With Your Ocean Eyes Heal Me Forever NEW update on 71 - Page 41

Originally posted by: BabajiKaThullu

wahi karreli hu samji 😡

Originally posted by: charmee_sammy

toh baar baar idhar kyu tapak reli hai??😆

PS: highly emotional part. I can't make this part make funny. Sorry If you can't handle emotional stuff. Next part will be Highly Funny.

Samrat and Gunjan were sitting in study room. Gunjan as always was busy in her Book. Gunjan looked up and saw Samrat was solving problem of maths. After few minutes Samrat's mom entered with 2 mug of coffee. "Samrat padh rahe ho baccha?" his mom came to him and offered him mug then Gunjan. "yes mom come. See meine 5 pages bharke padhai ki " proud of himself he showed his book. "aap kyu uthh gayi mein coffee banal eta naa.. aap jaao so jaao. Dad to aaye nahi hai." he taunted while sipping his coffee. "tumhe pata hai ki tumhaare dad nahi aaye." His mom was surprised. "Just because I didn't react doesn't mean I didn't notice." He laughed bitterly. Gunjan was silent spectacular of Mother Son conversation. First he was behaving like a child and Now a bitter grown up boy. Samrat's mother offered coffee to Gunjan and went from there. Because she knew it was useless to make understand Samrat anything. "Samrat are you done? " Gunjan asked and Samrat nodded. "wo mujhe ye solve karke donaa.." then Samrat solved her few problems. "wow Samrat it was so easy I am sure you will be first in exam." She wanted to lighten his mood. Samrat laughed hearing this. "Oh hello. I don't want to come first. Meine last year me itne acche percentage laa kar galti kardi hai iss liye medical me fasa hua hu." Samrat laughed. "what ? you didnt want to do medicine?" gunjan asked with her famous shocking expression. Samrat nodded in no and laughed seeing expression. "'Beta, hum toh bass tumhara bhala chaahte hain.'- Killing dreams and hopes since forever." Samrat again laughed it was more of taunt. And Gunjan didnt understood what he wanted to say as Samrat always used to make fun of each and everything. She took it like Samrat was making fun of his parents. But she didnt know what Samrat was telling in other words. "Mera to hamesha hi sapna raha hai ki mein ek bahut acchi Doctor bannu.. aur mere parents bhi mere iss sapne me saath de rahe hai.. " "Good and I am sure tum ek din jarur acchi doctor banogi Gunjan"

Back to PRESENT (Still at sea point)

"aur dekho Now You are very famous Doctor Gunjan." Samrat said proudly. Gunjan was staring at sea. Not getting response from her Samrat touched her shoulder. "Gunjan" .. and Gunjan jerked and came out of her thoughts. "kaha kho gayi ?" Samrat asked and Gunjan expected that "wahi jaha tum mujhe le gaye the." She said while staring at him. "you know Samrat jab hum log mile uske baad tum mere dost banne. Mujhe hamesha hi laga kit um mere sacche dost ho. Iss liye meine kabhi tumhaare baad kissi ko apna dost nahi banaya." "janta hu Gunjan.. aur mein tumhaara dost nahi tha Gunjan.. i was lying to you. Mein Dost' naam ke tag me trust nahi karta tha Gunjan. Its not Only about friendship its all about relations I didn't want to tag anyone in any relationship. Mujhe relation ke boj tale dabna nahi tha. Mujhe aisa lagta tha ki agar kissi ke sath relation me aa gaye to hum par ek control aajata hai. you cant be yourself you have to behave as per others wish like agar meine ye kiya to mere iss friend ko bura lag gaya to ?? wo relation hi kis kaam ka if you cant be yourself." "tum relation me trust hi nahi karte the Samrat aur mein.. mein tumne apne ek saccha aur apna dost manne lagi thi . tum jante ho tum jabbhi mujhe baaki dosto ke samne special treat karte the mujhe bahut accha lagta tha... jab tum mujhe chute the mera haath pakadte the mujhe hug karte the mujhe khichte the.. wo sayad tumhare liye ek masti thi Samrat but I was attracting towards you." Samrat was shocked hearing this "what? in just 2 months you.. Dont tell me I cant believe I didnt believe in relationship mein to tumhe ek dost bhi nai manta tha aur tum usse bhi aage... i cant believe. " "yahi to baat hai Samrat ki Mayank ne mujhe bola tha ki tum kabhi kissi ko apna nahi maante fir bhi mera din tumhaare touch se dhadak utthta tha.. anjaane me tumne mere ehsaas ko jagaa diya tha..." "Oh god tabse tum ..." "haa tab se mein.. uss din jab tumne mujhe uss ladke se bachayaa tha tabhi meine tumne saccha dost maan liya tha aur dhire dhire tumhaare sath ki itni aadat ho gayi ki tum meri aadat se jyada jarurat bann gaye the. Jab bhi tum collage nahi aate the mere dimag me sirf tum hi hote the." "Oh to Mrs. Shergill. Mujhpe tab se lattoo ho gayi thi.. jab mein ghaas bhi nahi daalta tha " Samrat laughed.. and gunjan too. "I still remembered that day when we were in cafeteria and mayank gave treat to us. Aur tumne meri saari Hope tod di thi. Tumne humari 3 months ki dosti hi tod di thi .. sayad meri dosti tod di thi kyunki mein to kabhi tumhaari dost thi hi nahi ."

