Aitbaar (SS): Thread 2 :Completed - Page 19

maan is selfish and devil😡

PART 10

She felt some wetness of her bare tummy while her ears heard low sobs that were piercing her heart. She knew even if her eyes were closed tat who it was. She tried hard to block them but the wetness only increased making her to jerk her eyes open. She tried getting up but the weight on her tummy wasn't allowing her to do so. She struggled as her heart ached to feel the pain that she was feeling. Prem said that you are my Maan but my Maan does not cry like this. Her words reached his ears only to slit his heart even more than it was. Boliye na.. aren't you my Maan. She pulled his hair forcing his head up. She sat back on the bed and looked straight into his eyes saying Prem ne kaha tha ki you are my Maan, but how can my Maan cry. He only knows to smile and irritate me.. pata hain he even knows to make me cry but he never cries. So this means you are not my Maan. He saw her eyes with his own teary eyes and he could say they were filled with tears. I will tell Prem that he lied.. You know sab jhoot bolthe hain.. no one tells me where my Maan is. He does not love me..pata hain main kitna pyar karti hoon Maan se but he does not. Main Prem se kahungi he did not get my Maan back. She pushed Maan and tried to walk out when Maan held her hand tight. He knew or say he feared that if he lets this chance go than Prem will take her away from him. He wanted to confess all he did, he wanted to tell her that he had killed Prem or say he tried to kill him but before that he wanted to make her cry to be normal and understand wat he wants to say. He knew that it was only him who could bring tears in her eyes tears for their baby their loss and he had to do.

Jaan, your Maan killed your baby Jaan. The moment he said those words he could feel the stiffness in her the same tat he had felt after the miscarriage. This very own hands took your baby Jaan. She twisted her hand to free herself but Maan held it tight. He stood and turned her in one swift move that now she was facing his crying face. Why don't you feel the pain Geet? Meri wajah se humne humara baby kho diya, why don't you feel it. itni beruki kyu. She struggled as he tried to make her look into his eyes. He wanted to scream make her fight with him but he was losing it. Prem was right that he would never make her cry for the loss. He now felt that he never ever loved her as it was his psychotic obsession for her and no love. He felt her getting wild to free herself but he grabbed her by her waist tightly with one hand and the other grabbed her face between her cheeks. You believe Prem na, he said that m your Maan tho pir why don't you cry? Why don't you cry for our baby? Don't you feel something missing inside you? Jawab do Geet.

I don't feel for any blood Maan. Her words killed him the moment he realized wat she said. He realized that she referred their baby as blood and then the realization that why she used to say that she stinks of blood why she said she is allergic to see blood. He closed his eyes as the realization hit him hard with her words yet again and now its clean.. dekho kahi bhi blood nahi hain.. see na my dress, your hand everything is clean na.. dekho na. Mujhe na Prem se kehna hain tat m cleaned I don't stink of any blood. He looked at her as his grip loosened on her waist. His eyes just staring at her while she showed him his hand, hers with no blood traces on it. That blood was your baby Geet.. your baby our baby his lips parted saying this with low voice tat would be hardly audible to Geet. He repeated it again as he fell on his knees hugging her tummy burying his head into her humara tha.. maine maar diya ushe. I killed him not even letting you feel the baby.. your Maan killed it Geet. it was not blood it was our baby our love... sirf humara.. your baby.

Nahi that was blood I know. She screamed trying to hold herself. It was our baby Geet, your baby and the moment he said those words he felt himself hitting the floor but his eyes still on Geet. Her eyes furious enraged with anger and hatred while her fist clenched tight probably her nails digging into her skin. nahi hain.. do you get nahi tha woh mera. Her voice sharp and filled with hatred but hatred for whom, he could not sense. He had never seen her like this and the moment she held him by his collar he was shocked with her words and accusation for herself how can it be mine.. main tho kabhi apne Maan ke saath soyi nahi. I never loved my Maan than how can it be Geet's and Maan's baby when Geet was being f**ked by Prem... nahi tha woh mera.. samjhe aap it was only yours.. sirf Maan Singh Khuranna ka tha woh.

