2nd thread LOVE is FAITH .part 37 on page 141

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LOVE IS FAITH AND FAITH IS FOREVER

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread part 1

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=4 part 2

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=8 part 3

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=13 part 4

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=17 part 5

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=21 part 6

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=26 part 7

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=31 part8

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=37 part 9

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=45 part 10

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=52 part11

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=58 part 12

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=67 part 13

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=73 part 14

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread?pn=78 part 15

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread part 16

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/bade-acche-laggte-hai/3673569/love-is-faith-and-faith-is-for-ever-part-18-on-2nd-thread part 17

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Part 18-

I am crying ,crying very badly...again my past is succeed to scare me..i promise myself..if history repeats itself..then surely that will be the last chapter of my life ..

after few min Ram comes and sits at bed, I am just watching him..he does not say anything ..taking another duvet and lie down..

It is really shocking for me..as he takes another duvet for him.. we lie down, our backs are faced with each other ..but eye lashes of mine never meet with each other for the rest of night ..the pillow is totally wet ..it is also not new for me..in this previous 4 years ..these were my daily routine to wet my pillow and lied to my mother for hiding my swollen eyes ..every day I blamed those wretched medicines which helped me a lot to exist ,,but continuously I put blame on them that they effected my eyes too..I was so foolish that I thought my mother believed my every words as before she did ..but I broke her trust ..she believed me blindly that her daughter never will do any bad things which is not support her upbringing but I did ..and today I thank my lucky star only for the reason that tomorrow morning I don't have to lie to my mumma again..i don't have to blame those stupid non living things..as no one is here to check my eyes and pillow and more over now my mumma believes Ram more than me..

am I again wrong to trust Ram ..but to me

LOVE is FAITH and FAITH is FOREVER ,,...

and my love is one and only RAM.

At morning ..

After our breakfast ..

Ram and I do not share any words with each other

I say to my maa sorry Ram's maa

Maa main jaa rehi hu ..

Ram looks at me surprisingly but still he is silent ..and this hurts me a lot ..all I want his right on me..but no..

Maa: aare tu kaha jaa rehi hai Ram bhi to jayega na ..to..

Nehi maa ..mujhe Ishika k ghar jana hai..ek question set up karna hai. Dono sath me hi colg chale jayenge...aur Ram ki class me late ho jayega so its better maa.

I leave the place and take a cab

After 30 min Ram also reaches and found out that still Ishika is absent ..i forgotten that she informed me she will be late today..

I go to take class of 1^st year honours ..all of students are engrossed in their study very much 1^st of all ,it shocked me .. I never found any batch of students who r so studious..but they are ..it quite bit of impressive too ..i ask them, one of among told me that their fav Ram sir gave them an assignment ..which is not so easy ..and also he promised to give a pen for the highest scorer ..i get the reason of yeasterday's ph call of Priyadarshini ..but at late night ..? Priyadarshini is in front of me ..and when everyone uttered RAM's name her face is glowing ..

I do not took today's class as they request me to give them time to finish this off.

I leave for our common room, ishika is present now, .. I take my sit beside her .

Suddenly I feel some one's gaze ..yes it is Ishika ..looking at me in very awkward manner

I ask her

Aare kya huya tujhe tu aise kyun mujhe ghur rehi hai..

Ishika : nehi nehi main dekh rehi hu..subah nehi hone dene ka fayda kuch dikhayi de rehi hai ya nehi and wink at me..

Matlab ?

Ishika: are wo Ram sir matlab ki teri Mr.Kapoor ki msg ..tu bhul gayi kya ? ha ha ..tujhe kyun yaad rehegi ..rat me busy hoti hayna..

We heard some one's cough sound and yes it is ram..as we sit in common room and our posts are under Ram so he does not require any permission to enter here ..but yes he needs permission to listen our girly talk..i looked at him angrily,

Ishika is feeling dumb no words are in her mouth ..Ram too feel shy but he manages the situation and says ..

Ishika tumhari question set hogayi kya?

Then plz Priya se consult karke set karlo and looking at me he says ..Priya ho jaye to mere cabin me aakar de dena plz..starts to leave the room ..but again faces towards Ishika and says yes indeed it is my fav song too..