FLASHBACK

"Mayank please I don't want you to pay my bill" Samrat declared as soon as mayank told to throw a party. "par Samrat its my Birthday treat man.. " "I know but i think you better know me ki mein kissi ki treat nahi leta.. aur mein apna share khud dungaa." He said and paid his share of bill. "Samrat what is this?" Gunjan asked him "see guys I don't want any drama here."Samrat said in straight voice "Samrat, Mayank is your friend and its his birthday You cant be rude on his birthday. Why are you hurting him?" "Dekho Gunjan tum inn sab me naa hi pado to hi accha hai...well its good ki aaj mein tumhe bhi bata du sab kuch .. mera yaha koi dost nahi hai.. Naa Mayank na Nisaar Na Ria naa Jay Na Tum Gunjan.. mein Mayank ka dost nahi hu sab jaante hai infact sab ye bhi jante hai ki mein kissi ka dost nahi hu.. " "to fir tum mere dost?" Gunjan was damn shocked to hear this from Samrat. He was damn rude "please Gunjan mein tumhaara dost nahi tha.. kabhi nahi thaa.. wo to tum iss collage me iss city me nayi aayi thi .. so I just gave u company Gunjan it was nothing more and I had just fun with you like I am used to do with others. Kal tumhe bhi koi aur mil jaayega tumhaara dost bann jayegaa tum mujhe bhi bhul jaaogi so what its not a big deal.. hota hai .. yaha naa koi kissi ka dost hota hai naa koi rishtedaar.." "agar tum mere dost hi nahi the to tumne mujhe uss ladke se bachaya hi kyu jab wo mujhe harass kar raha tha.." Gunjan had tears in her eyes. "see thats why i never wanted to be friend with anyone. You are bound to answer each and everything. Gosh i always feel suffocating in relations. Be it anything. Agar tum sunna chahti ho to sunno mein tumhaare sath sirf issi liye thaa kyunki tumhaara koi aur dost nahi thaa... aura b mujhe lagta hai ki tumhe dusra dost dhundh lenaa chahiye kyunki pure collage ko pata hai ki mein kabhi kissi ka dost naa tha hu aur naa kabhi hoga..Mayank mera dost hua karta tha aur aur ab se tumhaare sath jo mein FAKE friend bann kar ghum raha tha wo bhi ab se hua karta tha.. mein tumhaara fake friend hua karta tha Gunjan. At least aaj ke baad mujhe tumhaari wajse tumhare sath rehna to nahi padega. " He took his collage bag and left cafeteria.

Flashback ends.

