Hello Arjunians...back with a new part...I hope you like it...its intense in its own way
Kid pls stay out...others can grab a bottle of water!
A real change of Arjun...but he has his justifications...
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Part 61A:
Arjun: [patting her cheeks playfully] tumaare jhoot aur sacch pehchaane keliye mujhe spy karne ki zaroorat nahi hai Reva…aren't we above all that? Don't we know each other?
Reva nodded and spoke up, "toh aap yeh bhi jaanthe honge ki maine aisa kyun kiya?"
Arjun: hmmm….but I want to hear it from you!
Reva stood up distangling herself from him and walked to the window….."haan….main aaj ke din aap dono ke beech nahi aana chahthi thi….I wanted to give you your private time Arjun!"
He knew it and was waiting to hear it from her….Arjun angrily walked to her wanting to knock some sense into her head!
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She was a bit taken aback by his sudden closeness and turned around to face him…..
In an impulse, she stepped back but she couldn't move back after the initial 2 steps...She felt his hand gripping her firmly!
She alternated her looks at his fingers clutching her hand and his eyes which looked angrily at her…..Her lips muttered, "Arjun…."
She couldn't say anything more as she landed onto him with a thud…….
Pulling her to himself, he bent to her face…….he didn't voice or ask anything but just cupped her face and captured her lips in his violently……
Anger, love, passion, desire…..all his emotions poured into that kiss……She felt the intensity of his anger for the very first time! She sensed her anger in every touch and move he made!
He hurt her a bit and it pained as he nipped her lips harshly but she didn't stop him nor resist it…..She allowed him to vent it out on her…..
He didn't wait for her to respond to him….he deepened the kiss with the intensity with which he had missed her the whole day…..it had the anxiety which had built within him when she had made him wait..it had amplified n folds when he knew that she purposefully did that and avoided him for whatever reasons she had …..
His kiss had the emotions which bottled up till his throat and suffocated him when she said that she had left him alone to have his private time with Roshni….and it hurt him more as he felt for the first time that she hadn't understood him completely…..Perhaps she hadn't known his love and its intensity entirely till now…..and perhaps that's what he wanted to show her now! This was his way of showing it to her…..Was it right or wrong? He didn't know….he didn't think!
He knew she wasn't in a position to respond to his anger but he had to show her what she meant to him……She had to understand that she is never between him and Roshni….She had to understand that his love was beyond all insecurities and doubts……She had to know that he loved her and that was the only damn truth of their relationship…truth of their life together…..He couldn't let her continue to believe that she was there in his life as a replacement or substitute just to fill in the vacuum left by Roshni….
Hum Tere Bin Ab Reh Nahi Sakte
Tere Bina Kya Wajood Mera
Hum Tere Bin Ab Reh Nahi Sakte
Tere Bina Kya Wajood Mera
Tujhse Juda Agar Ho Jaenge
To Khud Se Hi Ho Jaenge Juda
Yes, he misses Roshni and she dwells within him even today and will remain there forever…..But Reva was an inseparable part of him as well….
He wanted nothing in his life away from Reva now…..there was no more of a private lonely part of him where he didn't wish Reva's presence……He feels her in him always but when she said that, he felt hurt…he felt abandoned and separated from her all of a sudden…his love felt insulted ….May be it was his own complex thoughts that made him think that way but he couldn't let this feel linger him…He had to vent it out!
Kyuki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Chain Bhi Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
She was his life now…she was his love now….She is nothing less than what Roshni was to him….It could only be something more…never less….Never!
He parted from her lips temporarily and gathered her in his arms…his eyes locked with hers intently and she could feel the flames of anger, passion and desire in his eyes……his love in the most intense angry form that made her shudder and tremble in his arms…..He didn't clarify or voice anything…..both were silent but their eyes and hearts did all the talking…..
She realized what was going to come but she also knew she had to give in to him and to his needs……she couldn't stop him because that would flare him up more…..His eyes spoke what he wished from her…..
He took her to the room…..