And left the room keeping us stun

After my classes almost 2 hours, I knock at Ram's room .and he says looking at me ..

Ram: tum bhi knock kar rehi ho?

Ok coming ..

sir aapki question...(once he told me not to call him sir at least when we r alone in college.but today I am feeling to do it ..)

Ram : sir? Tumhe nehi lagti tum kuch jyada hi formal ho rehi ho?

Aur kuch chize personal hoti hai jo kisi k sath share karna aacha nehi hai ..( I knew it he is upset for the msg encounter and Ishika's teasing but I am adamant too)

I just utter kuch time bhi personal hoti hai ..jo kisike sath share karna bhi thik nehi hai..

He tries to say something .. suddenly someone knocks at the door

Sir May I come in?

Ram: wo Priyadarshini ..yes yes sure .

Priyadarshini: sir aapki assignment and gives some papers... thank u sir for helping me a lot.

I am keeping my head down as it is my guilty feelings or jealousy whatever .but I don't feel good to see Priyadarshini right now here.

Ram: no no ..this pleasure is mine..

Priyadarshini: no sir actually kal rat meri padne ki mood hi nehi aa rehi thi aur aapne meri help kardi isliye thank u

Ram: its ok..by the way how was ur bday party?

P:yes sir it was great ...and more over as u eat chocolate which was given my me gave me my birthday gift itself...thank u again sir ..

I found one chocolate wrap in his bucket ..is it intact or ..he lied to me..

I interrupt

Sir aagar aapki question set hogayi hai to main kya aaj half day leave le sakti hu..?

Ram looks at me and say: achanak kyun? Half leave?

I am not feeling well so...

Ram: ok... paar not feeling well?( his face shows his concern but to me it is hidden in my insecurity )

Quite bit of personal sir ..may i?

Yes go ahead ..when I leave his cabin..i send him a msg .. I am going to Papa's house and he does not bother too reply me back..

All the rest of the day ..my mother in law ,father in law repeatedly calls me for my where about as I said to them that I was not feeling well but no ph call from Ram sides

Life showed me many things and still now it amazes me this is my Ram who once upon a time used to call me and said

Plz Priya chahe kuch baat kar payo ya nehi par ph rcv karke Hello hi bata dena ..as I cant live without hearing your voice but no he is not bother about my health ..i knew after marriage all definition of love relation is changed but within 7 days ..he is less interested about me..again I take a wrong decision in my life..

At night dinner time , I badly want heavy junk food for me which is really different for me ,my nature as I prefer light food and specially at night ..but my mother does not give me rather she says

Aaj to tujhe light food hi khana hai..

Par kyun ?

Maa: kal teri college me koi function hai ..aur agar khuch aisa kha liya to so u will not feel good ..

Aapko kaise pata?

Maa: Ram hi to sham se har ek ghante me ph kar raha hai..aur kal kaunsi dress k bade me pich raha hai..then tujhe light khane k liye kaha hai..to main batayi tujhe direct ph karne ko..to kaha teri tabiyat thik nehi hai ,isliye tujhe wo disturb nehi karna chahate hai..

I am speechless ..yes he is concerned about me..but does not shows it..is it same Ram whom I loved crazily only for his caring nature or whom I hated...

I want to leave this place again my maa calls me from behind

Priya teri room me ..maine kal k liye saree rak di hai..wo Ram ne veja hai tere liye ..

Next day ,at morning

I am going for freshen up and don't want to wear the particular dress which ram sent for me..but in my absence mind I take this and found one letter from there

Priya ( this is the first letter where he used Priya ..in all others he used baby, shona ,darling, sweetheart )

Mujhe pata hai tum mujhse gussa ho..i don't know why u r feeling insecure ..as I know to u love means faith first ..so apne Ram k upar is 4 saal tumhari faith thi jab main... aur aab wo puri tarah se tumhari ho chukka hai ..tab aur faith nehi hai..main aur kuch nehi kahunga Priya ..it solely depends on u ..but I will be happy to see u in this saree..

Tumhari Ram nehi khayunga as u know I am only yours meri galti tum repeat mat karo plz..

At 11am we sit at the audience sits ..today is the foundation day of Physics dept of our college..all dept of college are not joined with us .

Principle sir,and others two seniors sirs are at stage ..