Geet he held her trying to calm her down but she only pushed him nahi tha... nahi tha. He hugged her tight as she cried with each refusal she made to make herself believe nahi tha.. it was yours.. not my Maan's mere Maan ka nahi tha woh.. nahi mera. He closed his eyes as she broke down but next moment he was once again pushed but before she could even run out of the room she saw everyone coming inside. Heer had been passing through their room as she wanted to ask Maan something but she heard Geet screaming and fearing she ran to call everyone. Rano and Prem looked at Geet who was messed up with tears. Prem raised his eyes to glare at Maan but the pain and fear he saw in his eyes shook him to death as Prem always feared this to see in Maan's eyes and he did. Maan pulled Geet back as he saw her trying to push and walk out but he just grabbed her by her hand and held her tight. Haan it was Maan Singh Khuranna's baby but woh mere Geet ka bhi tha.. do you get. She nourished it inside her.. she was my baby's mother.. sirf mere Geet ka.

Tho maine maar diya ushe. Her words killed Maan but more than tat it killed her. She did not want to accept it, she was running away from the truth tat it was her baby. She looked straight in his eyes and pushed him away a bit saying ab main jau. Maan just kept staring at her as if he was just looking at her for the very first time. He blinked his eyes and with it more tears ran down his cheeks. it was ours Jaan.. your baby.. my baby our baby. But she only turned her back to him facing the others. Rano looked at Geet as she tried to walk closer to her. She could sense her daughter's turmoil and the way she was answering Maan was something Geet could never do. Rano stopped as she heard Maan say again trying his best to make her agree. Geet did cry but this was not enough. Rano tried moving again but she felt a hand pulling her back and then she heard Prem saying nahi aunty not today. She needs to cry or else we will lose her and its only Maan who can do it... he is the reason and he is the only cure she has now.

Then why are you avoiding it Geet.. kyu bhaag rahi ho mujhse when I speak about the baby. Nahi hain na tumara then just listen to me.. Prem ne kaha na tat m your Maan so hear your Maan and his baby.. just listen so that you can give a baby to your Maan again. He tried twisting his words and he could feel the change in her. You wanted your Maan back na.. isliye tho you were waiting for Prem dekho he is back and now even your Maan is back but listen to his sins.. Listen wat sins did Maan Singh Khuranna do before Prem gave your Maan back. He wiped his tears as he continued dekho na Geet, Maan Singh Khuranna ne apne hi baby ko maar diya. You know his Geet is not ready to accept that the baby was hers and kyu kare.. why would she say that the baby was hers...I never ever let her do that. hain na Geet.. she never wanted tat baby, she never loved the baby.. she never ever wanted to have my baby.. she was never a mother.

The whole room echoed that followed with a sudden silence and then again echoing after his words and their eyes wide open with fear seeing Geet slapping Maan with all her strength. She did not stop even if her hand ached but she kept hitting him. Yes it was not mine.. maine kabhi mehsoos hi nahi kiya then how can I feel the pain. She pulled him closer by his collar karne diya hota than I would Maan.. did you let me feel tat I was having a life inside me.. nahi it was all about you.. sirf you.. wat did you say that I will hurt the baby.. it was yours and I know how to take care of my baby.. did you ever let me think tat it was mine.. Na then why should I cry.. maine tho sirf behta hua khoon mehsoos kiya ush din. She pushed him and turned towards others. She pulled Naina closer questioning her did he let me feel Mom.. kabhi kuch karne diya inke baby ke liye... you remember na wat he said that the baby belongs to Maan Singh Khuranna.. yaad hain na Dad she looked at Maan's father who looked at her with tears.

Dadima do you remember wat he said.. tat if I hurt the baby he would kill me.. yaad hain na Geet cried as she pulled Dadima closer towards Maan. boliye na sab why should I cry when I never felt the baby.. woh tho mera tha hi nahi... main tho Prem se pyar karti thi na and Maan Singh Khuranna did a favor by marrying me.. you know wat he said on our first night that wat if Prem is not alive I can satisfy my physical desires by sleeping with Maan Singh Khuranna not by loving Maan.. yahi kaha tha na Maan... mujhe tho kabhi mehsoos hi nahi hua tat I was caring my Maan's baby.. woh tho sirf Maan Singh Khuranna ka tha... his possession. .. so why should I cry for it.. why should I she cried breaking down as each word came back running that she had buried deep inside her. She had made herself believe that the baby was never hers and her belief made her to look for Prem who would get her Maan back. Her mind knew that her Maan was there but her heart refused to accept it. It wanted Prem to come and say that he was his Maan yet she never wanted him to say anything about the baby.

