Does JAI need defending for his deeds? No, in my mind JAI doesn't need defending any more, cause in my mind JAI is blameless. I am not saying JAI is 'Holiness Then Thou' you know who, I would hate for him to be like that. JAI is a human being, who makes mistakes, a lot of mistakes.
- JAI loved and respected Billo The Great like his own mother – MISTAKE – how can a mother turn on her own son?
- JAI opened house up to anyone and everyone and letting them feel that the house is as much theirs as it is his – MISTAKE – he was kicked out of his own home.
- JAI forgave Pia and Pusker after their betrayal for HM Bani's sake – MISTAKE – we all know what Pia did and Puskar turned into HM Bani's spaniel.
- JAI made friends with Tarun when they were very young. One would think that this would give them ample time to know each other. Friendship is the most sacred of relationships – MISTAKE – one look at HM Bani, the lawyer turned into Romeo and Brutas at the same time. Well Romeo Must Die.
- Last but not least HM Bani. She in her love for JAI cut him up, chewed him and then spat him out. All in the name of love. When truth dawned on her, she run back to JAI expecting all his love without any explanation. AND, why wouldn't she, after all she is HM Bani. No need to tell the man that his baby was not killed but died in an accident. JAI, MISTAKE – why did you except her back that night. Why didn't you snuff out her holiness? Is it because you might just love her beyond all reason – seriously big MISTAKE.
- JAI kept reassuring Bani that she is all he needs and there doesn't need to be a third one between. Is it because blind love made you desperate and devoid of reason? MISTAKE – Why did you have to be blindly in love with her? Just loving her normally would have been OK. Why weren't you more practical?
- I know what it is like to loose a child. In certain situation one just doesn't have any control over oneself. I know because I have been through it. So I understand JAI's ' Meera Bacha' situation. A baby in trouble wipes out all thoughts and reasons. Just like blind love does. Ones baby might be illegitimate, but illegitimacy doesn't matter one bit one thinks that the baby is dying. Love for one child should be just like this, if not then there is something wrong with the parents.
So, I love him for his mistakes. I love him for his capability of blind love.
Sorry about the rambling.
SONIA.