw the remote on the sofa ran and fall upside down on the bed. burried her flaming hot face in the pillow. she cired for a long time.her small brain could not take so many things at a time. it started hurting. she deeply started thinking about krishna and her life with him.
'one corner of her heart which madly loves krishna supported him the other part of her heart which is angry with him try to blame him...
subconscious 1:' hey pratigya trust krishna. there is no lie in his confession....😊'
subconscious 2:' no ...i canot...there is no proof for that...😡'
subconscious 1:proof!..remember few days back krishna rejected the canditate rolli singhaniya with out any reason ,who was from his same university with the same qualification....'
subconscious 2:😕 started thinking
subconscious 1:..may be that rolli singhaniya is the same rolli whom he loved...😊
subconscious 2:..if he is innocent why he did not say about the kid😡?...
subconscious 1:😕
subconscious 2: why he did not disclose about rolli before marriage?...
subconscious 1: 'may be he was scared of loosing you...😕'
subconscious 2:😡 come on ...don't say me lame excuses again and again...
subconscious 2:'yesterday he try to force himself on me...how come he do to me like that...😡
subconscious 1: don't see only his side ...what about you? you hurt him and kindled his anger by insulting him and comparing yourself with rolli....'
subconscious 2: cuz i was angry with him...😡
subconscious 1:'more over you are not completely dressed up...you seduced him...he is not a saint....'
subconscious 2:so...😡
subconscious 1:what so? 😡listen you know about him...have he ever try to miss use you? he had plenty of chances before and after marriage to do so. when you were traveling in the train, on a rainy day when you took him for shopping...when he was staying in your house before marriage,when he thought you have eaten drug paan...etc... he never ever tried to exploit you...did he?
subconscious 2:😕
subconscious 1:...yesterday he miss behaved cuz he was drunk...'
subconscious 2:' i can't accept his lame excuse...😡'
subconscious 1:fine...if you keep suspecting and never make up your mind to believe your spouse then your married life is going to be hell...😡'
both the subconscious disappeared leaving her alone. she got up from the bed and looked around with confusion.
few days later.
morning 7am.
pratigya woke up.she looked around for krishna.that is her routine work.she could not find him on the sofa.when she was about to get up from her bed she saw a single beautiful fresh red rose with a leaf and stem was kept beside her along with a card.as soon as she saw the red rose the rolli 's wording in the valentine card flashed in to her mind ...that thought made her angry😡.
she took the card and opened it.'happy ..birth day ..to you...happy birth day...to you..'it is a musical cad started singing melodiously.below that it was written;
happy birth day
to my angel
krishna😃
'oh!...today is my birth day😛...'she remembered. for a moment she felt happy for krishna remembering her birth day ...and very next moment she got mad.i hate this man😡...i don't want his wishes😡...she took the card and rose and went straight to krishna's room.
he was standing with a white bath robe and wiping his head with a white turkey towel.she threw the rose and the card on the ground which went and fall in front of him near his feet.krishna stopped wiping and looked at pratigya.
pratigya turned and about to go.he threw the towel on the bed and kept two long steps...stretched his hand and hold her arm.
krishna:pratigya...you have insulted my greetings....😡'
pratigya:...😡
krishna:'pratigya...i have told every thing about rolli...and i have apologized for my mistakes...'he said in a sorry tone.
pratigya:...😡
krishna:'... why you are so rude and mean to me...mai thumara pati hun...'
pratigya:...😡
krishna:'thumara problem kay hai...😡?'
pratigya:'problem hai mr.krishna singh...first of all i hate red roses..and i don't take wishes from people whom i hate...😡'
pratigya:'i hate you....😡'
pratigya:'leave my hand...😡'
krishna:' you don't hate me...pratigya...you can't...'he left her hand.
pratigya:'leave my hand...i hate you...😡'
krishna:'teek hai...with in 24 hours i will prove that you love me...it is my challenge...'
pratigya:'leave my hand...😡'
krishna:'long before i left your hand..jao yahaan se...chalejao...😡'he shouted at her with frustration.pratigya ran away from there with tears running down from her eyes.
in the office pratigya was very busy with her work.she completely forgot about krishna and his challenge.when she reached home it was evening 5.30pm.
saxena house was completely decorated with serial lights and flowers.and all her cousins eagerly waiting for pratigya.as soon as she entered they surrounded her...
cousin1:'birthday baby...you should have come little earlier from office today...😊'
cousin2:'you should not have gone to office at all...😃'
cousin3:'chalo.. chalo jalthi se thayaar ho jao...😊'they dragged her and went.
