FF: ~Crashed~ This is my First: Preview of Chp 26 Pg 76 - Page 4

Originally posted by: adithyan

nice update...u r building up the tension..uff...

kunal is dead😲...no..its only jaya's mouth😡

Chapter Two

"Kunal we need to talk..."

"I'm not interested in talking,"

"It's not a matter if you're interested, we are going to their residence and we can at least...

"What? What pretend that nothing is wrong?"

"I didn't say that..."

"Then what Shraddha? What do you want from me? I told you everything and you still don't believe me..."

My anger snapped.

"Why would I? What type of person, no scratch that, husband has lipstick on the collar of his shirt and a hotel bill for two?"

"I keep telling you that it wasn't me, my room was cancel..."

"Enough! Just hurry, we are going to be late and its going to be impossible to keep Dhruv from not running to play his video games if we keep on wasting time," I said.

"Shraddha" a faint voice called my name.

I opened my eyes and there was a gnawing pain at my temples, but thankfully not the same that occurred when I became conscious after the accident.

The accident...

I didn't want to think...but memories were already in line and were more than ready to ram its ugly head onto me.

"Shraddha" the voice repeated my name and soon two, three, and four voices joined in sync.

I stared at the white ceiling where it was blank, bleak except for the dreary popcorn ceiling paint.

"Shraddha" again, this time a softer voice and it was a female.

I slowly turned, noticing the oxygen mask cord begin to slightly bundle at my movements.

I stared at her, I stared at Amrit who had tears in her eyes and at my father who was trying hard not to cry.

Amrit hestitanly tried to reach out to touch my face but I moved my head away.

I didn't want to talk and I didn't want her concern.

I didn't deserve it.

"Shraddha do you recognize me, did you recognize your father?" Amrit said.

"Shraddha are you okay?"

"Didi..." Ishaan and Ashish said.

I couldn't face them.

"Its my fault," I said faintly.

"What was it dear?" Amrit said.

I turned back around and looked at her, I couldn't look at anyone else.

"Shraddha bitiya?"

"Where is Kunal, where is Dhruv," I said closing my eyes.

Although the memories were there although I knew...I hoped...I wished that I was wrong for once I wish I didn't have to be right.

"How is that possible Shraddha is always right," Kunal said while laughing his face brightened as he flicked my nose.

"Kunal!" I said warningly.

He laughed and he quickly clasped his hands together.

"Sorry Shraddha, please forgive me?" he said while then putting his hands on his earlobe, carefully tugging it, while he looked at me sheepishly, like a little puppy who lost his favorite toy.

I smiled and came closer towards him and he took the moment to slide his hands around my waist and gently pulled me forward.

"That's better," he said smiling even more.

I smiled and it disappeared as soon as he crooked his head slightly, while lowering his head so he could meet my lips with his.

His eyes lowered while his eyelashes brushed my cheek

I could feel my breath hitch and I could catch a slow rumble of laughter run from his throat.

Finally, he pressed his lips against mine causing warmth to spread throughout my body at the contact.

I kissed him back, more forcefully brushing my lips against his giving as much as I was receiving and he responded even more, using his right hand that was free to push back my hair, while also using it to get a better grip.

I smiled inside at my victory but it was soon lost as I groaned as he slipped his tongue inside my mouth...

A tear rolled from my eyes and I was brought back as no one moved nor said anything.

They were still hesitant on saying what happened until a voice chimed in.

"Sorry Shraddha what to do Kunal and Dhruv they are both dead. Kunal died instantly on impact while Dhruv died three days later from his internal injuries," Jaya piped in.

Everyone became still and I could hear a few voices chime in, yelling at Jaya and chiding her for saying anything.

A thought came to me and I wanted to know now, while I could bear it...

"What about our baby?" I said motionless.

Everyone in the room became still even the voices that were chiding Jaya.

"Baby? Shraddha dear, do you mean Dhruv?" Amrit said confused.

