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Prologue: My Baby Lizard
I tell my Lizard to leave that man. I tell her every day of the week, every hour of the day...I wish he withers away from her sight like the pulsing sore that he is. I tell her to stop visiting him in the prison cell...for I know he is using her. Using my precious babe to keep his sanity, using her to fill the void in his empty heart, using her as the warm body he can f**k once a month and put on show to the guards. Using her to convey that he is still in touch with reality. The truth is far from it. He is swirling deep down his whirlwind of lies and driving Lizard with him. I want to stop him before it is too late. Someone please just tell me how.
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"Visitor No. 41856. Who are you here to see?"
"Rishabh M. Kundra".
"Very well. Name?"
"Madhubala Kundra".
"Relation to inmate?"
"He is my husband damn it! He is my f**king husband! I come here every f**king week and you know this is the time of the month we make love. You think I don't know you're watching? You pervert! Just f**king let me in!"
"It's standard procedure ma'am. The more you resist, the longer it's going to take and the harder it is going to be for your husband on the inside".
"Is this a threat? Are you f**king threatening me? You can't do that. You can't legally hurt him".
Oh my poor Lizard, I told her nothing is legal. Listen to me darling. Pay heed to my givings for I am your only true benefactor.
"Ma'am, I am in control here and I am sure you would not want me to lose it. After all, it is your husband at stake".
"Okay, I am sorry. I am sorry...I just...please let me see him. I won't...I promise not to do this again...I am sorry".
"Good. I understand you are under a lot of pressure. Just know that even letting you visit him once was a privilege not granted to most other families. This isn't the prison of a law abiding nation. We can do things, off the book, that you wouldn't want done".
I exhaled a hot breath as I watched her get humiliated by the guards for the nth time. By now, it had become a routine for her. They would poke fun at her, throw jaded insults, tarring not only her name but her entire existence with their filthy mouths. They would press her constantly hoping she would defect, break down, and give up on that man. And I wish she did! Even if just to get out of this horrible situation. But she kept going...when the whole world was set against them, she pushed through protect him. I wish I could say the same for him. That bas***d doesn't deserve her. I can only watch from the sidelines for so long. If he so much as sends a bad breeze her way SO HELP ME GOD, he will be dead by the hour!
Edited by DonnaHarvey - 11 years ago