I only loved Maan but mere Aitbaar ne dhoka diya mujhe Maan.. it failed me every time I tried to think tat I was having a part of you inside me.. and tat hope tat I could feel the baby was taken away when I felt my own blood.. I stink of tat blood Maan.. nahi jaatha. Mere Aitbaar ne sab kuch cheen liya phir bhi mujhe zinda rakha. It was not mine nahi tha mera aur nahi kabhi hoga.. nahi hoga. She cried as she fell on the floor and cuddled herself into a ball as she tried to make herself believe tat it was not hers. Each pair of eyes cried seeing her lying so lifelessly on the floor but none had the courage to soothe her aching heart. Nahi tha Maan.. the baby was not mine.. jaane dijiye mujhe.. don't remind me of it Maan.. nahi tha. His heart stopped as he fell on his knees once again near her body. He wanted to kill himself into pieces tat none could count. He was the reason for her pain tat she did not even believe tat it was her baby. She said it was blood and truly it was as he never let her think tat it was her part too. He sat next to her crying as she cried with closed eyes while others stood watching them. None knew how much time passed but they just stayed the way they did waiting for Geet or Maan to say something.

Khoon nahi tha Geet. They heard Maan say as he moved closer and pulled her into his lap it was your baby.. sirf tumara tha.. it was only yours.. mera nahi tha.. nahi tha mera . He said hugging her tight as he held on to him tight. She shook her head refusing to his each word. Darr tha Geet.. I was scared of my own sins that I refused to think that you loved me but the moment I saw you in blood I knew I lost everything Geet.. your Aitbaar never failed but it was mine.. mera Aitbaar jhoota tha.. the Aitbaar that I had on my thinking that I owned you.. the Aitbaar that I thought you will only be mine.. main kahu ya na kahu but only mine. the Aitbaar that no one can love you like me even if I...it was all a lie Geet.. mere ishi Aitbaar ne sab kuch barbaad kiya.. I killed each and everything in your life.. I killed your baby Geet.. I killed our baby.. sach kaha sab ne.. tat m a cold blooded murderer... but trust me Geet.. I only loved you.. it was not like I hated to roam with you.. I tried changing you Geet but you never did.. I was not ashamed but I did not wanted you to be insulted by others.. you were too simple Geet.. and then .. sab hua.. sab meri thinking ki wajah se... but I truly loved you.. socha ki who will like a simple girl like you.. no one na.. coz I felt I owned you but I was wrong.

This was the only mistake you ever committed in your life Maan... kabhi socha hi nahi tat Geet is not any other girl. Maan heard Prem saying and next he sat next to him pulling Geet into him. He wiped her tears as he hugged her hard trying to calm her heart. she was not any other girl Maan.. she was your Geet.. jhalli thi woh but she wanted you to express your love.. She herself did not knew when she started to love you but with tat love she had a fear, fear to lose you when she saw or heard about girls who looked much better than her with you.. kabhi kuch nahi kaha ushne but I forced her on tat trip Maan... she cried but she did not let you down anywhere Maan.. sirf apne Aitbaar ke saath khel diya... do you even know why she did tat Maan.. kabhi sochne ki koshish ki tat why your Geet played such a dangerous game.. did you ever think about it Maan. Maan looked at Prem's eyes tat were furious as he remembered each word he had heard on tat trip. Prem closed his eyes for few seconds but he could not stop saying wat he and Geet had heard.

Neha the name only enraged Maan as his fist tightened with some past memoies. Neha was the reason Maan.. wat would Geet do when she heard that you were sleeping with Neha.. kya karti woh when she heard that her love was loving someone else. wat geet would do when she got to know how you were planning to propose her very soon. How would Geet react when she confronted tat Neha and she proved all her words with yours and hers photos.. photos that were too close. Tell me Maan.. how could I tell Geet not to play with her Aitbaar even after seeing and hearing. You know wat your Geet never trusted all tat so she played to get you back and confess but you never did as the moment we declared our fake love you did not even show a dislike to it balki you and neha started to get closer.. kya karti Geet yahi na tat she would cry rather than fighting for her love but dekho na Maan.. she is the one who lost everything in this game of Aitbaar.. Did I lose anything no.. See I have my love with me.. my Heer, you have your love Geet with you but wat does she have nothing.. she lost everything in this Aitbaar. She lost everything Maan and this is all because of you.. just your thinking that you don't need to confess your feelings as you believed she was yours and you owned her. Prem accused Maan who sat looking at Geet who hugged Prem tight and cried. He could not say a word nor did he have the courage to defend himself. He tried touching Geet but stopped hearing her.