I lifted my hand, careful of the IV tube that was strung ob my arm and traveled to my stomach. The small bulge that was starting to form two months back was gone.

My stomach was completely flat I tried listening to sounds beyond the steady beeping of the machines and the hitched breathes that was surrounding me.

There was nothing and I felt Kittu's hand gently touched my shoulder as I continued to listen.

"Shraddha,..." she paused and I could feel her tears fall on my chest.

"Shraddha, stop...there is no baby," she whispered the last part.

I whipped my head to her and I could tell the others did so as well.

"Baby? Kittu what's going on? Zor asked.

"What's happening? Was...no...was she...was you... pregnant?" Amrit came to the realization.

Horror masked her face as she immediately looked at my stomach and notice how flat it was.

"She probably was just a few weeks or maybe a month.."Amrit tried to reason.

"No..." Kittu started off but couldn't finish.

More of her tears fell on my hospital gown and she twisted her head away, unable to meet me in the eye.

"No mommy, she was about to be four months along, but due to the accident..." Anand started off.

"Due to the accident...and her injuries...plus the loss of blood... it was too much...too much damage has been done...they had no choice but to...they chose to save Shraddha instead of the baby," Anand said finishing.

I looked at him and he couldn't meet my gaze.

It was too much and everything inside of me couldn't handle it anymore.

First it began as silent hiccups joining the tears and soon laughter.

"Shraddha honey stop," Amrit said.

"Shraddha it's okay," Kittu said calmly.

I continued to laugh and I could hear the others trying to seek a nurse or a doctor.

Kittu, Anand, Amrit, and Zor tried to calm me down and I could hear Ishaan cursing a slew of profanities.

I laughed, it was too much, everything was too much!

"Shraddha when you you're adamant about something you always put your all in it that sometimes I feel like you forgot that I'm even there" Kunal joked.

I punched him in the arm. "Of course I do, it's important that I do and I would do better in planning my lessons for school if someone didn't keep on distracting me," I chided.

Kunal laughed.

I smiled and saw the twinkle in his eye.

"What if I don't stop distracting you, what will you do?" he said, noticing his eyes lowered to my lips.

I smacked him across the head.

"That's enough, sheesh Kunal your too much I wish you would just disappear and leave me alone sometimes," I said slightly annoyed.

"Never," Kunal said laughing.

"Please disappear, sometimes you're too much. It would be better if I could be by myself for a while...no better yet I would be a lot happier if you disappeared completely...," I said shaking my head and Kunal laughter became louder.

I laughed even harder at the irony of it all.

I said it alright and I finally got what I wanted...

I wanted him to disappear and I got my wish...

He was gone alright...

Him along with everything and everyone else.

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Originally posted by: Richaarora

I love the way you write. Commendable and interesting 👏

Originally posted by: -Red-Rose-

yayy..a new update!!😊

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You are a really talented writer..👍🏼 your way of story telling is really commendable!!👏👏please continue writing..just love reading your updates!!😳😃

BTW..may i know your name?😉

About the story..it's going through a very tough patch..hope everything turns good soon!!!😊

Originally posted by: najialuv88

Thank so so much, really thank you it means a lot. I really lost my passion for writing earlier this year and shranal somehow has reawakened it so comments like this really, really, really means alot.🤗 my name is jumoke😛😊 as for the story it is going through a rough patch but i promise that things will definitely get better in the next chapter or so😆😆

Originally posted by: -Red-Rose-

I really feel this from my heart..you are really amazing!⭐️⭐️

Nice name jumoke!!🤗keep writing!!👍🏼

You are from US and i'm from India but still we are connected by heart!!❤️❤️

Originally posted by: najialuv88

awww...ur having me crying here... thank you that's the nicest things i have ever heard in a very long time... thank you. ur just amazing. haven't even notice the difference in the countries 😆

Originally posted by: -Red-Rose-

Dont know why but i felt like that!!😳😳

Welcome sweetzz!!😃😃