Ram comes there ..

I am angry on him..but I am also drooling over him..i know it is not at all bad coz he is my husband and I have the right to do so..and also it reminds me one of our past incidents..

20^th July 2008-

Today is Ram's Birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE ..MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY.. I BECOME VERY SELFSIH NOW..I PRAY TO GOD TODAY ONE AND ONLY YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE ..YOUR WELL BEING BUT NOT AT ALL ALONE ..ONLY WITH ME ..COZ I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU BABY..I LOVE YOU ..I KNOW LOVE MEANS SACRIFICE BUT I CANT SACRIFICE YOU FOR ANY ONE ELSE.

I LOVE YOU ,LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

Aaj meri exam thi ..to har roz exam k baad Ram mujhe ghar drop kar deta hai ..its quite normal..but as today is his birthday so his friends wanted treat from him.I knew he will be late today ..

After exam main hall k bahar ayi to Ram was standing there .. I was surprised, stunned, amazed ..sorry meri aur koi words nehi hai ..today is the first day k main Ram ko describe karna chahti hu ..apni tarah se ..still today I love him crazily for his care ,his nature his unconditional love for me..but today I found the most handsome, smart, college hunk in front of me..with his blue t-shirt,and black jeans and off white blazer..and with ever charming smile..and sparkling eyes ..i was drooling ..my dream boy.

Main baat kya karu..i was feeling to kiss him right then..

Ram: kya huya ? aise kyun dekh rehi ho? It is my new dress..how is it?

I felt short of words ..ha ha acha hai ,,bohut aacha hai..par aap itni jaldi?

Ram: to main kya karta ..meri biwi raste par aakeli khari rehti aur main dosto k sath party karta ..is that possible? I came here after payment the bill..

Wo party was over..

Ram: nehi to main extra pay karke aagaya..

Kya kahu main Ram k bade me..chod hi deti hu..

No more words today..but again HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAM.

-Priya Sharma

After all speeches the cultural function is going to start..many students are performing,

They start in chorus ..

Ishq ki.. saazishein

Ishq ki.. baaziyaan

Haara main khel ke

Do dilon ka juaa

Suddenly all of them request ram to join with them

Ram starts

Kyun tune meri fursat ki

Kyun dil mein itni harqat ki

Ishaq mein itni barqat ki

Ye tune kya kiya..

Phiru ab maara maara main

Chaand se bichhda taara main

Dil se itna kyun haara main

Ye tune kya kiya..

Saari duniya se jeet ke main aaya hoon idhar

Tere aage hi main haara kiya tune kya asar

Looking at me intensely

Main dil ka raaz kehta hoon

Ke jab jab saansein leta hoon

Tera hi naam leta hoon

Ye tune kya kiya

I leave this place asap when he gave the microphone to others

I enter our room..feeling so much guilty ...

Ram follows me ..one of lab assistant is busy to change my name plate ..now it is Mrs. Priya Kapoor..

And Priyadarshini follows him too

Ram and Priyadarshini are stand at the door.

I am in the room.

Priyadarshini: sir u r superb..u amaze me all time by ur all qualities sir..u r awesome ..

Ram does not give any attention to it ..he says to the assistant ..

What r u doing here and why r u set this here ..go to my cabin ..and bring the name plate which I chooses for Priya just go fast.

I can feel Ram is not in his usual mood.. I come outside ..and found that the assistant has the name plate in his hand which shows the name Mrs. PRIYA RAM KAPOOR.

And ram faces Priyadarshini ..and says

Thank u thank u very much for ur praising ..may be I am superb, awesome whatever ..but do u want to know who made me like that ..ur Priya mam..she made me what I am today...may be I am superb .but she is the life of mine..she is the only source of my all qualities..so I am not at all superb or awesome ..Priya is magician,

do u get that?

I don't know what is Priyadarshini's facial expression right now..dont want to see..but I get back my Ram who introduced me as his wife Mrs Priya Ram Kapoor in front of all his friends in our college days but at my 1^st year ...

And after a long 5 years I found this Ram ..my Ram..

Sorry this part is not same as precap..

But this part is needed..

And if u like his part then plz hit the like button and comments ..also negative comments ..are welcome as it inspires a writer like me ..who is not at all a writer .

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