Dalena OS : Insights of Salvatore Prince

It was very shocking and thrilling at first realizing that Vampires doesn't procreate but Damon does, with me. I am pregnant for 8 months now and my belly seems like a killer whale. Whale because it is so huge and actually it looks shiny and smooth and killer because all of a sudden; this, very big part of my body kill me sometimes, to the extant.

Damon was actually the one who was more shocked and afterwards I kept telling him that he was so aroused that he made something happen which was impossible for vampires. He loved that thought of being daddy' when I showed him my first ultra sound pictures of our baby but before that he was confused and nervous, a lot.

I am still sitting on the couch like from past 2 hours and this stupid cartoon like film is irritating the ass out of me. I am so nervous as well because my final 9^th month is starting tomorrow and then after exactly 30 days, bang I'll have a small baby in my arms.

I picked my phone and tried to call Damon again, might be this time he picks it up. It rang for 4 to 5 times but he didn't pick at all. I snap the phone and shut and threw it across the room with sudden force. It got hit to the wall and broke into two. Superb! I broke my only medium to contact Damon. Man, Damon where are you? It's been also raining outside like cats and dogs.

I closed my eyes and rested my head on the couch comfortably. I sighed and placed my palm on my belly, moving it in a circular motion for few minutes until I felt a little movement inside me and then I knew my baby girl wants to play with me. I poke my fingers on few basic area and earn a sudden kick from her right after I pocked, right on the spots I pocked. Aww, she sure it a smart ass! My baby! I kept playing with her for further few minutes until I heard something thud from behind, looking behind me I saw drenched Damon walking inside in the house.

I stood and walked towards him. He leaned down and pressed a light kiss on my lips, surprisingly I didn't kiss him back today. He looks nervous, I thought. And I didn't ask him anything for now, doesn't mean after few minutes I am not going to ask. He straight went to kitchen and picked a large sized blood pouch from fridge, which I kept it for him. He certainly walked towards the couch and sat, without uttering another word.

"Santa went into or what?" I walked to him while giving him deadly glares and yelled. He looked at me and heaved, still didn't say anything. "Damon, I am asking you something?" He yelled again. He frowned and kept the half drank blood pouch on the corner table next to couch, "Sorry." That was all he said to me, a sorry. "You are saying just a sorry for not replying to my messages, not receiving my calls, ignoring me and coming this late in the rain storm when you know I am pregnant here and I could have needed you?" That was it, his sorry made my blood bowl and I shouted at him, like anything.

"Elena, I was... confused and nervous. I needed time to think about something." He said in a low whisper and for the first time i saw a slight guilt and fear in his eyes. Freak, Damon, Damon Salvatore is scared!? Strange! "Think of what, Damon?" I asked him and sat next to him. And he immediately wrapped his arm around my shoulder, making me tense because normally he gets hot and nuzzle his face in my neck, but this gesture is sweet and Damon is never sweet, because he is always sort of like hot and spicy.

"About our baby," He said making me further more confuse. "What, about the baby?" I asked. "Yes, Elena today someone showed me the real mirror and then I realized if I am perfect father for this little angel even." He said and his voice was low, his voice was painful but why! "What do you mean, Damon?" I asked turning around and facing his face completely. "Elena, our baby needs everything perfect and I, here, her own father is the example of imperfection. How will be a good daddy?" He asked and gulped down, did he just ask this question!?

"You know I though you are the smartest one but I never thought you are the stupidest one, Damon! How can you think like that?" I told him and he just frowned. "Elena, you know me how different and ruthless I am. I don't even know how to respect women, I used to use them and trash them like nothing happened. I am bad guy, remember? I am selfish! And you think our baby will be happy or proud to know these qualities of her father?" He whispered yelled at me making me flinch slightly. "That was past, Damon!" I shouted at him.

He didn't say anything more, in a spat second he was off to the upper floor to our bedroom since we are in living in situation. I was walked towards the stairs and with huge effort took 2 step, looking down at the stairs suddenly I got picked up in arms. Of course, he came back realizing it will difficult for me to climb the stairs! He entered out bedroom and placed me on the bed.

"Damon, come on what feels wrong suddenly?" I asked him calmly, knowing this is a sensitive issue and he is getting all stupid right now. "I! I, Elena, I am all wrong, not suddenly because I always was but I know there are 2 people in this entire world to whom I can't be selfish. I can't ruin their lives, and that is you and her." He slightly yelled in frustration, pointing at my belly when he said her'. I wanted to scream and rip his head off but then I though with his view then I realize how bad he must be feeling thinking he isn't the perfect father for the child, he himself created.

