First of all im sorry for not updating all this time... i was too involve and busy in my own life...anyways i was really not planning on updating the next part but still doing it for the ones who are waiting for it... there are soo many people that i wouldnt take one name bcs that would be kinda partialđł so this ones for all of you... đ đ and now the most importnat thing... đł i am not sure about what i wrote in this chappy, so you are free to throw things at me... all your chappal, joote,eggs n tomatoes - everything will be accepted...đ
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CHAPTER 66
~~ tanhayee
virat was looking at his life... there was his life... his girls... the two girls he love more than anything in this world. his girls is his world... his universe... his reason of living. manvi and kasak... just looking at their faces gave him the much needed comfort and power to move on in his life. if it wouldnt be about them, he would have given up long back... given up this life... but now... now he is scared... scared of life and destiny... he knows destiny is playing with them and testing their love... so what manvi doesnt believe him the way she used to, but he wouldnt let their love get defeated by the difficulties coming their back. he would stand there protecting his world... nothing evil would be able to enter into his little bubble.
virat : i love you both to death... i will always be with you no matter what because without you girls i will not be able to take a single breath of air...
virat carefully closed the door and turned to go back to his room when he saw vanshika standing there and smiling with eyes. before vanshika could say anything, virat whispered " we are fine".
virat : we will be fine... we will be...
he said to himself after closing the door behind him.
virat stared at the bed and remembered last night. his life was with him in his arms... so close that for a moment it seemed as if time stopped and nothing can ever separate them. he smiled remembering manvi confessing that she still love him.
virat : i love you too... (touching the bed to feel her warmth)
but next moment, he felt as if his words mocked at him. if he really loved her then he wouldnt have believed on any piece of shit said to him about her. but he did believe it...
virat saw a mirror image of his and looked at it.
mirror image : you proved that promises are just words that people say... you yourself spoiled it virat... if you really meant every single word of yours, you would have punched rishabh hard there and then but no... you stupid... why did you let all that shit affect you... why virat...?? why...?? and the things you uttered that day... do you think its so easy to forget all that crap...??? you really expect manvi to forgive you easily and run into your arms... do you...??? yes you do... it is written in your eyes...
virat looked down and hold a fistful of the bedsheet.
mirror image : blaming her... insulting her... humiliating her... hurting her... wowww mr. virat vadera...!!! what efficiency dude...!!! few words and you destroyed it completely... smashing your world... ahh you should actually think of giving tuitions.
virat (shouting) : just shut up...
mirror image : it did hurt you... looking at the mirror and facing the truth, sometimes do hurt... it hurts mr. vadera... and shouting on me wouldnt help... okk tell me one thing...
virat : what...???
mirror image : say for example manvi told you everything beforehand... toh kya karte...??? leave the country the way you were about to that day... ya badla lete manvi se...??? uski zindagi barbaad kar dete...??? haha... kuch nahi karte tum... kyunki hamesha se ye so called pyaar tha tumhare dil mein uske liye...
virat was at loss of words. yes this mirror image of him was right to an extent... he was in love with manvi and her telling the truth to him wouldnt have changed anything at the end of the day... yes he would have definitely hated manvi for sometime but that hatred would have always been nothing when compared to his love for her...
mirror image : ohhh i got it... okk ek aur situation... what if manvi told you the truth in the hospital itself that day...??? just think about how would you have taken care of kasak... manvi took care of your new born when you were not in your senses... she could have sympathised with you and leave you... but she didnt... i dont know how you became that blind to not see what that girl did for you and your child... cmon dude... your heart knows what all she did for you guys... if it wasnt about you and kasak, she would have been 100 times more happy in her life... she actually had whatever she once dreamnt of... money, power, fame... everything... but she chose you... and you... and you proved her wrong... YES YOU PROVED HER WRONG... you didnt trust her for a minute and threw her out of your life... she is not a piece of shit... she is a gem and you threw it and broke it into pieces... you broke not only her heart but her soul... and mending a broken heart is nearly impossible... I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E
virat now very well knew what he did to his life, his family and to his unborn...
virat : yes i did a mistake... but im also human and im designed to make mistakes... but i do accept my mistake and im trying to make up for the loss... im trying...
virat looked up and saw that his mirror image was no longer there. yes it did make him realise what damage he caused unintentionally to him and to his family but it also made him feel more guilty and disgusted.
virat remembered the night when naina got engaged. after coming from the party, manvi was too insecure and cried over something... now he knew what she was talking about that night...
*** flashback ***
virat : you have been crying... what happened jaan...???
manvi : nothing...
virat : manvi... why cant you be truthful to me...?? why...??
manvi : sometimes truth destroys everything...
virat : huh.. what are you saying...??
manvi : nothing... i love you... i love you soo much...
virat : i know baby... cmon go off to sleep... we are fine...
manvi : hmm...
*** flashback ends ***
next he was reminded of his words... the promises he made to her...
*** flashback ***
manvi : you will always be with me... you will never leave me... right...??
virat : why would i ever leave you...???
manvi : what if one day you feel like throwing me out of your life...???
virat : throwing you out of my life would mean end of me... i would rather kill myself...
*** flashback ends ***
he also thought about the day when they got to know about naina and mohit. mohit's simple question broke him... what if he was in his place...??? will he ever be able to let manvi go or forget her...
virat : no... i cant... i cant manvi... im not strong enough... not strong enought to let you go... i love you soo much... soo much that i wouldnt be able to explain and soo much that you wouldnt be able to understand...
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