Asya SS: Ateet Ke Panne

Hey forumvasis, its been a while since I have made a post on this forum.I was just about to sleep when this idea popped up in my mind and I could not resist the urge to share it with you people. So I am going to start a new SS.I have not watched today's episode yet but have read in the written update about Dilshad mentioning about a Diwali party.My story will start from that point. Also,In this story Rashid has already got a heart attack and is still unwell and also the celebrations for Zoya's birthday are over.

Chapter 1

Zoya's POV:

I stood near the window of my room.Yes my room, in myhouse,in Mr.Khan's house.Finally I was at peace.The days I spent in SM were like a nightmare.Now I realized that what living without phuphi and Mr.Khan meant.Well all's well that ends well and now my period of suffering is over.Now I'll be with her Mr.Khan forever like in the movies "happily ever after".The bursting sound of a cracker brought me back to reality which reminded me that I have a Diwali party waiting for me.I am super excited for this party because I have never been to such a party in New York.Thank God I am back with Mr.Khan in time to attend the party.I should get ready now,its getting late otherwise Mr.Khan will again get an excuse to blame me.Akdu Ahmed Khan kahin ke.

I was just adjusting my mang tika when Mr.Khan entered already asking me to hurry up and reprimanding me about how much time I need to get ready but he stopped his speech mid sentence and was staring at me open mouthed.Was I really looking that pretty or he was just over reacting since we are together after like eternity?He slowly came towards me constantly looking into my eyes and pecked my cheek.My heart was beating so hard that I was afraid he could hear it."You look beautiful" he said "Also now the colour of your cheeks mathes with the colour of your dress" and that is when I realized how hard I was blushing.He exited the room after asking me to hurry up.I was almost done and followed him behind.

We reached the venue in almost half an hour and my god it was so breath takingly beautiful.The entire lawn was surrounded with lights,candles and diyas.There was a durban standing at the entrance of the main party hall to welcome the guests.The party hall was equally beautiful as the lawn.Everybody was wishing each other and having sweets.Also there were a number of other food items.Only thinking about them made my stomach growl even though I had my pizza just an hour back.Mr.Khan will definitly scold mefor such careless eating habits.I need to control today,I met everyone in the party and also danced a little.The organiser of the party announced that it was time to head towards the lawn and burst crackers.I became all the more excited but suddenly it struck me that crackers meant fire and fear gripped my heart.But I did not wat to miss the fun and also I didnt want that phuphi and Mr.Khan's fun get spoiled because of me.I had to be strong.Afterall they were just crackers not actually any dangerous fire.I have no problem with candles now.I have come over that fear over the years so I can face crackers too.Yes I needed to be strong for Mr.Khan.

While I was thinking all this half of the crowd was already out in the lawn and the rest were making their way out.I was determined to face whatever comes and with the same I stepped outside and went in the lawn.As soon as I stepped out the sight that met my eyes washed away all my determination.Fire.There was fire everywhere around.All the crackers were like spitting fire.I went numb.The flashes of the same building on fire cae back to me.I was shouting for my ammi.I wanted to shout again today for Mr.Khan to take me away from here, but no words escaped my mouth.I started feeling suffocated and dizzy.My vision blurred and I fell into someones arms I guess Mr,Khan's.That is the last thing I remembered and then I drifted into unconsciousness.

Asad's POV:

Zoya was excited like a child when we entered the party hall.Her excitement for this party was one of the reasons I could not deny the invitation for this party.Well this was a diwali party and diwali meant crackers and crackers meant fire.I knew very well that she was phobic of fire.I did not want her to face any problems.But seeing her so excited I decided to be a part of the party till the annoncement for the bursting of crackers is made.Zoya enjoyed every part of the party and hence I appreciated my decisiom of bringing her here.I was keeping a constant watch over her because i did not want her to go anywhere near fire.But one or the other person kept nudging me be it relatives aur business relations.I was discussing a very important deal with a client when the announcement for the crackers was made.I tried to wrap up the discussion as soon as possible since I need to take Zoya away from here.But as I look up to find her she already had left the hall.

I saw her standing at the entrance of the lawn staring numbly at the crackers and I knew in that moment that she already has enterd a trauma.I saw her taking deep breaths as if she was suffocated.She swayed a little and I ran towards her and caught her in my arms.She had fainted.

Precap:

Zoya's POV:

How can I tell Mr.Khan that I saw his own abbu litting fire in that building.She was scared to disclose the addition in her dream but was confused as to what it meant.

Please tell me your views about it.All types of criticism is welcomed. 😊😊

First of all I am very very sorry for updating so so so late.But I had my exams which got over just today and now I have a vacation for an entire month.So now I promise that I will update regularly and regularly means actually regularly.Ofcourse the promise is made to those people who are interested in reading 😛😛.Okay so now coming back to the story.😃

RECAP:

Asad ,Zoya and Dilshaad went to a Diwali party.Asad had decided that they will leave the party as soon as the announcement for crackers is made and Zoya decided to face her fear of fire for the sake of ASad's and Dilshad's happiness.But as soon as she saw fire everywhere in the form of crackers she couldnt stay stable and fell unconscious into asad's arms who tried his level best to reach to her in time but failed.

