Mayur. Dil Nay Jisay Apna KaahaCH:22 (12/4) - Page 12

I know last time it was pretty hard on urdu ..i was in a mood to write in pure urdu so I did.. donot worry further u will not hopefully find it to much hard..

Late updates…. I m actually not being able to get myself in wrting to much.. mayb a little loss of inspiration.. but I m trying..plus these days I m hell busy so im not at all getting time to write…

Will be traveling from 2morow for a week or so… but after tht I will try tht I can b back to my form of regular updates …

Thanku for ur patience ..

Chapter: 5

NM: shilpa ji yeah tu buhat jaldi hai

Shilpa: aray aray ap itni pershan kyun hogai ek dam se…. mein ny sirf ek ray rekhi hai bus… mjhy zara jaldi hai nupur ko ghar laynay ki…. Aur wasy ap ko fiakr kis baat ki hai….

NM: asal mein sab kuch bht jaldi jaldi horaha hai… tu …

Shilpa: dekho kisi chees ki fikar maat kero…. Tumhain waqt chaiy tu bulkily lay lo… koi masla nhi hai… magar han humain kuch nhi chaiy aur shadi mein bhi tumhain kisi dekhaway ki fikar na kero

NM: baat dekhaway gi nhi hai… meri ek hi beti hai… us k liyan buhat kuch socha hai… aur mein woh har woh chees kerna chahti hoon

Shilpa: aram se scoh ker tum mjhy taraeeq day do…. Pershan kyun horahi hoo…mein yeah thori kah rahi ho k jis taraeeq per mein ny kaha lazmi us per shadi hojay…. Aur nupur kaha hai bhi…

Nupur: salam anty…

Shilpa: walikum asalam… yeah ap k liyan …

Nupur: anty yeah..

Shilpa: dekho mayank ki khala hoon tu ap ki bhi … samjhi… aur yeah meri marzi kal jab chahy jo chahy laao tumhary liyan…. bazaar gai thi acha lag … mjhy nhi mayank ko… pehly tu mein ny kaha mayank asa rang mein pehno gi… baad mein jab Ali ny kaha janab woh apk liyan nhi kah raha tu mein ny foran lay liya… tu ab tu logi nah…

Nupur didn't knew how to react… she smiled shyly it was embarrassing way to embarrassing….

He was moving fast for nupur he is moving to fast…. How cum he is so sure about her.. and that so much… she can see he is or had fallen for her … they way he is trying to do little gesture is making her more worried… he is expecting her to react to all this… he has expectation from her and she doesn't know… he is cute in all this… she cant help thinking this way...

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NM: aj shilpa aai thi… shadi tarreq mang rahi thi..

ND: han tu yeah tu hoga… ap ny kam kaha

NM: woh tu agaly hi mahinay k kah rhai hain itni jaldi sab kasay hoga

ND: dekho mera mana hai sahi bhi hai…. Jis tarah k halat aj kal hain… larko aur in k badalti hoi pasand k kuch pata nhi… phir nupur jin halat se guzri hai us ko jitn waqt mily ga woh koi nah koi masla talsh ker lay gi…. Ap yeah baat janti hai us ny humaray liyan han ki hai….

NM: tu phir kah do k thik hai ek mahina… per nupur….

ND: smajhy us ko…. Samhj jay gi…. Mayank acha insaan hai.. mjhy nhi lagta us ko koi muskil hogi… jis se bhi us k baray mein kaha hai sab ny tareef hi ki hai….

NM: magar nupur per koi zabardsti nhi kerna chahti mein

ND: han agar woh bulkily nah many tu phir us k waqt day day gay….

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Nupur: ami itni jaldi… ek mahina buhat kam hai…/.

NM: beta shadi tu kerni hai nah aj nhi tu kal phir dair kyun

Nupur: ami kya bekar ki baat hai phir ap aj hi bola keray humain chalta kerdain…

NM: aray asi baat thori hai.. acha tum kya chahti hoon… woh log zayda waqt nhi rukhna chahty …..

Nupur: magar ek mahina kam hai bht kam…

NM: tu thik hai mein do mahina k kah dayti hoon…magar is se zayda nhi….