Mera baby tha na Prem... it was mine na.. mujhe kyu dur kiya Maan ne Prem. Prem's hold increased with each word while his eyes spitted fire at Maan. he wanted to rip him off but he could not. He slowly parted Geet and wiped her tears again and made her look at Maan who was crying it was doll.. woh tho babaji ne sirf le liya wapas as he wanted you and Maan to have a nice beautiful baby again. you don't believe me then ask Maan.. he knows that the baby was only yours. Prem slowly settled Geet on Maan and Maan instantly held her saying it was your Jaan.. sirf tumara..mera nahi tha.. trust me Jaan.. only yours and m sorry.. m very very sorry Jaan.. I know my sins can never be forgiven but I want you back Jaan.. I want my Geet back.. I want her smile back Jaan. Geet did not say anything but just hugged Maan tight while he held her tight. He saw Prem smiling but the same wasn't with the others. He turned his gaze back to Prem and he could see a evil smile in them. Maan feared and pulled Geet more into him but he knew that before Prem could do anything he had to tell the truth about wat he did in London.

I want to confess something Maan gathered all his courage and looked straight into everyone eyes while Prem still had tat smirk. I want you all to know some truth that will change everything in our life. shayad you all will hate me but I need to get out of this guilt and sin.. I know it's not easy but I want to. Maan looked at Prem who smiled seeing him. Prem.. maine Prem ko but he was cut by Prem who still smiled with the evil smile. Prem ko kya Maan.. yahi na you want me and Heer to get married par kya hain na.. I would wish to but my Geet isn't well yet that she can run around for my wedding. Maan just kept looking at Prem who smiled looking at him. Maan saw Prem shaking his head for a no and asking him to keep quite. Aur Heer se itni jaldi shaadi nahi kar saktha.. I want to romance with her na.. so why to marry so early.

He shut his mouth as he felt a sharp pain on his face. He looked up and saw Geet glaring at him with her hand ready to slap him again. shaadi hogi and within this week and we are heading back to Delhi today itself and yeah I got my Maan and Prem back so I don't want anything from past in my life back.. I cant lose you both she said pulling Prem towards her and hugged both still sitting on Maan. Maan just kept staring at Prem as he could not understand why he did not let him say.

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Did he really try to kill you Prem the sudden voice and anger in it feared Prem. He knew whom the voice belonged but he prayed tat it was just his illusion but alas it wasn't as he heard her again. he heard Heer question her the same answer me Prem did Maan really try to kill you. Prem turned and saw Heer with anger and fear in her eyes. He closed his eyes as he knew tat she knew it and he cant deny the truth to her. He took a step saying Sach bahut Kaala hain Heer and the more its remains within me its better for us.. nahi tho sab khatam hoga. Heer just kept staring at him as she could never think it. She had heard earlier in Maaneet room wat Prem and Maan talked. She had heard everything and she could not believe it. She wanted to confront Maan but when she reached their room she heard Geet screaming but then everything changed. She could not get a chance and finally she decided to ask Prem.

Tat truth should never come in front of anyone Heer or else everything will be destroyed. Heer's anger was just raising with anger and in it she screamed at Prem him and you want to save tat murderer who did not even think about your parents. Prem smiled at Heer and his smile only made Heer to feel tat she never understood her Prem. He walked closer and held her hands in his saying

As I have seen the fear in his eyes Heer. A real true fear to lose his Geet and I cant let him to lose. My Maan never ever lost. Heer just kept hearing and today he won back. He faced everything Heer. He did wat I wanted, his fear made him to bring back the Maan tat only I and Geet knew. I got punished for the sin tat I and Geet did but I know its only me who can save Maan from breaking.

His words shattered Heer as her anger raised with each word. And wat about us Prem. we have lived thinking you died. Mere baaremein socha kabhi..i had to be alive with the truth tat you loved Geet and now you still want them to be happy.. your friendship has ruined everything in our life but not anymore Prem.. I will tell everyone the truth. Heer tried to jerk his hands but he held tight face wat would you feel if you had seen Geet and me in tat hotel room. wat would you feel if you had seen us getting cosy Heer. He looked for her reply but she just kept staring at him. you just heard wat you got to hear Heer and you hated Geet. She was surprised to hear tat but she kept mum.

