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Ch25
The last strike..
Breaking free of the lies..Finally I know
The truth even though it hurts..Just pushes me to grow...
I am still fighting with myself..Wanting to react..
But my heart is wat keeps me sane..Helping me to retract
The battle is within, something I need to fight..
I don't want to lose to the wrong, I want to face the light...
So only love is what I crave...The only solace that I like
My slate is now clean..having dealt with the last strike...
It was the 23rd of March 2014-5pm, in San Fransisco. Zoya was finally given some time alone, to get dressed and ready for her party.Riley had managed to get hold of almost all her friends including a few of Asad's college buddies, along with managing all the arrangngements. All Asad had to do was to remind Ayaan to pick up the cake while coming back from the shoot. Humeira had already left for India 2 days back, ,upon her parents insistence, so Ayaan was feelin all alone.
As Zoya put on her new dress, a gift from her love, she couldn't help but notice the glow on her face. She smiled, loving the red, of the dress and of her cheeks, Asad was right she thought, the blush did suit her, and was a new part of her she herself didn't know existed. She needed a moment to collect herself, to look back on the craziness her life had thrown upon her. Laying on her bed, her dress still not zipped she closed her eyes and looked back. Her smile was the only thing that stayed, her fear, her hurt, her anguish, seemed to have run away back to their dark homes. She smiled at the thought of their first/second encounter, their first/second touch, their first/second fight, their first/second connect, their first/second smile to each other, their first/second kiss, and today, their first time making love, again. The after effects of which she could still feel...her body feeling renewed, and her spirit soaring in the clouds of ecstacy. First time in her life she was blushing thinking of his hands on her, his gentle caresses, and his possessive domination. She quivered when the memories of last night and the morning after became vivid and visual, when she couldn't stop her body from feeling the tremors of their love, their bodies entwined together, moving in familiar motions, rejoicing in the union, sealing their love with their acme.She sighed, she smiled and she opened her eyes, only to see Asad by the door, ardently adoring her, his sly smile making her melt.She blushed,as she walked up to him, nodding her head in defeat as she smiled at her state...Standing by him she looked up and gave him her best smiles...his return gift of a smile, making her heart jump in glee...
Leanin in a little, he caressed her cheeks and kissed her gently..
Asad-I like this..color on u...n so far..I have been true to my word in keeping ur blush on...he winked...Zoya looked down trying in vain to hide the redness of her cheek...thinking bout ur birthday present are you..smirked Asad...And Zoya looked up...
Zoya- Yes...she answered back boldly...stepping in closer, fidgiting with his shirt buttons, craftily unbuttoning 2. I was thinking how, your hands so smoothly took possesion of my body, feeling every inch of me, making me moan...her fingers teased his soft stuble on his chest...Asad grabbing her hands in an instant, not wanting to give her any leeway.
Asad-Zoya now is not the time...Riley and his mom are downstairs...and Ayaan is on his way...
But Zoya didn't listen...she just used her free hand to draw circles on his neck with her long skilled fingers, her lips closing in the distance to nibble on his jaw...
A low grunt escaped Asad's mouth as he felt trapped in Zoya's sweet torment, his mind telling him tobreak off,while his body bridged the gap.
Asad-Seems like you were not satisfied with your birthday lovemaking...he grabbed her chin making her look up, his free hand finally grabbing her close...you know..What they say...he smirked...What whispered Zoya, enjoying every bit of their closeness...third times the charm...he winked...my hands don't mind taking posession of your body once again..and, my lips and my libido are always eager to please...he gently bit her earlobe, her recation of a moan, feeding his male ego.
Zoya-I would love to...be charmed...husband...she kissed his adams apple..her hands unbuttoning the remaining buttons in smooth desperation.
Asad- Well then...your demand is my command,wife...with that he lifted her half way and walked up to the sofa by their bed, seating her on top of him, embracing her close,his lips taking over hers, enjoying the tease, the burn of anticipations...
Asad and Zoya forgot the world, immersing themselves in their own world of love, surfing in the waves of their lovemaking.together they conquered the intangible, their tangible selves, nothing but a medium to express and give their love to each other, reachin their peeks..together..
A ruffled Asad finally kissed Zoya...and walked out of the room, collecting and cleaning himself up, his smile the only give away of the rendezvous he just had; Zoya no longer blushing, as she got ready for her party.
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Happy birthday sang the crowd as Zoya cut the cake, looking breathtakingly beautiful, in her red dress, her long black hair, left loose in soft feminie curls, and her smile...sealing it all in.
She looked up at Asad, feeding him the first bite of the cake, Asad feeding her in return. Everyone cheered as they fed each other, demanidng a kiss, which Asad whole heartedly planted on her lips,wishing her a happy birthday, I love you Mrs Khan, Ayaan hooting, seeing his brother being so demonstrative and in love. It was was a happy happy time, Zoya finally met her old bestie, that she shared every part of her life with, when she was here.Julia and Zoya hugged, quickly starting where they left off, reminising on their past, the crazy times they had together.Even Asad was in a lighter mood, enjoying a beer with some friends, introducing Ayaan to his buddies and having the time of his life, With the music blaring and the happy chaos of people in the house and about.
