hiii guys im back with an update. the very first update of 2014 from me... 😃 i really wanna thank you for all your good wishes... you all made my birthday special...😃 🤗 so here goes a treat for all of you... i didnt login to fb, so unable to thank you all personally... 😳 and before i forget happy new year to all of you out there... 😊 😊 😊
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CHAPTER 69 ~~ kis disha...
next day was just like any other day. manvi and virat both realised that they acted as immature individuals.. they acted just like implusive youngsters where their hormones takes over there mind and force them to do or say the things they dont intend to. but it wasnt enough to realise... the next biggest and the most important thing was to confess it to each other. another but arrives - who will take the first step because they both have their ow big fat egos.
manvi was enacting as if she was reading a murder mystery though she had no idea when did the mutder actually happened... she was looking at virat and cursing him for not talking to you... forget talking, he wasnt even looking at her. she wondered how did she fell in love with this guy and how much he changed in all these years. long back in college, her silence for even a minute would irk him soo much that he would do anything to make her talk to him but now... now he isnt even affected. she remembered that once in second year of college she was pestering virat to tell her about the party he had at one of his school friend's place, and he shouted at her i8n return and asked her if she can shut her mouth and stay quiet for sometime. manvi being manvi walked away from him and didnt talk to him for the rest of the day. though after an hour or two, virat was running behind her
apologising and asking her to even talk to him but no she didnt. she made him sit on his knees and join his hands and plead to her and then she talked to him atlast and took a pizza treat from him.
virat fixed his tie and looked at manvi who was smiling at dont know what. he also smiled looking at the smile playing on her lips. he remembered when he could do anything to make her smile. he would even make a joke of himself if that made manvi happy. but today, he was terribly failing at keeping her happy... he isnt even able to make her smile these days instead all he does is to make her cry. virat mentally cursed himself for the circumstances... he blamed himself for everything that was happening. because of him and his fault, his happy family went through so much... infact its still going through many problems and hurdles.
manvi examined the stern expression on virat's face and the smile on her face faded. she cant see him like this... she cant see him cursing himself... she cant see him blaming himself for what all happened... he alone isnt at home, she is also at fault and she does accept it... in all this time, she has realised how much virat loves her and all this reaction those days poin ted towards only thing and that was the love he feels for her and the love he wants from her... it was always about their love and their relationship... nothing else... not even maya. though she knows, virat must have felt sorry for maya but he felt more bad thinking what if she doesnt love him the way he does.
" manvi... "
manvi looked at virat and slowly got up from the bed waiting for him to continue further.
virat : manvi i.. i shouldnt have reacted that way...
manvi : i agree...
manvi suddenly felt better. she was happy that virat took the first step after yesterday night's argument.
virat : but...
"another but... ohhh goddd why...?? " manvi thought to herself.
virat : but still.. i mean you should really drop that idea of yours...
manvi : excuse me...
virat : listen its not like there is a need of you to go out and work... i prefer that you stay at home, take good care of yourself and our baby... kasak needs you manvi... she cant even make it without you for even a minute...
manvi : that is just an excuse... i can take care of myself, kasak and our baby at the same time... what it has to do with me going out and working...
virat : managing both the things in such a condition... i cant let you take unnecessary stress... this baby is my dream manvi... though i dont know what it means to you... but for me, its my everything...
manvi : what do you want to say...??? what exactly you meant by this statement...???
virat : i didnt mean anything what you are thinking... you are reading between lines...
manvi : no im not... no virat... you actually meant what you said... you really meant that this baby can be another responsibilty on my head... hiow could you..?? (tears rolling down her cheek) this baby is my life... my blood... its a part of me virat...
virat : i know manvi... i know... but try to understand me... try to understand that i cant afford to lose you or this baby...
manvi : for god sake virat dont run in circles... tell me why do you think that me going out would end up in losing our baby... you are being unreasonable and paranoid...
virat : listen i dont want get into another argument because im tired of all this... thats a clear offer im going to give you now... whole night i couldnt sleep and came up with this idea. you want to work right...???
manvi : yes...
virat : then join office... join our office... whichever post you like... another reason for coming up with this is that i care too much about you... i want to be with you all this time... i dont want you to drive to places... i will drive you to office with me and i will be there to take care of you... and we can also appoint a full time maid if you agree...
manvi : me joining our office wouldnt be because of my creditibiliy and capability and skills... it would just be because i want to pass my time... people will think that -
virat : ok mrs. vadera i will want you to see mr. vikram vadera will all your certificates and resume today... he will decide whether you are qualified enoug to get a job in our office or not... is that fine...???