Back to PRESENT

Gunjan had tears in her eyes and Samrat had guilty in his eyes. "Samrat mujhe ghar jaana hai." It was Gunjan's statement. It was first rejection in her life and she recalled it. Samrat knew it won't be easy for her. Soon they reached to home. Gunjan went to kitchen and made food and Samrat helped her Samrat didn't say a word to her. Gunjan started at him so many times but he didn't react. "Tumhaare hath se khana khaana hai mujhe" hearing this from Gunjan Samrat nodded in yes. Both sat on sofa. Samrat made her eat, each time he took morsel she started at him. deep down she understood his situation. Present Samrat and Past Samrat were two different persons. Samrat ate himself Gunjan got a call from her father and she got busy with him and shared good news with him. she also shared her good news with her dear mother. After an hour she looked here and there but Samrat wasn't there. She knew he could never leave her and specially when she was pregnant he must be somewhere alone. Then she remembered his favourite place. She went upstairs changed her clothes wore comfortable silky night suit and went to terrace. Her gaze directly went to Swing. And as usual her guess was right Samrat was swinging slowly while resting his head on back rest , staring at sky. He smiled seeing her he stopped swinging. Gunjan sat beside him and hugged him. "I want my hubby." That wasn't statement or any need it was just few words which were saying to Samrat Mr.Old-Sadu-Shergill-go-away-and-Sweet-Hubby-Shergill-Come-Back. Yes she didn't want remorseful Samrat who was guilty for his past deeds. She wanted her hubby now. Her husband of Today not friend of yesterday.

"A clear rejection is always better than a fake promise" A statement from Samrat . It was indicating so many things. He was saying he directly rejected Gunjan rather than promising false things. Because he experienced it in past when his Childhood friend Mayank left him. Mayank always did false promises didn't reject clearly. So he was saying in double meaning to clear from both sides why he rejected her clearly and mayank hurted him by false promises.

"Yes, I was always Happy Gunjan but it doesn't mean I wasn't hurt"

"Now I understood Samrat. I understood your part with Mayank. Might be you have experienced bitterness in every relationship so you were just like that.. but you know tumhaare wajase mujhe kitna rona padda... tumne mujse dosti hi tod di.. mein hurt ho gayi thi Samrat , par mein samajti hu Samrat ki sayad mein hi tumhaare karib aayi thi issi liye hurt ho gayi."

"tum hurt iss liye huyi thi kyunki tumne kabhi expect hi aisa nahi kiya tha. Expectation always hurts Gunjan. Hum insan jab bhi kissi se milte hai usko ek relation me TAG' karte hai aur humare Dimag ke hisab se ASSUME karne lagte hai.. issi liye mayank ne tumhe pehle hi warn kiya tha ki tum mujhe judge naa karo. Par sayad tumne bhi wahi kiya tumne bhi assume kar liya ki mein bahut accha hu sweet hu caring hu... ye hu wo hu... aur jab tumhaari expectation pe mein khada nahi utar paaya to tum hurt huyi.. hum insane yahi to galtiyaa karte hai.. expect bahut karte hai.. kya kabhi kissi dost ne hume ye kaha ki Wo kabhi aisa nahi karegaa? Yaa aisa nahi bolega? Ya aisa nahi niklega? Jab insan humare dimag se nahi chalta to wo hume bura lagne lagta hai . aur tumhaare sath bhi wahi hua.. I was so sweet with you I cared for you.. in those 3 months we were together all the time. I saved you from that monster, so you assumed you so manything about me.. Did I ever say ki I wont ever leave you? Kya meine kabhi tumse kaha tha ki mein bura kaam nahi karunga? Mein tumhe hurt nahi karungaa?? Meine tumhe hurt nahi kiya tha gunjan Tumhaari expectations' ne tumhe hurt kiya tha... " Gunjan understood everything. She smiled seeing her not so childish husband.

"accha to mujhe meri expectations ne hurt kiya tha aur tum jo mujhe 38 days tak ignore karte rahe uska kya?" she slapped him playfully.

