She looked dejectedly around my office. I have seen her try to emulate others' way of life around her but can never do it fully. I can tell by her eyes she wishes to be happy like everyone around her. I can see through her fake smile when others do not. It never fully reaches her eyes. Even though she brings a smile to everyone's face around her, even mine.
My heart breaks every time I see her. I wish to wipe away the unshed tears behind her eyes. My heart yearns to run up to her, hug her and tell her I'm here it's okay everything is alright. But my mind tells me every time I see her to stop.
Love makes a man weak. I have seen it through my own eyes. This one woman loved a man but he left for another. He left her, not alone though. He left her with me and my sister. That woman was my mother and sadly that man is my father.
I held my mother while she wept over that excuse. I was just seven while my sister was one. My mother's love for that man turned her weak. Love turned her whole life upside down. Because of love she was in grief. That is why I can never fall in love. After all I am Asad Ahmad Khan, love can never hit me.
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Hey guys should I continue? This is my first ever FF or anything in general...I have never written anything out of school...please leave some feed back :) sorry about the grammar mistakes or any spelling... :)
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