they did not allow her to think or speak.she was confused.she never knew that it was the preplanned of krishna as krishna knew all her cousins he invited them all and told them to make all arrangements and he arranged for a family party.there were no outsiders.he invited only her cousins around 8 to 10 members.
pratigya does not know all these things.she went up and about to enter her bed room.
cousin:'nahi....yahaan naheee...here we have a surprise for you..you can't go now...'they took her to krishna's room.krishna was not there in his room.
cousin:'chalo...jalthi se fresh up ho jao..'they pushed her in to the wash room.
she came back after a quick shower.her cousins left her to get ready.there was a shopping bag kept on the bed.she opened it....there was a white expensive shifaan sari grandly decorated with pearls and sequins and a white sleeveless blouse.after marriage she stopped wearing sleeveless blouse.in another box complete delicate pearl set was kept.
after dressing up she put slight make up....and looked in to the mirror...wow😛...she could not believe herself.by that time her cousins came back to her.
cousin:'are you ready...?😊'
cousin:'omg😲...you look gorgeous ...😛'
cousin:'abchalo...'she spray perfume on her .
they took to her bed room and told her to open.when she opened she was dumbfounded.it was beautifully decorated with red roses and lots and lots of candles and balloons.her bed was completely covered with red rose petals...
in the middle of the room a big cake was kept krishna and few more cousins were standing beside the cake.as soon as she foot in they burst balloons,clapped and sang 'happy birth day...to you..happy birth day to dear...pratigya...'it was a very pleasant surprise for her.she was excited like a child.
she understood that the credit goes to krishna.she looked at him.he was in white suit...with a single red rose pined up to left side of his coat near his chest..looking hot and handsome.they took her near the cake.she cut the cake between a big applause and birth day wishing song.
cousin:'dii come on jiju ko kilaye yeah...😃'when she took the cake piece in hand they encouraged.she was very much hesitant to feed krishna.in fact she don't want to.but her cousins did not leave her.
cousin:'what are you thinking...?😃'go ahead.
finally pratigya feed the cake to krishna.
krishna:'thanks...😛'he had a bite.he hold her hand and turned it towards her mouth and made her eat the left out piece.all of them ate cake and had lot of fun.pratigya completely forgot herself and the surrounding...
some one switch off the lights and played the very very light and melodious music.the room was filled with dim blue light.
cousin:'common jiju..it is time to dance...'some body pushed pratigya towards krishna.pratigya cannot refuse.
krishna took her right hand in his left hand and hold her left side hip which was not covered by sari with his right hand.the flower and balloons decoration,the dim light,light music , krishna's warm palm on her soft hip kindled her sensations.
krishna:'do you know why i decorated this room with red roses? ..cuz i love red roses...'he leaned down to her ear and whispered.
when he was doing so his right cheek rubbed with her left cheek which created a sensational spark in her.she want to get angry .but could not.she tried her best and finally gave a angry look to krishna.
he winked and smiled at her.she never noticed that all her cousins went out one by one leaving them alone.(it was krishna's plan).
krishna pulled pratigya close to him while doing slight dance movement.
krishna:'...you look more beautiful when you are angry...'he teased her looking at her angry face.
krisha:' ...iss white dress mai thum pari lakthi ho...dunyaanki sab se ghubsoorath pari....😃..'he whispered again in his husky sexy voice. his voice mesmerized her...took her to cloud 9.those words brought back the day when she acted as if she ate drug wala paan.she started melting in his hands.
krishna:'mai thum se bahuth payaar kartha hun...pratigya.....bahuth payaar...i love you so much...'he slide his hand around her waist ,pulled her more close to him ...close to his chest and kissed on her cheek...'she was under black magic.his perfume and shaving lotion made her sensational.
krishna:'...thum bhi bolo ...i love..u...'he mesmerized her.
pratigya:'..i love....u...'she whispered unconsciously.
krishna:'nahi...bolo..i love u too..'she remembered that they are her own words.he mesmerized her with her own words.
pratigya:'..i love ..u..too..'she felt as if she was drowning.
krishna:'kiss me and say...i kissed you know...'he gripped her more close to him.their faces are very close to each other.they were hooked with one another eyes.
pratigya raised on her toe and kissed his cheek.
krishna:'you said i love u two...one more...'he showed his other cheek.
pratigya:'i love you...'she closed her eyes and kissed his other cheek.krishna kissed on her forehead and slowly left her, got away from her...and walked out.
he want to leave her alone with that feeling.
when pratigya came out of magic and opened her eyes found non in her room.she ran and fall on the red roses bed and cried '... i love u damned ...i love u...😭'...
yes...with in 24 hours he proved that she loves him...and she can't hate him.
Edited by shumi. - 15 years ago
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