Smita,😊
Here is the interpretation to Section 2 C of Part 9.
This update is about being something difficult to understand be it a person or action. It is ENIGMA.
As Arnav lowered his hard lips on her eagerly waiting luscious ones, he devoured the sweetness of her mouth with a relish. For them, time stood still and feeling the need to take a breath they pulled apart. Arnav pulled himself away from her to resist the temptation to carry ahead. As both lay panting and gasping for breath, they kept their gaze fixed on the ceiling trying to get their breathing even. Khushi turned her head to look at Arnavji only to her bewilderment, it was to find that he had placed his hands under his head and was gazing intently at the ceiling with a small smile tugging along his lips. She was perplexed at his behaviour, and scrunched her forehead wondering, what was there on the ceiling that held his attention as if it gave him secret clues to solve all the mysteries of the cosmos. For her, he was a puzzle, that she could not understand and she did not like what was going on.
Here she was, with her heart racing fast like a wild untamed horse, her body shaking with the tremors, gone all soft and squishy, one mass of need, and there he was, reposing with ease, as though he had time only now to contemplate on the important matter, as the fate of the Universe and its philosophy! He was something of a mystery, interesting, exciting at the same time difficult to explain, difficult to understand, difficult to get to know what he thought. She wondered will she ever be able to make out what was going on in that brain of Arnavji. Will she be able to solve the riddle by name Arnav Singh Raizada? First when they met, it was a shouting spree. He had used all his energy at shouting at her and at pushing her away. Then it was the smiling spree that made her heart jump with joy and of course, went out of his way to make her heart go dhak dhak! After that it was forcing spree, focusing all his energy to corner her to marry him, next came the hating spree that he did putting his whole heart into it with his regular energy as well as digging on to his reserves. After the kidnapping, he focused his energy on wooing spree, was hell bent on keeping her with him and marrying her for real this time. Now that they are married, he seems to be engrossed in his thoughts ignoring her very presence! He was a bundle of paradox and she wondered, what would be the next step in his evolution. He was a box of uncertainty to her that she could never be certain about what turns up next and never think that he would do things as predicted. She flipped on her side and lay with her back facing him giving him a royal ignore.
When in one moment she decided to do so, the very next she was a confused soul. The conundrum by name, Arnav Singh Raizada, in a low and beguiling voice called out, Khushi. Though she pretended not to hear it, he told her, that their time would come, and paused. Unable to keep quiet or pretend to be indifferent, pulled by the resonating husky voice, Khushi turned her neck around to hear him tell her, that then, there would be no escape for her, his Jalebi Rani. Right now this Arnav for her was an unknown quantity, someone of whom she has no knowledge of, someone with whom she has no experience to deal with, but his words, thoughts and actions did have a profound effect on the situation. His voice held so much of promise; it sent frissons of anticipation along her spine making her toes curl. His words made her stare blankly at him, for she was unable to grasp what he meant as her mind had drifted with the sound of his husky voice. Arnav turned and gathering her into his arms, snuggling close, spooning up to her with his warm breath caressing her ear, he whispered, she won't be able to sleep all night and that was his promise to her. So saying he gently nipped her ear lobe making Khushi feel the warmth seep inside her and shivers of pleasure. His behavior and statement to her were like the proverbial Gordian knot, extremely complicated, as he she felt what he said and did amounted to mind-twisters. She clutched his arm that was holding her close, needing that support, she wondered, Devi Maiyya, what would she do with this enigmatic man, for he was mysterious and difficult for her to understand?
For Khushi, Arnav's behavior was enigmatic because all her life her thoughts were based on others needs, her deeds were based on others needs. She had never thought what she wanted. Being an orphan, knowing in her heart that she was always dependant on others, she had stashed away her needs to a remote corner of her heart and she had always thought in terms of giving just like a tree. She never thought of her needs or feelings. She would do things for others at the cost of her own happiness, need and wants be it in thought, action, money or gestures. She was a giver. She had not come across many who had given anything for her other than her family. Meeting Arnav and his dig at her more often than not as a gold-digger, Shyam and his ways, Anjali and her volte-face when it came to her personal happiness and the behavior of the rest, had not helped her to think differently. Time and again she had felt that she was an orphan and it was only the stars, that she thought her parents had become were her companions. That was why, when Arnav, who now has every right to consummate their marriage opts for the waiting game, she is confused. For, she had not received much in her life, selflessly. That is why she is unable to comprehend that she could be the recipient of such gestures. That is why she found Arnav's actions as an enigma, and Arnav Singh Raizada a tough nut to crack! A riddle wrapped up in an enigma!
"And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more"
~ Erica Jong
That is why this is titled ENIGMA.
That's it from me. Hope you enjoy it.
Edited by rulama - 11 years ago
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