Placing her on the bed, he looked at her once……
His eyes spoke what his lips didn't voice out, "I didn't want it this way Reva but you have forced me to do this……"
His helpless desperate words lingered in his eyes as he stepped back from her a little………He was blinded with his anger and love now!
Even then, he couldn't allow his wrecklessness to get over his logical mind…He couldn't allow his anger to take a lusty form……especially with his doctor saahiba…Her innocence, her nave self, her simplicity made him mellow down…..
He took a moment to shut the door and switch off all the lights leaving just the tiny night lamp….In its glow, he saw her looking at him with anxiety as if expecting the worse from him and from her looks, it was clear that she knew what he was heading for….
She couldn't protest…or rather she didn't want to protest…She could see that she had hurt him way to much unknowingly!
He pulled away her saree in one swift action and threw it onto the floor…she rolled away as he did that…..She hugged herself for covering up and looked away from him….
He slipped into the bed beside her and removed her hands away…..He held her delicate fingers in his and placed a quick kiss on the knuckles before forcing them to clutch his shirt…..
He instructed pointing to the buttons, "Open it Reva"…it was more of a command from him! A demand which he had never before voiced….The tone was new…he was new….this was new to her!
She was too baffled and didn't respond for a few seconds….but then he urged again and her trembling fingers fumbled and opened up his shirt buttons slowly while his hands caressed her…..his fingers glided through her hair making her feel dizzy!
Impatience took over him and he didn't wait for her to complete her task….he just did it for her and pulled her into a tight embrace…..
Rolling over her, he kissed her lips again….and this time more passionately and less of anger….But there was a sense of urgency in every kiss…in every touch……she shivered under his intensity….
The feel of his intense emotions never failed to touch her deep and today it was the maximum of all that…..Her body, her soul and her heart ached by his out pour of love!
He just allowed all his desires to take over his senses and kissed every inch of her face senselessly…..
He lined up a kisses all along her face down to her throat and around her neck…..kissing her ear lobes, he breathed into her jasmine fragrance and in the process, messed up her hair and loosened the locks up from the plait… He took a moment to remove the plait and her long hair fell on her shoulders…...He ruffled her hair and took a deep breath into it…….Her fragrance…her hair…..her feminine essence always triggered him on…...Her trembles and shivers weren't unnoticed by him but he decided to let it rest for the moment…
He never wanted to force himself on her but tonight it was different……He couldn't let her distance away like that again……He couldn't bear the truth that she had done that on purpose….
It was like the first time again….Perhaps, he hadn't explored her like this till now or rather her innocence and shyness never allowed him to touch her like that…..
And he wasn't this assertive with her so far….today, his needs, his desires, his love were all demanding than ever before!
Though he felt her body becoming numb at times, he didn't let that affect his actions….He kept her close and intimate and made her feel his passionate gestures…
She closed her eyes and just surrendered to his demands…….
Claiming her fully again and again, he allowed that to sink into him and once done, he voiced to her "Reva…ab samajhme aaya ke maine tumhe kitna miss kiya? This is the intensity of how I missed you dammit! Without you, I have nothing….or want nothing in my life doctor…….Samjhi yaaa Samjhaavum?"
Tera Mera Rishta Hai Kaisa
Ek Pal Dur Gawara Nahi
Tere Liye Her Roz Hai Jeete
Tujko Diya Mera Waqt Sabhi
Koi Lamha Mera Na Ho Tere Bina
Har Saans Pe Naam Tera
Kyuki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Chain Bhi Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Her eyes were closed till that angry venting out was over………she opened her eyes and looked into his intense gaze at her as he said that……..
He didn't wait for her nod or her reply….he rolled away from her and got out of the bed……
Getting back into his clothes, he walked to the balcony leaving behind a totally shaken Reva…….Yes she had seen, felt and understood him! No, she had rediscovered him, her, their love and their relationship today!
It was a new dimension, a turning point in their lives……..Was it for the good or for the bad? Only time would tell…..
She wrapped herself in the saree and walked into the rest room!
[To be continued]
So how was it? I know many are shocked but had to write this at some point!
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Action waala SYS hogaya...ab Arjun's verbal SYS and his talk waala love will come up in next update
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