manvi : its perfect...
virat : now can i expect to see a smile on your face...???
manvi : yes...
manvi beemed with joy and ran to virat and hugged him.
manvi : thank you...
virat : dont thank me manvi... rather i would like to congratulate you after you get a job today...because i know you will... my wife is too talented and qualified to be denied a job...
manvi smiled and held a fistful of his shirt. she at that moment realised that she wants his trust and his support along with the love that is only hers.
manvi : i love you...
virat : me too...
manvi : i know... promise me something...
virat : what...??
manvi : that it will be totally professional thing... i dont want to have an advantage of being the daughter in law of vadera's or your wife...
virat : i promise... now get off your boss mrs. vadera... im married okk...
playfully distancing himself from her and setting his hairs and tie.
manvi held virat's tie and pulled him towards her and wrapped her other hand around his neck.
manvi : here i am the boss mr. vadera... mrs. manvi vadera rules here...
virat : okk boss... so...???
manvi : so go to office... (pushing him away)
virat : ahaan... so you... be on time.. 1o'clock sharp... dont be late for the interview...
manvi : dont worry about that sir...
virat : i like it...
manvi : you will love it... i promise sirrr... (deliberately increasing the length by adding r)
manvi felt excited and happy that now she will be working. her dreams and wishes wouldnt be crushed now and getting the job will be a child's game for her. she knows she will definitely make it...
manvi : 1 o'clock... OMG...!!!
manvi realised that she is supposed to pick kasak from school at 1 and if she goes to office, then who will go and pick kasak. she thought of calling virat and asking if she can come after getting kaak back from school but she soon dropped that idea. today is the first day and she asking virat to make the timings flexible for her, would mean only one thing - that she is unable to handle her home and office at the same time. then after thinking for sometime, manvi came up with another idea. she booked a cab and asked vanshika to go and pick kasak from school as she has to go to office for some work.
manvi : maa im sorry... i hope you will manage for today...
vanshika : i will manvi... dont worry..
manvi : i should leave now and the cab must be on its way maa...
vanshika : dont worry... all the best D.I.L. mera naam roshan karke aana...
manvi : thank you maa and for sure i will make you proud...
manvi left hoping that today when she willcome back home, she will have a job in her hands. she will be a working woman now and therefore independent.
manvi entered the house around 4 in the afternoon with a box of sweets and saw that kasak was no whwere to be seen. manvi told vanshika that she got the job and all because of her grades and talent and not because that her father-in-law was the owner of the company.
manvi : maa kasak...
vanshika : she is in your room...
manvi : everything ok...??
vanshika : without you she is never ok D.I.L.
manvi smiled and went to her bedroom.
manvi : kasu... jaana...
manvi looked at kasak who was cuddling with her favourite teddy bear on manvi's side of the bed.
manvi : kasu... baby mumma...
kasak : mujhe baat nahi karni...
manvi went to kasak and sat beside her.
manvi : mera baby mumma se gussa hai...
kasak : mumma mujhse pyaar nahi karti... ghumi ghumi gayi mujhe chod ke...
manvi : mumma ghumi ghumi nahi gayi thi... i swear...
kasak : no... sirf mumma aur small baby gaye ghumne...
manvi : kasuuu... baby aap kya bol rahe ho...??? mumma office gayi thi bacha...
kasak : office...??? kyun...??
manvi : kyunki... kyunki mumma ko house mein bore feel ho raha tha... ab roz mumma office jaegi aur -
kasak : nooo... mumma kahin nahin jaegi... mumma no...
kasak got up and hugged manvi.
manvi : kasu baby mumma... kisine aapko kuch kaha...??
kasak : nahi bola...
manvi : fir... why dont you want mumma to go to office...??
kasak : kyunki na richa ki mumma office jaati hai aur house mein na ek aunty uske saath rehti hai... woh na government hai uski... wo richa ko chocolate bhi nahi deti...
manvi : governess...
kasak : haan governess... mujhe nahi chahie...
manvi : kasu mumma ki princess hai and no governess for mumma's princess... no ways...
kasak : promise...??
manvi : promise... mera bacha mumma loves you soo much...
manvi was again surrounded by many thoughts. one moment she thought she will be independent and capable of fulfilling her dreams and the other moment she regretted her decision. kasak and her insecurities pulled her back... a mother started overtaking her inner self, the individual personality of hers... suddenly nothing seemed more important than the kid in her arms, not even her dreams and aspirations.
Edited by naina927 - 11 years ago
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