I know you hated her but think about Maan, Heer. He has seen all this. He was broken when Geet said all tat in tat hotel room and it was his jealous side tat made him to do tat sin..Pyar tha woh but he was wrong and I don't want him to be punished for anything Heer... I just want them to be happy. I want my Mishty doll to be smiling. I promised her to give her Maan back and I want it Heer. Promise me tat you will not tell anyone. Prem looked at her eyes asking for her promise but her words shocked him than why did you say tat you will take Geet away from him. Prem smiled at her questions and answered her tats coz I know its only Maan who can make her cry for the Baby, Heer. I have talked to her doctor and she need to cry to be normal or else we will lose her and with tat we will all lose Maan.. I want to get back tat Maan, Heer tat Maan who was everything for us... tat Maan is only Geet's and mine... mujhe mere Maan aur Geet wapas chahiye and I know tat my warning would make Maan to break her down. He would do anything to bring her back tat he haven't done still... he fears to lose her Heer.. I can make her believe tat he is her Maan but I cant make her cry for the baby Heer.. she is in need of Maan.. sirf Maan..her heart is getting weaker and even if she believes me tat her Maan is back she wont be normal. She was getting into depression Heer and only Maan could get her back and see my few words made him to do it. Did you see shayad aaj Geet ne ish ek saal mein pehli baar kuch manga.. she ordered me and Maan the way she used to do. did you see it Heer.

Heer just kept staring at Prem. What could she say when she was being so mean for her love. It was true tat though they were together since childhood but she could never make Prem smile from heart after he lost his sister Pari but indeed it was Geet and later Maan who became his life. She just kept staring while Prem smiled looking at her. He pulled her into his arms saying wat will I get Heer. Will I get my year back if I tell everyone tat Maan tried to kill me. Will everyone forgive him after knowing tat the fall I had when Maan threw me put me into coma in an unknown place for so many months. Wat will I get when I feel tat somewhere even I and Geet are part of his sins. He will be punished but wat will me and Geet get for it.. geet tho mar jayegi na. will she be able to live knowing the truth tat Maan tried to kill me. Will she be able to live if she comes to know tat it was all his plan to make her marry him. tat fater I die he would be showing sympathy by marrying her but in truth it was his love. Bola Heer wat we will get but if this truth comes out everything will be shattered. They will be nothing called love and friendship ever in our life aur sabse badi baat I cant lose my Maan and Geet as they are more to me.. more than my own love Heer. Prem parted and cupped Heer's face saying if you are my heart then Maan and Geet are my heartbeats tat keep the heart alive Heer and I don't wont to stop this heartbeats as if I do then this heart will die. Heer smiled hearing him as somewhere she knew it but hearing it from Prem made her realize wat Maan and Geet meant for him. She hugged him tight and expressed her love in form of words but unknown to them someone had tears in his eyes.

Maan he had come to meet Prem but wat he heard was beyond his imagination. He could not believe tat even after his sins Prem would ever love him like tat. He felt to timid in front of him tat even his own guilt was less than the love Prem had for him and Geet. He just wanted to run away from all this but he could not. He just stood there watching Prem and Heer for the very first time like tat. He turned to leave but he failed to move and just barged inside as the door was slight ajar and opened making the two to jump. He did not wait and next second Prem was being hugged tight by Maan. Prem did not understand anything but just could feel Maan crying. I know my sorry is very small but I want to say.. m sorry Prem and I don't wont to lose you.. nahi jee paunga without you and Geet. Prem smiled patting Maan aur kisne kaha tat I will leave and go.. abhi tho bahut kuch baki hain Maan Singh Khuranna as Prem loves his besties and how can he leave and go them isliye tho bhagwan ne bhi wapas bhej diya na mujhe.

Precap: : :Last part.

I don't know wat you all think about this update but this is wat I had decided as it was Aitbaar and Prem cant let Geet to fail. His not telling anyone is something tat only he can understand as if he tells he knows nothing will be same. Their Aitbaar will never win and so will their love. So I hope you all are not disappointed with this update as this is the very first time where I have kept something secret in Maaneet's life as tat is the best.

Many wants to know about Maan and Prem's friendship or say Maan's pov so you will get it in the lst part. Don't worry I will cover the entire time when Prem was away how Maan felt and wat regret he went through.

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