"Damon, you were selfish but now you aren't. If you would have been selfish then this baby, inside me would have been dead till now because we all know you were confused and could have easily ask me to abort it, but did you did that? No, you thought my happiness before your comfort and here I am going to give birth to our baby in just one month and I know you love her like anything." I tried o convince him. "I know her, Elena and that is why I f**king want the best for her, and I am certainly not even good, I realize it Stefan was right!" He shouted and dumped himself on the bed, holding his face in his palms.

"What, Stefan? Did he say all this nonsense to you? Tell me, Damon, did he!?" I shouted and now if he had said this to him, then Stefan boy you are dead. I wonder why he just can't melt in the reality that him and I, weren't meant to be, that is why we broke off 5 months back before I got pregnant and I love Damon, now! I hate you Stefan if you have done this.

"What difference that is makes, the reality is that he said everything right! How much I wanted to rip his head off and push him in see, I couldn't because I know this is about my little girl and he is f**king right all the way!" He said and lay on the bed, his legs handing out from the bed. "It means to me and it makes hell lot of difference to me because I am gonna find him and I am gonna eat em!" I snapped at him.

"Elena..." Damon suddenly lightly spoke, raising his hand. I took it and lay down next to him, resting my head on his chest. "You sure that you want MY kind of person as our little angle," He asked and felt something in his voice, Hope. But why when he knows I don't want his kind of person but exactly him! "We both love you, Damon. We both want only you. No one can be a better dad then you. You left all those stupid and nasty things you used to do after knowing I am pregnant so how can you be selfish and not the perfect daddy for your daughter?" I told him, trying to convince him on his perfection as a father but that doesn't mean I don't mean what I am saying because I one hundred percent mean every single word.

"I know but you know how I was like before so when I think about it, I feel like I am not the right person and I still think that for a teenage, adult girl I can be right but a baby who knows nothing and wants nothing but love, for her I won't be right. I hope you are understanding, Elena. Try to at least!" He said calmly but I don't why it hurts to think that he might be, like really might don't want our baby now that is why he is saying all this to me. No, this can't be! He won't that to me or will he? I thought to myself, feeling a slightly kick in my belly, because I guess even my baby is worried for her daddy dearest now.

"Damon, why am I feeling like you are done with me, Like, you don't want me or the baby now? Tell me because I can't raise her alone. I will go for adoption or I will do anything... I just can't..." I yelled at him suddenly jerking out of the bed. Tears started falling from my eyes, warm and hurtful tears, and suddenly next thing I noticed, I was chocking on my words. I couldn't take it anymore and walked out of the room, almost running as fast as I can with my pregnant belly.

I ran out of the house and it felt like the forest because his house is pretty beautiful but from outside, the surrounding seems like forest but it still looks beautiful. It was all dark and it was still raining. In few seconds, I felt Damon closing the door of his house and walking towards my drenched body. I stood there, crossing my arms on my belly, providing some heat to my belly.

Damon stood next to me and held my hand, hugging me tightly and murmuring sorry what seems like hundreds of times. I just know he doesn't want to get rid of me or the baby, I shouldn't have thought like that but hey you can't blame me. I am pregnant! It's what we call pregnant women's hormones. I get emotional on very small things and cry a lot, all the time. I hugged him back, burying my face in his cold neck and breathing in the scent of his cologne.

"Damon, you will be best father of this entire world to our daughter. All she needs is love and care and you do that for her, right? You care for her and you love her, may be more than me. I know it! So stop saying such things, I will always be your side to improve you." I said to him who slightly smiled. "I know, Elena. I love the baby a lot Elena. I am so happy that I am going to be a father now. I didn't think of being one in my wildest dream because it was impossible but now I am lucky of all the supernatural creatures that I could make a beautiful little baby, you know. I promise you that I will love you and her forever, Elena. I love you!" He said happily as I noticed a slight tint of wetness and redness in his eyes. The wetness from rain was other thing but this wetness was other thing. He was crying, in happiness and I knew he is happy.

"Good, now if you weren't planning to saying that you love me than I was suppose to kick on your balls, Damon Salvatore!" I told him smirking, but then he smirked and Oh my f**king God he looks so hot in rain when he is drenched and I hope even I look good too. "Now, THAT would have hurt a lot, Elena Gilbert." He said and leaned forward taking my wet lips into his wet once.