Will you take me back?

27.06.13 (NOt an epi analysis...just a gush of feelings...)

Kaisee teri khudgarzee
Na dhoop chune na chhaanv
Kaisee teri khudgarzee
Kisi thaur tike na paanv

How's this selfishness of yours,
that you don't take the sun, nor take the shade..
How's this selfishness of yours,
that your feet don't stay anywhere..

Ban liyaa apnaa paighambar
Tar liyaa tu saat samandar
Phir bhee sookhaa mann ke andar
Kyoon reh gaya

You've tried being your own god,
and crossed all seven seas,
Still, there is a draught within your heart,
Why is it so..

Re Kabeera maan jaa
Re Fakeera maan jaa
Aa jaa tujh ko pukaaray teri parchhaaiyaan
Re Kabira maan jaa
Re Fakeera maan jaa
Kaisa tu hai nirmohee kaisaa harjaaiyaa

O Kabira, listen to me..
O saint, believe me..
Come, your shadows call you [back]..
O Kabira, listen to me..
O saintly one, believe me..
What a loveless and ruthless person you are..
[Nirmohee is someone who doesn't have any love nor hatred, for anyone or anything. Someone who is neutral to the world and its happenings.]


Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Lab namak rame naa misree
Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Tujhe preet purani bisri..
Mast Maula, mast Kalandar
Tu hawa kaa ek bavandar
Bujh ke yoon andar hi andar
Kyun reh gaya..

How's this selfishness of yours,
Neither salt nor sugar fit on your tongue..
How's this selfishness of yours,
that you have forgot old love..
O free man, free spirit,
you're a storm of wind..
then why have you ended
within yourself only..

(Credit: Bollymeaning)

The selfishness of a man who forgot his love in the face of his passion- the weakness of a love that could not survive the power of seduction...how will Zoya ever forgive that man? She sets out on a journey- she needs some time alone..to recuperate...to discover herself...to know the meaning of her existence. Zoya leaves, informing her aapi, leaving behind all her connections to her past...

Asad: He can only dream, that things will be back to normal...that somehow Zoya will find it in her heart to forgive him, after much reluctance. He does not wish away her anger- he knows it is deserved- he only prays for forgiveness.

This is not the first time Asad has dreamed of Zoya- his suppressed emotions always take the wings of flight. He did not want love to complicate his relationship with Zoya- so those feelings came to him as fantasies...that he could not brush away.

Now he feels he does not deserve her..yet his heart longs for forgiveness...and reconciliation. He pines for that one touch of reassurance from her- I am here for you- through all your ups and downs...through all your worst nightmares...

Not long before fate sends him on another distress run...has she been snatched away from him?...No...She is safe...somewhere away from his sight. But she is safe.

Ammi kehti hai Allah apne bando ka imtehaan leta, mujhe kabhi pata nahi tha ki itna mushkil hota hai! (Credit: Ankie😉- since I CPed it from her post😆 )

And it has just started. He is discovering the girl who loved him, in spite of the many insults he hurled her way- the girl who trusted him with her life and heart...the girl whose world revolved around him...For once, it is not about HIS fears, HIS beliefs, HIS shortcomings...it is about HER virtues, HER beautiful mind, HER trust that HE broke...

Karan is a wonderful actor- I have no words to describe him...he will make us feel the pain that Asad goes through...melting us away...PHENOMENAL!👏👏👏

And whoever is directing these episodes- Gul or Arshad or BOTH...YOu guys simply RRROCKKK!👏👏👏

THANK YOU!

Originally posted by: MisHumptyDumpty

Res again once done with the pms i will pour open my heart again. 😊

Thanks noodle that's my fav song, and am glad you FINALLY love it :p

Originally posted by: Npdeepa

Soup... U all are making me more worried...

Originally posted by: MisHumptyDumpty

Res again once done with the pms i will pour open my heart again. 😊

Thanks noodle that's my fav song, and am glad you FINALLY love it :p

- - - - - unres

How's this selfishness of yours,
that you have forgot old love..

WORD. This is Asad begging for Zoya's old love back again,

Before it was Zoya who has been begging for Asad's love and now roles reversed. Asad wants to be forgiven and longs for her, before he had that assurance that Zoya is at home she will be there she is in front of me at the end, even if she went anywhere he knew she would come back or he knew where she went. Now there is no such assurance, she he has left him and all he lives is a 1000000s of deaths cause he now knows he cannot live a second without her.

Ankie,

Kabira...was playing when Asad was only asking for forgiveness- usne apni galti qubool kiya tha...and felt he didn't deserve her..

Zoya, on the other hand...was still trying to understand Asad- why had his love failed?

I felt that was the significance of this song- IT WAS ABOUT THE SELFISHNESS OF ONE MAN- as it was in the movie too, and as Nikhat said- Asad never kept in mind the feelings of the girl, when he went about succumbing to his own selfish pleasures...so I felt it was more from Zoya's side, to Asad- how could you forget me in that moment of passion?. What you said- a plea from him- is possible too.

Rashid had said 'i cannot be with her, but still i have an assurance than she is safe and i can see her when ever i want!'

Asad is reduced to Rashid only. He after being relived that yes she is somewhere that she is safe, but then it kills him cause he cant go and talk to her. He wants her to slap him, to fight with him and cries and begs for forgiveness and he is unable to do so,

Uff that breaks my heart! 😆 😆

Jo bhejti thi duaa is the song i am listening to even in my dreams ever singe yesterday 😆

Much a needed, cause Asad will hence understand what his father went through or goes through.

👏👏👏 Aap ban gaye Devil's Advocate! (Ask Shreya!😉😆)

And it has just started. He is discovering the girl who loved him, in spite of the many insults he hurled her way- the girl who trusted him with her life and heart...the girl whose world revolved around him...For once, it is not about HIS fears, HIS beliefs, HIS shortcomings...it is about HER virtues, HER beautiful mind, HER trust that HE broke...

👏 👏

And a very much needed cause now its not about HIM HIS and HIS PRINCIPLES but then about Zoya and HER and SHE. 😳

EXACTLY! The selfishness- the I is moving out...it has to be YOU now, and then...US!👏

p.s. I am enjoying this, maybe i dont know what is Love maybe i have never experienced it, but then all this pain these two are going through makes me smile, cause after the yelda rises the Sun which paves way to a new dawn. After all pain the feeling love and victory and triumph over all hurdles is a BLISS. 😳

And what is love without a little excruciating pain? 😃

Originally posted by: s120

I am in love with this song! ❤️

It is just heartbreaking to watch Asad like this. 😭 And Zoe looks lifeless in the precap

My poor babies are in this state all because of that Tanwitch. 😡

And the next time somebody calls Asad dumb, I am going to send that person your post and the ones who have problems with Zoya now, I am going to teach them a lesson 😡 😆

Yesterday we had posts on how CVs are butchering Zoe's character now after Asad's. Just because she is not reciting shayris or is not her usual bubbly self in the precap. I mean C'mon, just look at her state of mind and what is wrong in taking a break and finding some inner peace.

And for AsYa, I'll quote these lines, "Many times when things look the bleakest, we are actually on the verge of one of our greatest personal victories."

Gosh! Their separation is affecting me. I am becoming philosophical 😆