Bandhan - MG FF #4 Note and link # 5/ pg 153 - Page 27

"I understand sir and it's my promise to you."

Geet left from there all lost. She knew her life is taking a complete new turn form now onwards.

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Maan was back after successful meeting from client. It was night and he was eagerly waiting for morning to arrive.

Come morning and he took a day off from his office, assigning all works to the delegates.

There was knock on the door of Geet's house and caretaker opened the door.

Maan was surprised, Geet knew he is back and though she has for some reason not picked his phone yesterday, she knew he was back. But he shed of the thought, minor thing.

"Geet" he said excitedly when he saw her in her room, she was busy with her clothes and bag.

Geet gave him a small smile and again got busy with her work.

"Okey... narzgee dikhayee ja rahee hai" he went near her.

"Narazgi noo-oo" Geet spoke calmly. "I need to finish this packing soon, I have to check all documents too"

"What packing documents Geet" Maan was little confused with her behavior.

"Well, so to let you know, I have decided to take admission in Mumbai" her tone was unbearably indifferent for Maan "Kya? Are you crazy? You are not going anywhere"

"Actually you know what Chote Thakur, I knew this will come from you. You will never let me decide my life according to my wish. "

"what are you talking Geet. What have happened to you? And why Mumbai ?"

"Because I know that it will be better for my career and individuality." Her tone body language and words felt like stab on Maan's back but he kept his calm.

"Individuality? Now have someone poured anything in your brain behind me"

"See, I knew this. You just speak of me getting independent, my career but when it comes in regards to you, you yourself can't bear it. Why has anyone to teach me, am I not smart enough to think on my own. And yes individuality; because you have blocked it. Dam ghutta hai mera"

Maan did not know how he was taking the pain of her words "Geet?? I had no idea" he said softly holding her face.

He held her with her shoulders and crushed her to him "Geetu, I know you more than yourself, pata hai na tumhe. Who has said and what to you? Whoever it is, they are tricking your innocent mind"

Geet stayed there for a while , feeling his heart beat and his warmth but soon she pushed him apart

"You never see things from my perspective. I know I had no dreams and I did not knew the meaning of individuality but you taught me. You have taught me to dream and now when I want to dream in my own way you think it's wrong. You want me to dream but it should be your dream right."

And Geet went on telling him how he never let her take her decision, how see want to find her individuality and he is not letting her do it and so on on and on.

Maan was numb, no words came out of his throat. Her none words were actually wrong but Maan had immersed himself so much in her that even his each dream and career he had carved for himself was for her and thus he involved himself in her dreams too. But in all this he has suffocated her.

But still he was not at all convinced that it was all coming from her heart. This words were coming from mind which was working on an influence.

"I am going to Mumbai and you will allow me if it does not hurt your ego."

Maan again tried to keep his patience "When have I shown you my Ego? You are not going to Mumbai. It's big trick being played, try to understand" he shook her by her shoulder.

Geet turned her face "or else I am not doing medical." Geet was cold I her tone.

"Is there any valid reason for me not going to Mumbai other than you want to keep me tied here"

"Geet!!!!! " he was shivering from shock and anger.

"Ok, for you this obsessive love, I will not go anywhere but I am not doing my medical anymore. Or you will force me for that too."

"Do what is best for your career"

Maan said flatly and quietly left from there.

Geet closed the door and slid down there itself and thumped on the ground. All tears she had been holding started flowing

"Babaji... never ever forgive me for this. I deserve any biggest punishment possible"

Maan reached KM. His father greeted him with smile

"why do you look so upset Maan, don't worry about London project"

"Everything is fine there Dad, don't worry" and he left for his room.

Maan sat whole night in his varanda like balcony. He was pretending to be lost in thought when actually he was open eyed blank.

Sometime in morning his eyes closed. When he woke up;

"I should talk once more to her. Bachchi hai kisine behka diya hoga."

But the main pain of his was, how come anyone was able to control her mind against their relation but he has not yet been able to convince her of their relation.

He reached her place when Geet was ready to go out with a file..

"Ohh.. hi chote Thakur, Good morning" "Geet can we talk for a while, please"

"Actually I am getting very late. I have to get all documents ready and that too today itself. I am leaving tomorrow."

"You are leaving tomorrow?? " came his pained voice, tearing Geet's heart into pieces.

"yes sooner Chote Thalur, coz I cant be this harsh to you for more days and I must leave before I break or before you break me"

"Offcourse, I have to reach before councelling date."

Maan gave up, may be she will calm down in few days.

"Okey, come with me. I will help you get all documents ready sooner."

"Again?? For once let me do things on my own. Please let me take the world on my own Chote Thakur"

Maan came on backfoot "haan haan, but in that way we can spend some time together and we can talk too"

"Please Chote Thakur" Geet said making irritating face.

"You want to go alone, go, but don't be in false image that by trying these ways you will make me understand you are not insanely in love with me too"

Maan then gave her the way but then suddenly realizing she would leave tomorrow, held her hand

"we will meet in evening, Okey?" he almost pleaded. Geet turned, closed her eyes in pain gulped her throat and then without seeing him nodded in Yes. How could she miss her last meeting with him? Her heart sank at the thought that they may never meet after this.

In the evening when Maan came, all Geet wanted to do was to hug him tight for the very last time. Take all strength from him but Alas, she could not do that.

"You got the flight ticket for tomorrow? "

"I got train ticket" "what? Me being there I am not letting you go with train, such a long journey it will be. And I have booked ticket for both of us already."

"Chote Thakur please, I am going by train. And as I said I want to take world on my own, I will try my own earnings from now on. Also I don't want you to follow me to mumbai"

"Are you crazy, you think I am going to let you go there alone for counseling. "

"I don't want you to know about my college. If you know where it is, I know you will always trouble yourself with coming there every now and then and I don't want it."

"Trouble myself or trouble you? " "whatever you may think" "And one more last thing, if you try to figure out in which college I am , I will leave my studies that very day and I am serious."

"Geet say for once say the truth. I will fix everything. Trust your Chote Thakur"

"Why don't you try to understand the fact Chote Thakur, I have been suffocating under your huge image all life long and its just that I have gathered courage today. And you are not able to bear it."

Maan just stood there, not knowing what to do.

"One more last thing, I will request you to not trouble urself tomorrow, I will leave on my own"

Maan kept standing there for long but then Geet went to next room in pretext of final packing while Maan kept sitting still there for hours and hours.

Few times he tried to speak but Geet was all time busy.

i hope geet jaldi hi apni galti sudhaar le

may b ye seprattion hi geet ko realize karwaye k maan us k liye duniya me sabse jyada important he