My dear Azra,
I looked into the forum after quite a while, and I was very sorry to see this message. But I am sure of one thing: this too shall pass.
I know that family troubles are perhaps the worst to cope with, for there is a strong emotional element involved as well as the practical part. But these things are sent to test us, and I am sure you will come thru this test successfully and be the stronger for it.
It is like a beautiful passage I found the other day, about hope.
"Hope is not pretending that troubles don't exist. It is the trust that they won't last forever. That hurt will be healed and difficulties shall be overcome. That we will be led out of the darkness and into the sunshine."
I am sure this applies to you as well, and that the sunshine is just round the corner. Take care and God bless.
Shyamala Aunty