Nupur didn't knew wht is the matter with everyone…. Is he sumwhere believing she will back out…

She looked at the pack lying on her bed…. She hasn't yet open it.. she took it in her hand and open it … it was strangely a very settle and very trendy dress… the kinda she wear.. and like,…

She need a way to talk to him… and thanking him she will get to know that wht he is thinking about her as… she is not a kinda girl who will shy away and will hesitate in putting her thoughts at front…

He smiled looking at her number flashing he was waiting atelast for a text msg.. but call wah wah…

Mayank: hello… kasi hain ap…

Nupur: ji mein thik hoon…

Her voice was sounding so cold..yet he ignored it after it was the first time she was calling him maybe a bit hesitant…

Nupur: thanks dress k liyan

Mayank: thanks ap sirf humara dil rekhny ko tu nhi kah rahi nah… kyun k humain nhi pata ap k acha laga k nhi… hum ny srif andaza lagaya tha k apko yeah acha lay ga…. As ap haemsha asay hi rung pehanti hain

Nupur: ap se ke baat pochy…

Mayank: he frown.. ji zaroor..

Nupur: ap k ghar walo ko nhi lagta ek mahina bht kam hai …. Larki walo k liyan jinhay itni taiyari kerni hoti hai….

He was taken a back and was little surprised at the way she was talking…

Mayank: nhi .. woh tu bus asay hi baat rekhi hai…

Nupur: mjhy tu fasla sunaya hua laga hai….

Mayank: nhi nupur asi koi baat nhi hai….

Nupur: maagr is baat ki koi tu wajha hogi… humain tu koi nhi dekh rahi

Mayank: khala k arman hai bus aur kuch nhi…he said giggling

Nupur: achank se… jab woh pehly humary ghar aai thi tab tu woh 6 month k baat ker rahi thi… phir achank se na 2 na teen foran …

Mayank was not getting anything, she was sounding as if she was taunting and she was rising his temper too, nobody talks to him like this… but wht she is trying to say… if she has problem with it its oky they can delay….. he doesn't want to force her

Mayank: dekho nupur tum per koi zabardsti nhi kerna chahta bus ek baat rekhi thi tum mana..

He was cut short..

Nupur: mein mana kerdo… tu baat tu mjhy per phir se aay gi.. ap logo k deemgh koi baat hai tu ap saaf saaf baat kyun nhi kertay hain

Now this was it… he was looking at her words… and than his eyes went wide… wht the hell… ohh she was really taunting on them now he gets wht she is trying to say…

Mayank: ek min nupur.. mjhy asa kyun lag raha hai k tum kuch aur kah rahi hoo… tum kahin yeah tu kahna nhi chah rahi k mein yeah soch ker shadi k liyan jaldi ker raha hoon k tum kahin meray sath bhi rishta nah thor do… islyn k tum ko mein zemdar samjhta hoon tumharay pehl rishty k liyan….

Nupur: dekho mayank…

He laughed pitfully… he was dam angry now…

Mayank: log is baat per khush hotay hain k woh us insan ki baat parh saky jo us k sab se kareeb hai … aj mein sach mein chata k mein galat parho tumhain… tu mein thik samjha….

Nupur: phr itni jaldi kyun

Mayank: tumhain nhi samjha pao ga.. is baat k is waqt yaqeen hogaya hai…. Magar agar tum ko asa lagta hai k mein jis insaan ki sab se zayda izzat kerta hoon… aur chahy kitna hi filimi lagay magar us k kafi uper rekhny laga hoon us k baray mein yeah socho ga…. Wao… waaooo

Tu tumhari ittalah (information) k liyan aaraz hai.. Mein agar asa socha tu tum se risht hi kyun chorata…. Socha tum ny asa… agar mjhy lagta hai k tum rishy thorny walo mein se ho .. ya tumharay ghar waly asay hain… tu tum se rishta chorny ki himaakaqt( mistake) kyun kerta… jis se mjhy umeed hai bulkiy tumhara alfaz k motabik mjhy yaqeen tha k tum asi ho … tu mein kya pagal hon

Tumhain jitna waqt chaiy lay lo…. Jitna chahy …. Mein tum se ab khabhu nhi kaho ga k kam shadi kerni hai…. Ab jab tum mjhy ap nany ko taiyar ho tu tab hi shadi hogi.. mein khala se khud baat kerlo ga.. tum per baat nhi aay gi….