"I wasn't ignoring you Gunjan I was teaching you to live without me" Gunjan laughed. Gosh this man has answer for everything. "you know I missed my fun loving friend a lot during that 38 days after you broke My DOSTI" Gunjan taunted and Samrat smiled at her taunt. " but ek baat to hai You made me smile you made me laugh even when I didn't want smile" She hugged him so so tightly. Samrat smiled and said "this is the best compliment one can ever get"Samrat felt so good hearing from Gunjan."and I also missed you a lot. aur tumne sorry bhi nahi bola tha kya bola tha aur uss baat ke liye tumne abhi bhi sorry nahi bola" "No I am not going to apologize for having trust issues" "I know I know Mr. Choosy " "ab tumhe tumhaare har sawal ka jawab mil gaya naa ki dosti kyu tooti and all yaa aur kuch baaki hai?" "haa baba samaj gayi kit um mujhe dost mante hi nahi the. Aise hi mein new student thi to mujhe thoda bhaav dete the. Par uss din Vijay ne jo mere sath kiya uske baad tum meri itni care karne lage ki meine tumhe sabse accha dost maan liyaa tha.. aisa hi lagne laga tha jaise meri duniya tumhaari wajase bahut khubsurat lagne lagi thi. You know I was very ambitious. Mere liye mere parents mera bhai mera sapna aur humari choti si duniya bass.. yahi mere liye sab kuch thaa but jab tum mere dost banne aur tumne mujhe itna hasaya aur tumhaare sath reh kar lagga ki iske bahar ki bhi duniya hai.. mein bahut reserved thi Samrat but you made me speak all nonsense stuff you know " Samrat laughed. "ab tum meri itni care karoge aur mein khud me positive change dekhungi jo meine kabhi feel nai kiya tha waisa feel karungi aur uss Vijay ke case ke baad to mein itni darr gayi thi ki.. mein almost smile karna bhul gayi thi but tumne mujhe... wait. Wait... uss ladke ne mujhe harass kiya aur jab tumne meri dosti todi tab tumne mujhe ye kaha kit um mujhe apna dost mante hi nahi agar tum mujhe apna dost mante hi nahi the to vijay se mujhe bachaya kyu? Agar insaniyat ke naati bacha bhi liya to uske baad meri help kyu ki mein sab bhul jaau? Uss din jab Mayank ke birthday ke din tumne dosti todi tabhi bhi tumne jawab nahi diya tha .. are you hiding something Samrat? " Gunjan broke the hug and looked at Samrat and look on his face said everything. "No.. don't tell me Samrat there is a story?" Samrat closed his eyes. "you cant be serious right?" Gunjan again asked him as she couldn't believe first and she was waiting for his NO but seeing his response she was more of assuring herself. She was waiting for his No when she knew answer would be YES.

Chapter 5: "Mr. I-am-pressure-cooker-and-I-can't help-me " (f**ked life stories)

"I was only 8 years old when I was harassed first time by my neighbour. I always played with that Uncle and once I went to his home he told me he brought some toys for me. He held my hand and took me upstairs and I went with him happily. And when we reached to his room he showed me red colour submarine or ship I was happy to see something new.. and then he tried to misbehave with me. I didn't know what was he doing with me but I felt so so strange I felt my body was on fire something strange happened to me I just pushed that man little with my tiny hands and ran to my home. I never knew it was something called harassment. But I didn't like the way he touched me. And what he tried to misbehave with me. I just went to my mom and cried for sometimes she asked me but I didn't know what should I tell to her because I myself didn't know what was that. The only thing I knew was it wasn't good and I wasn't feeling good. Time passed and in 3 years I got to know what that was I couldn't forgot that incident for 3 years after 3 years when I was 11 I went to my maternal family for summer vacation I was asking my relative elder cousin few questions about study and and in name of study she tried to harass me but that incident clicked me and I soon rushed out from that room. Again went to my mom and she made me sleep somehow again i didnt say anything to mom. Few years passed and I almost forgot those incidence when I was 16 my cousin sister came to my home and She tried to harass me but I was not small little kid i was 16 years Old I just slapped her hardly. And last incident clicked both past incidents After every incident I tried to be more strong and more cheerful than usual and somehow I succeed in it but last incident awaken memories of my past 2 incidence and it was hunting me always I used to have nightmares of that incidents but the more those nightmares scared me the more I made myself strong. I always constructed myself more strongly. I stopped believing in relations because whenever I tried to see anyone he/she turned out to be something I never expected. I had to protect me from everyone. Each and everyone tried to break me but everytime Gunjan every time I made myself more stronger than before. Mere dad se le kar bade papa ki family wo monsters sab ke sab.. sayad mera talkative nature mere liye sazaa bann gaya tha... aur mere iss nature ki wajase meine zindgi me sirf harassment bhi nahi bahut kuch dekha hai aur uss din when Vijay tried to harass you it triggered me and I recalled those painful memories I saved you. I didn't want you to go through all those " before Samrat could continue he heard loud sob of Gunjan's cry