PART 2:

ASAD'S POV:

My heart nearly stopped as soon as I saw her pale face.I picked her in my arms and immediately left for the exit followed by ammi whose face was masked with worry.I made her lie on ammi's lap in the back seat and went for the front seat myself.We reached home within 15 minutes which was half the time we took to reach there.I didnt want any delay in Zoya's treatment.I had already called the doctor on the way.She will be here anytime.I sat beside my love holding her hand.She looked so pale and fear stricken.I regretted my decision to attend the party.She was cold.The doctor arrived and asked me leave her hand so that she can check her properly.Though grudgingly,I followed what she told me to do.I saw confusion masked on the doctor's face.She turned towards me and said "Kya inka kisi aisi chiz se samna hua hai jisse inhe khauf hai?" "Ji.She is scared of fire aur hum aj diwali party mein gaye they to crackers ki vajah se she faiinted" I replied.The doctor started examining her again.I lost my patience and asked the doctor "Zoya thik to hai na?Use hosh kab tak aaega?"

"Dekhiye Mr.Khan patient is waqt sadme mein hai.Unhe kuch der tak hosh aa jaega par apko is baat ka dhyan rakhna hai k vo hosh mein ane k baad pehle jaisa behave kare.Agar unke behaviour mein koi changes ate hain to immediately contact me since it can be dangerous.I'll take my leave now.Take care.Allah hafiz." The doctor replied.

I very hardly controlled the tears that clouded my eyes after hearing to the doctor.Ammi volunteered to take the doctor outside and I got some time alone with my Zoya.I removed the hair from her forehead that were blocking my view of her face and kissed her forehead.I took her hand in my hand and kissed it too.A tear from my eye fell onto her hand and she clutched my hand even tighter.My Zoya.I dont know how much time passed like this with me sitting beside her.I saw her eyebrows squirming and a wave of happiness washed over me as she was coming back to consciousness.But the feeling vanished soon as I saw fear gripping her face.She started breathing heavily and turning her head from side To side.I tried to calm her down but to no avail.She was sweating.I patted her head and face to bring her back to consciousness but she didnt budge inface she became even paler.She murmured words like "Ammi" "aag" "bachao" and I realised that she was again having that nighmare.She woke up with a jerk and shouted "AMMIII...".

She looked ver scared and uncomfortable.I tried as much as I could to calm her.As soon as she looked into my eyes she crashed into my chest and her sobs became uncontrollable.I patted her back and kissed her hair continuously.I murmured sweet nothings into her hair to make her feel better but she cried even harder.

"Zoya , meri jaan, kya hua?Fir se vahi sapna dekha?" I asked to which she nodded her head. "Koi baat ni baby bas sapna tha.Its okay.Just calm down.Mai hu tumhare sath.Shhh shant h jao." I said as I patted her.She seemed to calm down a little.She broke our hug and looked into my eyes and said "Mai thik hu Mr.Khan".But I could see she was not okay.Infact she was hiding something from me.I wondered was it just the dream that scared her so much or is she hiding some important detail from me.I could not keep the doubt to myself so I asked her "Zoya aap mujhse kuch chupa rahi hain?" She replied in a negative.I didnt want to bug her much so i pretended to agree with her but I was preety sure about my doubt.I just held her hand and sat beside her but what surprised me was that she didnt hold my hand back.I looked at her and realized that she was in her own world.I squeezed her hand and called out to her.She looked towards me and said "Can you please leave me alone for sometime?"

I was shocked to hear this but nevertheless i didnt want to deny anything to her.It was best to leave her alone at this moment and I complied to her wish.There was something in her eyes I have never seen before. "Thik hai.Apna dhyan rakhiega aur kisi bhi chiz ki zarurat ho to mujhe bula lijiega chahe waqt kuch bhi ho raha ho.Mai hamesha apke sath hu.I love you." I kissed her forehead to which she replies with a weak and smile. Then i left the room.

As soon as i entered my room various thoughts clouded my mind.Zoya was definitely behaving differently.Shall I inform the doctor or should I wait atleast till the morning.Maybe she is just scared and will become alright in the morning.After all she is my Zoya,the strongest of all.I thought it best to wait for the morning and soon I drifted into sleep.

ZOYA'S POV:

There was fire everywhere.The building was burning.My ammi was inside but I was not able to find her.I shouted for help but to no avail.I saw someone litting the fire.The person's face was not clear.He was wearing a red T-shirt.Dost.He was Dost.Fire surrounded ever place.I was not able to breathe.It was hot.Vert hot.THen suddenly I woke up to a dimly lit room.It took me few seconds to realize that it was my room.As soon as I saw Mr.Khan I crashed into his arms to block all the fears.I cried until no tears were left.He tried his best to calm me down.Suddenly I reaised that there was a addition to my dream.I saw his father putting that building on fire where I was caught with my ammi.What could that mean?UGGHHH...Everything's so confusing.By this time Mr.Khan had understood that I was hiding something from him and he asked me the same.THough I replied In a negative I know he was not convinced.I need to be alone to think about all this.

How can I tell Mr.Khan about the addition in my dream?How can I tell him that I saw his abbu litting fire in the building?Also I knew that if he stays beside me for any longer I will not be able to hide anything from him so I asked him to leave me alone.He agreed at once much to my surprise.He may not want to trouble me.He kissed my forehead and assured me with his words.I could not help but smile.Then he left for his room.

But the question is what was dost doing in my dream?I need to find the answer soon otherwise it will torture me.But for today it was enough and I decided to call it a night.