Nupur: kya matlab

Mayank: u amzed me nupur…. phir yeah samjh rahi hoo k mein rishta thor raha hoon… asa nhi hai…. Meri taraf se yeah risht khabi nhi tootay ga…. Is baat ko bus yaad rekhlo…. Mein rekhta hoon….. tum se baat kero ga tu kuch na kuch asa boldo ga jo tumahray sath sath mjhy bhi takleef day ga….

Nupur: mayank dekho mjhy baat saaf saaf kerna hi thik lagta hai

Mayank: I really appreciate that.. per mein un logy k sath lihaz k addi hoon jo meray bht kareeb hoon.. lihaz samny waly ko takleef daynay se rukh layta hai.. dekho mein rude horaha hoon…. Mjhy ghusa aay ga abhi tu mein rekhta hoon…. Thik hai kal baat kerain ga…. Aur tumhain kisi chees ki fikar kerny ki zaroorat nhi hai….khala se mein khud baat kerlo ga… Thik hai.. Allah hafiz…

And he threw his mobile on his bed… and took a deep breath…

She dipped her head in her hand… wht the hell she is doing… living in past will ruined her future is ruining her present… she can read so much of hurt in his voice.. here he is trying evry bit to make her feel good, loved… and there she is assuming all negatives about him…. She was angry no she was just a bit sacred … she was apprehensive .. she was asumming things about him… wht is wrong with her… she is trying to mark flaws in him when she knew he has none… he is one of the person who made her think that she can move on and than wht… even today she poured her all anger on him… when was the last time she did so .. wht if he would have been a normal person… just a week of there relationship and she is behaving such… if sumone else would have been at his place he would have might broke with her…. OMG … he might… he was angry …. He was hurt.. and she .. she didn't knew wht to do now… she has to correct the mess she has created .. god dam wht the hell she said all…

She took her cell n text him sorry…I didn't mean to … sorry

He was hurt was not even wht he was feeling, he was just hating it … he didn't knew she has such imagine of his in her mind… he will think like this such for the person he respect the most… he was just wanting her here and then want her to know him…. It was his way of providing security to her… that he is here to stay… he is such when he gets hurt he will be angry to much of that…. Why he is getting angry he knew this irrelevant… she just was apprehensive and it was natural …. He might be forcing himself on her.. he loves her .. and he knew its not the same on the other side…. So he should be patient … why suddenly he is behaving so…. Why he has so much expectations when he himself prepared him tht his geature will never be returned ..atleast now now…

His cell having text msg he opned it and smile… and shocked his head… first he thought of calling her but than he knew he is not in good mood for that…

Its okay nupur…

Ap naraz hain… mjhy asay nhi bolna chaiy tha… mein bus…kisi aur chees k ghusa ap per nikal diya.. I m really sorry….

Its okay.. seriously it is,… mjhy bhi chahiy tha k khala ko ruk layta…

Nhi it wasn't ur fault… pls.. ap ghusa maat ho…

He smiled and it warmed his heart… she is so fragile… and innocent too.. she was sacred he knows… and now she is more sacred tht mayb in anger he will break up with her…

Sorry tu mjhy bhi bolna chaiy… mjhy pata hai mein bilawajha asay behave ker raha hoon

Bilawajhy …? Ap k pass wajha hai.. mein ny ap k khuloss per shak kiya… mayank meri liayn yeah sab buhat jadli hai …

Dekho nupur is waqt mera zayda kasoor hai… mjhy pata hai tumhain waqt chaiy aur mein tum per khud ko mosalad(impose) ker rah hoon… mera tareeqa thik nhi hai… per meri neeyaat yeah nhi hai… mein sirf yeah chahta tha k tumhain yeah yaqeen rahy k mein tumhain nhi chorny wala.. aur meri liyan shadi se zayda kuch aur is baat ko tahfiz nhi daysakta…. Per is k harghiz yeah matlab nhi tha k mein tumhain waqt ya space nhi dayta…

She was feeling guilty so much of that…. She should have asked him the reason first rather than be so judgmental.. sumwhere she was not believing herself that hse is moving on…. And she knew one thing she wants to move one… mayank is giving her every reason to move on..

Ap khala se kuch maat kahna …. Ami se kah do gi ..

Kya kah do gi…

She smiled… he knew it but he is way to naught she has to mark … he is strange combination of emotional and naughty

K mjhy shadi nhi kerni bus….