"STOP CRYING GUNJAN... " Samrat screamed and Gunjan stopped crying. Samrat stood up from swing he closed his eyes.Gosh he was screaming on his pregnant wife. She gave him world's biggest happiness he should pamper her and and he was shouting on her. And that too while she was crying.first crying is not good for her health and also for baby.Gunjan stood up and hugged him.Samrat made her sit on swing again. And wiped her tears first.

"Gunjan Sympathy mat dikhao mujhe accha nahi lagta." "mein sympathy nahi dikha rahi Samrat. Mein to bass soch rahi hu ki ek baar mere hadsaa wo hadsa hua tha jisme se tumne mujhe bachaya tha mein janti hu mujhe kaisa feel hua tha.. aur tumne to 3 baar Samrat kaise seh paaye... fir bhi itna sweet kaise reh paaye." She said the fact before he took her wrongly.and she knew last time when she cried he almost shut himself and she knew there was a lot to see about him and if he shut this time there would be never opening again."Sweet kaha Gunjan Bitter to bann gaya hu dekhka nahi fir se tumpar chillaya meine" Samrat felt bad for it. But SORRY and that too from Samrat IMPOSSIBLE. She had to make him say sorry she knew there must be a reason for this Mr.I -Never-say-Sorry-Shergill."Tum abhi bhi sorry nahi bologe Samrat? Tumne mujh par chillaya fir bhi sorry nahi bologe? Mujse dosti tod kar hurt kiya tha uska bhi sorry nahi bologe? Mayank ko bhi hurt kiya uska bhi tumne kabhi sorry nahi bola.. naa kabhi mayank ka sorry accept kiya " she put her head on his shoulder and held his hand tightly and kissed his fingers.

"Sorry cant heal scars Gunjan. If you say sorry and think it will heal people's wound which was given by you then you are biggest fool. It never heals people's wound given by you. Its just make YOUR HEART remorse free. Tum bass uss Gunah se bacch jaate ho sorry bol kar. Khud ki nazar me acche bann jaate ho ki tumne sorry bol diya now you are free from all remorses. But scares which are given by you still there Gunjan. Mayank left me why because I didnt match his standard because my bade papa back stabed us. Was that my fault? Because mayank was damn busy to even look at me? I had shared 14 years with him Gunjan and in just few days he left me? And then he said sorry why? Because he wanted to realise him self from regret sorry bol kar wo regret se to chut jaayegaa par uska kya Gunjan jisne mujhe feelingless bana diya.. ? Mayank meri duniya hua karta tha Gunjan. He promised me ki he wont ever leave me no matter what Gunjan. Same goes for me Gunjan. I hurted you by breaking your friendship with me but could sorry undo my mistake? I have to feel pain. Yup sorry kelke mein chutna nahi chahta tha.. meine baar baar tumhe hurt kiya reject kiya tumhe dard diya meine kabhi tumhe sorry nahi bola. Kyaa mera sorry meri galtiyaa sudhar sakta hai nahi.. par mein sorry bol kar chutna nahi chahta tha Gunjan mujhe bina sorry kiye wo guilt wo taklif sehni thi jo meine tumhe pohchahiyi thi.. mein meri galti ke liye kissi ko sorry nahi bolta Gunjan kyunki wo sajja mein khud ko deta hu hamesha hamesha ke liye chaahe tum par wo chillana hi kyu naa ho.." Gunjan heard all these and wondered she was totally surprised seeing this logic behind not saying sorry. Gosh this man of hers was showing her new shades of him daily. "tum... tum ne aaj tak sorry nahi bola.. aur aaj tak tum apne aap ko har baat ke liye sajaa de rahe ho guilty ho.. regret karte rehte ho?? Samrat tum.." Samrat Continued"mere har dost ke liye mayank ke liye tumhaare liye meri mommere dad keliye ke liye meri sister ke liye sab ke liye Gunjan.. meine jisko jisko kabhi bhi hurt kiya hai uska regret aaj bhi mein karta hu.." it was now Gunjan's turn to make him understand. To change his mind. "Samrat you don't need to do this. Agar dard tum dete ho tu dawa bhi to dete ho naa..? kyat um sab kuch nahi bhul sakte Samrat? Humari duniya kitni haseen hai naa Samrat. Fir uss ko kyu nahi bhul jaate.?"