Riley was the talk of the party his arrangements and his efforts not going unnoticed, not even by his girlfriend who had decided to take him back, allowing Asad to finally realx and let Zoya be, her friends surrounding her, asking her all about her and Asad and their lives after SF..Zoya animatedly shared all the parts of her life, laughing and enjoying with her friends...She was constanly showered with compliments and gifts and phone calls from Nikhat, to her aapi and Jeeju once again, to Dilshaad and Najma and Humeira.She was a blessed girl, her life finally getting what it deserved. But in all the happiness it was the joy of finally having her husband by her side that surpassed everything..
Julia-Awww that's so sweet, even after 7 years of marriage, you look at him with so much love...OMG I just had and idea...with that she stepped out in the centre and whistled to get everybody's attention..
Julia-Well people, as we all know that its out darling Zoya's birthday tonight, and I want to make it really special for her, I mean we don't knw when we mite see each other next...so how bout we make a toast for our birthday gal, and her man..Mr Asad Ahmed Khan...the crowd cheered as they raised their glasses to make a toast..
Julia-And now how bout a dance from the lovebirds..I mean don't you think we need to be shown all their, bollywood dance goodness???So everyone in favor of a dance...please cheer them up...
DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE
Cheered everyone...Asad and Zoya having no other option but to comply..and boy did they fulfil their desires..They gave them the best show of their lives, performing live on one of their dance numbers from their movie, the crowd in total awe of this pair, the girls oohing and aahing as they ended the dance, the guys...hi5ing, patting Asad's back, and comlimenting him...
And just like this the night went on, fun and joy not in the moods to leave just yet.
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Finally after around 1am the crowd started to thin, with a few close friends sticking by to help clean up. Ayaan was busy talking on the phone with Humeira, cleaning up the rooms, while Zoya was busy manging the leftover food, seeing the guests off and being a good host.
Asad finally said goodbye to his friends,as he picked up the garbage bags and made way to the garbage container by the end of the houses, only to hear someone talking behind it.Whatever he thought and started to dump the bags, when he heard Zoya's name...That got his attention, makind him stand there for a moment.
1st person-I know I feel happy for her too...I know how much she has gone thorugh in the past, I mean, she was told by her mother in law to leave her husband.How fair is that, I mean I understand that her MIL..was going through some pretty serious situation, but why in the world would you accuse you own DIL of taking away your son, of keeping him away from his own mother..I know Zoya she would never do such a thing. Infact she wouldn't even tell me anything, it was her sister that called me, needing me to help her get Zoya's things to New York.She was so distressed that after a lot of prodding she finally told me what had happened.It just broke my heart. But tell you what, now that I see them together..I am just so happy that finally Asad found out everything and made his choice..and they are back together.I just wish them all the best..
2nd person-Ya I know what you mean Julia, I understand she was your best friend afterall but I guess its time to be happy again..so forget it, and lets get home...its too late already..
With that the 2 ladies walked away, not noticing Asad standing behind them, his world on a stand still, as he tried to process what he had just heard. Not understanding anything, he made his way back home, only to find Ayaan and Zoya seated on the Sofa, relaxing with a plate of a cake slice..
Zoya-What took you so long, Riley just left 5 minutes ago...do you want some cake..she offered..Asad nodded a no..and walked up to the window, his head reeling from the conversation he had just heard.
Ayaan and Zoya shared a glance confused at Asad's silence, he had been so talkative just a few minutes ago.
Zoya walked up to him and put her hand on his shoulders, seeking his attention..
Zoya-Whats with you?? Did you see the ghost that Lana was talking about she joked...but Asad flinched, moving his shoulder out of her hand...Whats wrong Asad...comeon ...tell me...
He turned...his eyes..were filled with confusion, Zoya looked at him..her concern apparent in her eyes..What happened Asad she asked once again..
Asad- Zoya will you be honest with me...and tell me the truth???
Zoya-Ofcourse Asad I am always honest with you..whats going on..she was getting more and more confused, even Ayaan had stood up from the sofa, waiting on Asad's response..
Asad-First swear on me that you will tell me the truth in anything I ask you..
Zoya-Asad I will ..but please no swearing on anybody..I don't like all this you know..
Asad-Just do it for my satisfaction, that way I know you wont lie...
Zoya-Well if you wish...I swear on you..now will you please..tell me whats going on..its starting to bother me..
Asad-Why did you leave me 5 years ago??? What was the reason behind your decision...he looked straight up into her eyes..
Zoya almost lost her footing hearing his question..her eyes looking at Ayann asking for help..
Ayaan-Bhaijaan why r u digging the past...forget bout it n move on...
Asad-You stay out of this Ayaan...I am talking to my wife...Zoya answer me...and remember..no lies...he spoke in a low...yet stren voice...