He chukled…

Itna emotional hua mein… is baat k bhi asar nhi hoa… mjh becharay per ap ko zara se reham nhi araha hai

Selfish zamana hai janab… mein khud per reham kaho ya ap per….

Acha ji… abhi tu hum ny kuch kaha bhi nhi aur itni behreham hogay hum…. Socho lo agar woh ghus jo samany waly vase per utara tum per utarta tu ….

Bechara vase… aur itna ghusa kyun kiya itni se baat k….

Itni se baat …. Sigh mery liyan bhat bari baat thi….

Matlab?... ab pls yeah maat kahana samjh nhi pao gi…urdu mein bolay ga tu zaroora samjh aay gai

He laughed at her….

Dkeho yeah pehly baar thi jo tum ny meray baray mein baat ki… aur pata nhi…

With that he called her…

Nupur: kya hua

Mayanak: is se zayda agar mein ny sms kiyay tu meray service provider k call jaya ga..itni tu mein ny life time mein nhi kiyaya

Nupur: she chukled.. woh ap ki speed ko dekh ker lagraha hai…

Mayank: yeah mein tum se ap sms se call per kyun hogaya janab…. Pehly wala bhi chaly ga…. Aur mein bulkily bhi sms person nhi hoon…

Nupur: kyun koi girlfriend nhi thi kya

Mayank: thi nah us ko mein ghar per hi rekhta tha… islyn kisi bhi chees ki zaroorat nhi hoto…

Nupur: ohh… kafi forward hain ap…

Mayank: woh tu mein hoon….

Nupur: wasy apko mood swings bhi atay hain…

She couldn't help tp hold her laugh….

Mayank: NUPUR had hai … aur han mein hoon buhat zayda impulsive….

Nupur: wasy tum ny matlab k jawab nhi diya…..

Mayank: he smiled… mein ny socha nhi tha shayd k aj tum mjh se istarah baat kero gi,..

Nupur: mayank please ap asan alfaz mein baat kersakty hain

He laughed out loud..

Mayank: aj shayd khala ap k ghar aai thi…. Aur mein thora san hi bulky kafi shak-oshobay k shikar tha k apko woh tofa kasa laga… per us k tu zikar nhi tha… bulkiy us ko ek rastay ki hasiyat se istmel kiya gaya… aur us per mjhy itna ateiraz nhi tha jitna us k baad jo mahaz meray samny aya…..

Atleest for the first time… tum meray baray mein asa socho gi mein ny nhi scoha tha… per galti meri bhi thi… mjhy pata tha k tum apprehensive hogi phir bhi mein ny react kiya…

Tu sach kahao tu mjhy bhi nhi pata mein itna kyun ghusa hua…

Nupur: aur vase kasay tota…

Mayank: lol… aray woh tu cushion side per rekh raha tha tu woh us se takra gaya aur gir ker toot gaya..

Nupur: lo aur mein samhji tum ny sach mein ghusay se asa kiya

Mayank: ya khuda ajeeb janghaz khan (worrier) ki tarah k impression parh raha hai tum per… aray baba impulsive hoon violent nhi …………

NM: nupurr… kaha hai ap

Mayank: oops apki ami ap ko talsh ker rahi hain… jay… n sorry agar apko dara diya tu

Nupur: mayank pls itna sharminda maat keray humain…. Hum chaltin hain ami bol rahi hain…. Khuda hafiz…

Mayank: khuda hafiz..

Sigh … this is getting not the way he has evry thought.. but he will handle hopefully… she is to to to apprehensive.. and he is not the person to explain everything to everyone.. but here his even a little gesture will be questioned … no matter how practically he think of this .. but he cant get himself in the thought tht how can she think he will force her… calm down relax.. she doesn't know u…

Thank u so much FIZA for updating this FF

Isbar ye read karne main koi taklif nehi huye.- and thanx a lot for sucha a beautiful update

At first I was a bit angry on Nupur dute to her rude behavior toward mayank. Wo kuch jaida he rude behave kit hi. But mayank was mayank- he was so nice to her. He knw how to handle it and I loved this fact of mayank. Wow even nupur was unhappy for her behavior. She said sorry to mayank- that's sweet of her. After a cold conversation again we got a lovely and understanding condition of Mayur… :D very nice update. I hope ki sab kuch ahista ahista thi hote jaye.. u were simply awesome at ur place fiza. Keep it up