"kuch hadse zindgi se badh kar hote hai Gunjan jo bhulaaye nahi bhulte. Mujhe aaj tak wo sab yad nahi tha kyunki tum meri zindgi me aayi.. meri saare buri yaadon ko acchi yaadon se replace kar diya. "Gunjan regretted asking him about his past and said "sayad meri hi galti hai ki meine tumhaara past" before gunjan could continue Samrat spoke "nahi Gunjan tumne mujhe ek guilt se to free kar diya ki mein tumse apni life ke baare me kuch chupaa raha hu... Gunjan ek baat puchu ?? tum ye sunn kar mujse nafrat to nahi karogi naa? Please gunjan Naa bolnaa... mujse pyaar mat karna please par nafrat bhi mat karnaaa plzz Gunjan." She just locked her lips with him.. tears dropped from his eyes. "now mumma and baby are missing funloving Samrat kya baat hai Mr.Shergill aaj aapne ek baar bhi mazak nahi kiyaa naa mera mazak udaaya..."

"zindgi me mazak hota hai Gunjan zindgi mazak nahi hoti." He again stared at sky. "Kya dekh rahe ho chand ko?" "No, stars" he pointed towards stars. Whole city slept and only stars were shining in darkness.

"why? Log chand ko dekkhte hai aur tum stars ko?" Gunjan asked in perplexed tone "kyunki stars hamesha aise hi rehte hai... Chand ki tarah aaj chota to kal mota aaj pura to kal adhura nahi hota...kabhi kabhi to chand aata hi nahi aur you know naa I hate changes. Inn stars ko dekho kaise shine karte hai aur agar toot bhi jaate hai to dusro ki wishes puri karne like wish upon a star. Dekho sare starts kaise shine kar rahe hai aisa lag raha hai jaise wo kale aasmaan par kissi ne diye ki rangoli banna kar kale aasmaan ki life me roshni hi roshni kardi ho... " Hearing this Gunjan felt proud of herself. And she also knew

"And you know you are my super star, and you know stars only shine in darkness. And you know I want My baby to be like you Samrat. " Samrat understood her meaning. Gosh she was truly his life looked at shining eyes and again wished.

"with your Ocean eyes Heal me forever"

NEXT:

FLASHBACK continues

PS: haven't check it .Ignore mistakes I cant check any mistake,because i cant read it again.

Originally posted by: MoNayaAshiq4evr

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Originally posted by: charmee_sammy

tune updt kar bhi diya... main previous part ka comment karne hi waali thi...

btw tu updts ko chapter no. ya part no. kyu nai deti... direct post kar deti hai...

Originally posted by: BabajiKaThullu

haa kar diyaa kast update ek week pehle kiya tha meine... i dont knw why i dont.like to five chapter ni or updt no... meine bahut baar try kiya likhne kaa bt fir remove kar deti hu kyunki keri file me ye story continue hoti hai sidha sidha... like ek hi post me saare parts..

Originally posted by: charmee_sammy

lol you dont like to no. ur updt... ha wo toh hai.. teri file me story continuation me hogi...

but koi nai tu harr updt ke neeche next part ka link post karti hai wahi kaafi hai...