Zoya-Asad...Iiiuh...I dddont want to talk about it...I uh...mean...we decided on not talking about the pppast...so leave it...
Asad-Zoya please don't test my patience and answer my GOD DAMN QUESTION...he almost lost his cool...holding on to the last bits of his patience...
Zoya-I am sorry Asad but I cant...
Asad lost it as he grabbed Zoya by her arms and shook her...
Asad-Zoya I deserve the truth...I deserve to know..I have the right to some closure...so please..dont deprive me of the truth...tell me I can take it...
Zoya had tears in her eyes, she was torn...she couldn't lie...neither could she tell the truth...she didn't know what to do..her tears..breaking free...I cant tell you Asad I am sorry...you wont be able to take the truth...so please...let it go...she begged...but Asad didn't budge...
Out of the blue...he smiled...he mocked his smile..as he made her look at him...
Asad-So it is true...he spit...your tears are proof that...it is the truth...it was my mother...that made you leave me wasn't it...he barked...TELL ME ZOYA...IT WAS MY MOTHER WHO TOLD YOU TO LET ME GO RIGHT...???
Ayaan-Bhaijaan...Aaappp...Ple..
Asad-Ayaaan go home...just go home..its between the 2 of us...so please respect it n go...
Ayaan looked at a distressted, broken and crying Zoya...asking thorugh his eyes if she needed him here...she nodded in Asad's approval...asking him to leave...Ayaan...leaving with immense hesitation...torn by the turn of events...
Asad and Zoya just stood there...Asad's eyes filled with..deep deep angst..while Zoya's eyes were crying nonstop...
Asad-Tell me please Zoya...it was my mother who seperated us wasn't it...
Zoya-Asad please first listen to me...there was a reason...
Asad-So it is true...he let go off her and walked up to the window again..his hands balled up into fists, his eyes..mosit with rage..as he punched on the wall..the revelation..shaking him to the core..
Zoya-Asad please... she rushed up to him and held his hands...please let me explain everything to you please she begged...
Asad-What is there to explain Zoya...the simple truth is that my mother asked you to leave me...because she thought you were keeping me away from her...Zoya...had it not been me overhearing Julia talking to someone...I would have never found out...I know you..you would have never told me..cos you love my mother too much..but Zoya what she did...was wrong...n its not frogivable...she broke her own sons marriage...Zoya...he slammed on to the wall again...his frustration and anger creating a lethal reaction in his body, making him...lose his cool...Only Zoya's hands on his, kept him from turning voilent.
Zoya-Asad she was not in her senses...she didn't know what she was talking about...it was all me...I came up with the divorce papers..she never told me to ...so don't blame her fro anything..blame me..I was the one who ran away...like you say I always do..
Asad grabbed her and squeezed her into him...caressing her hair..and kissing it..
Asad-Zoya..why are you the way you are...you know very well..how much it hurt you ..being away from me..I knw..cos I went through the same pain...then why...are you so forgiving...If I were in your place...he gritted his teeth trying to control his anger...
Zoya-Asad...I love ammi..and I knew what she was going through...I just wanted her to have his son back...n at that point I was holding you back...n Asad please...everything is sorted..so let it..go...Infact ammi wanted to tell you all about it from day one..but you never gave her a chance..and then when ...she gulped...and then..when you found out the divorce papers and disappeared into the night..she tried to tell you then..but we all stopped her...I gave her my promise...and that's why she never told you...Asad she loves you a lot...so please forgive her...
Asad-How can I Zoya...he spoke...his anger still fighting for control...how can I forget now that I know, she asked you to let me go...Zoya I was going to take you with me back home...and she...Ya Allah he prayed...I cannot forget the pain I went through...without you...I was a living corpse..and she knew all along..and she never...Zoya...he chanted her name...helping him to calm down his rage...
Zoya looked up from the embrace..taking Asad's face in her hands and looking deep into his eyes..
Zoya-Asad I am here now...and now I wont go anywhere no matter what...I am no longer that nave 21 year old girl who didn't know what to do...I have you now and I will fight through anything to be with you...I just want you to do the same..to fight through all that has been and be with me ... just like the Asad I know who love me, teases me , drives me up the wall but has always got my back. I just want you to try and slowly forget this all...forgive your mother and please if possible don't give her the pain in this age...She wont be able to take your accusations Asad...so please..lets move on...
Asad finally nodded as Zoya's words sunk in...his heart agreeing but his mind still conflicted.He wanted to forget ..but would he be able to, would he be able to look at his mother and be the same Asad...he wasn't sure...All he was sure about was Zoya, and her faith and her love...He had finally been given back his love and he was going to make it a point to protect his love and be strong for her...
He gave a small smile of reassurance to Zoya as he took her in for a hug...Zoya looking heavenwards and thanking Allah, Asad doing the same, but asking for strength to let go.
Well...wat say?? how was it??? lemme know...will add on more later...GTG for now...
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